Sleepwalker
Chapter 4: Breaking the Rules
Tommy was sitting in his dressing room before they took the stage for their second performance. The whole bus ride there he pretty much ignored everybody. He already felt like he caused enough drama for one day, so he stayed in his bunk with his iPod plugged in his ears, very thankful when they arrived here. Being in the dressing room alone, Tommy felt like he could actually think. Think about what he has done and how he's going to continue on this tour. The first few days have been a bit chaotic; he didn't know what the rest of the tour had in store for him.
Staring at his reflection in the mirror, Tommy applied a layer of sheer pink lip gloss. There was a new rule: that he and Adam were no longer allowed to kiss. He wasn't going to give up this easy. Closing his eyes, Tommy inhaled as he remembered feeling Adam's lips on his, from the previous night. In that moment, Tommy was completely aware of Adam's bodily reactions to him. He wanted him. And just because of Sauli's rule, Tommy wasn't about to give up, and besides Tommy usually disregarded the rules anyway.
Adam and Sauli were in the dressing as Adam began getting his outfit ready for the first number.
"I love you baby." Sauli said, eyeing him closely.
"I love you." Adam replied, not looking back at Sauli.
His mind was somewhere else, thinking about someone else. He couldn't help it. He could just easily recall how Tommy's hands felt against his skin with his lips on his mouth; bringing his body to life.
"What you thinking about, love?" Sauli asked, draping his arm around Adam.
"Just…uh...going over some things in my head. I just want this show to be killer. It's Vegas baby, I want the fans to really feel our energy." Adam responded, thinking about how fired up the fans get when he kisses Tommy.
Besides it would give him another chance to kiss those delicious lips.
"You are going to do fine, baby."
Turning around, Adam leaned against the door, staring at Sauli. His face was holding so much emotion that he could find it hard to explain.
"I want to talk to you Sauli."
"What's up baby?"
"You know I love you, and I'm sorry that things have been complicated between us." Adam said, hugging him tightly.
"It's not you baby. It's Tommy." Sauli smiled.
Adam frowned. "It's not all Tommy's fault you know!"
"Why are you taking up for him? He fucking hit me."
"He shouldn't have done that, but you said some pretty shitty things, Sauli." Adam pointed out.
"That's because he's in love with my boyfriend! I am competing with him; don't you see that, Adam?" Sauli snapped, pacing back and forth.
"There is no competition." Adam hesitated, placing a hand on Sauli's shoulder. "I am with you."
Sauli turned around, facing Adam. "Do you love him?"
"What?" Adam gasped.
"I didn't stutter. Do you love Tommy?"
"He's my best friend. I care for him, but I'm not in love with him." Adam answered, trying to make it sound completely true.
"So you are not going to kiss him on stage tonight?" Sauli asked.
"I said I didn't love him." He said harshly, returning back to his wardrobe.
"I love you Adam. You are such an amazing person and I'm glad we are together, but sometimes I feel like you pay more attention to Tommy. I just want us to have a strong relationship." Sauli explained, walking up and hugging Adam.
"Look baby, Tommy is my friend and you are my boyfriend." Adam emphasized the last word. "I love you and you are so wonderful to me Sauli. Things will get better, you'll see baby." Adam said kissing Sauli's lips gently.
Back in Tommy's dressing room, Isaac walked in and closed the door.
"How are you?" He said quietly.
"I am fucking great, Isaac." Tommy smiled coyly.
"What are you up to?" Isaac asked suspiciously.
"I am not going to let Sauli win."
"Tommy, I care about you. Don't you think it's time to let Adam be with who he wants to be with?"
"He doesn't need to be with some dickhead who is trying to control his every move. Adam needs someone who loves him, someone who loves him for who he truly is, not what he does." Tommy explained.
"This isn't going to end well. Just be careful Tommy." Isaac said, leaning in and kissing his lips.
It was less than five minutes before show time. The crew was gathered around the stage. Adam gave final pointers for the show, and how he wanted things to go. Tommy kept glancing back to Adam. His hair was straight, hanging in his face with his eyes done up in glittery shadows, highlighting his bright blue eyes. Fuck the rules, Tommy thought. Tonight he was going to put on one hell of a show; a show that would blow Sauli's fucking mind.
During the opening song, Tommy made sure to stay close to Adam. He noticed that Adam seemed a bit hesitant because he kept walking away from Tommy. It wasn't until the third song, that the two interacted. Tommy's eyes locked right onto Adam's, staring him down; silently begging for his touch. The hard beat of Isaac's drums thumped through Tommy's body; energy pulsing through his body. Adam's eyes lowered, his tongue darting out and licking his lips. Tommy felt the simple but sensual gesture go straight to his crotch. He took two steps forward, completely invading Adam's personal space now as he sung the lyrics to the song. Two inches from Adam's face, Tommy's tongue swept across the microphone catching Adam's lower lip briefly. Smirking Tommy went back to playing the bass and head banging.
Throughout the entire show, Tommy kept teasing Adam. Whether he would rub up against him or kiss his cheek softly, Tommy would not give in. The end of the show had approached; Adam had informed the band that he would be doing "Whole Lotta Love". Adam strutted back and forth across the stage, gyrating his hips, in his tight leather pants. Tommy's eyes watched him move back and forth. Adam's hand slid down grabbing his crotch and licking his lips. Tommy could feel his own body responding to Adam's movements. He was just thankful that it was the last song. While Adam was singing and moving his hips, Tommy appeared at his side. They locked eyes, both men could feel the heat and lust generating off the other. Tommy's mouth gaping open as he knelt down in front of Adam to play his bass solo. With instinct, Adam grabbed a fistful of Tommy's blonde strands and shoved his face right into his crotch. Tommy moaned as he mouthed at Adam's bulge. Quickly Adam yanked Tommy back to his feet. Their faces only inches apart. Lyrics forgotten as Adam became hypnotized by his intense gaze. Tommy stopped playing the bass, but his hands remained in place.
"Do it." Tommy hissed, only Adam could hear. "I know you want to break the rules."
Closing his eyes, Adam cupped Tommy's neck, squeezing lightly as he pressed their mouths together. The kiss set Tommy's body on fire, every part of him yearning desperately for more. Adam's tongue slipped inside, rubbing Tommy's frantically. Stepping closer, Adam pressed his erection against Tommy's bass; shoving his tongue inside his mouth. Squeezing his neck tightly, Adam bit down on Tommy's lips as he pulled away. The crowd was roaring, going wild with excitement. Tommy smiled and went back to his usual post and finished the song.
Before they got off stage, Adam grabbed Tommy's wrist and pulled him back as the others went ahead of them. Looking into his eyes, there was no mistaking the heat that was burning through him. Tommy almost went weak in the knees as his cock pressed tightly against his tight jeans.
"Can we go to your dressing room and…talk?" Adam mumbled. "I know Sauli is back in mine."
Tommy really didn't want to talk about Sauli, but he sure as hell wasn't going to give up any time to spend alone with Adam.
"Sure." Tommy nodded.
Adam followed Tommy quickly to his dressing room, glancing over his shoulder numerous times, making sure Sauli wasn't behind them. When they reached the room, Tommy pulled Adam inside shutting and locking the door. There were so many things Adam wanted to say, but now was not the time.
"Come here, Tommy Joe", Adam said huskily as he leaned against the door.
Tommy wasted no time. He was right in front of Adam, trying to contain himself from jumping Adam right then. He didn't have to wait much longer. Grabbing Tommy's shoulder forcefully Adam pulled him against his body, crashing their lips together. The kiss was sloppy but driven with so much passion. Their tongues colliding together as Tommy lifted his legs, pressing their erections together. Both men growled at the electric sensation. Adam's hands quickly unbuttoned Tommy's shirt and threw it in the floor. His black painted nails scraping down his bare chest, pinching and pulling at his nipples as Tommy gasped. Adam's shirt was soon on the floor too. Tommy's hands couldn't seem to get enough of Adam's body, rubbing all over him as if literally trying to get under his skin. Taking his big hands, Adam grabbed Tommy's tiny ass cheeks and lifted him, so that his legs draped around his waist. Tommy's nails clung onto Adam's shoulders, pressing his crotch right against Adam's.
Adam wasted no time in undoing Tommy's pants and shoving his hand inside. Tommy threw his head back and hissed as he felt Adam's leather clad hand grasp his hard cock. Licking the side of Adam's neck, Tommy's teeth grazed the sensitive skin, biting and nibbling. Grasping Adam's hips tightly, Tommy winked at him as he slid down to the floor, right on to his knees. Adam gasped, staring down at him. His cock aching hard, pressed tightly against his leather pants. He felt like his pants were about to burst open from the pressure. Curling his fingers tightly in Tommy's hair, Adam growled as he pushed Tommy's face right into his crotch. Tommy moaned quickly undoing Adam's pants and pushing them down to his ankles. The smell of arousal wafted up his nose. The heat, the passion consumed him all at once.
Licking his lips, Tommy's tongue swiped across the head of Adam's swollen cock. Adam sighed breathily, letting his head hit the door. Tommy's hands grazed up and down Adam's thighs, before smacking them apart, so he could have more room. Glancing up, Tommy twisted his lips into a devious smirk as he stood up and pressed his body flush against Adam. His own raging erection was pushing tightly against the zipper of his pants; as he crashed their lips together. The kiss was hot and intense. Their tongues battled violently as Tommy pressed his cock right against Adam's, rubbing it. Adam's body filled with such intense desire. Grabbing Tommy's shoulders, he shoved him back onto his knees. Wasting no time, Tommy wrapped his fist around the base of Adam's throbbing cock. His tongue licking around the head in slow tantalizing movements were driving Adam crazy. Opening his mouth, Tommy took the head of his cock in his mouth, sucking lightly as his fingers ran up and down the length; sending shivers through out Adam's body. Sliding more of Adam's cock into his mouth, Tommy sucks gently. His hand drifting back cups Adam's balls and rolls them around in his hand. With one quick movement, Tommy inhaled every inch of Adam's cock. Adam gasped, hitting his head on the door as he felt himself being enveloped by Tommy's hot mouth. His tongue sliding up and down the length of Adam's pulsing cock as his hand continued massaging his balls, rolling them back and forth.
Adam tightened his hold on Tommy's hair, curling his fingers around his strands and yanking on it. With his cheeks hallowed out, eyes closed; Tommy's mouth slid up and down sucking with such determination. Slowly Tommy rubbed his index finger around Adam's tight hole.
"Fuck Tommy, yes!" Adam hissed, feeling pleasure shoot through his body.
His mouth moving down Adam's cock as if trying to swallow it, Tommy gently pushed his finger inside. The feeling of the tightness made Tommy shudder. His whole body was aching for more. It was like he couldn't get enough of Adam. Moaning, the sound reverberated against Adam's cock. Adam thrust his hips into Tommy's lips, pushing it down his throat. Adam gasped each time he felt the head of his cock, hit that back of Tommy's throat. In one swift movement, Tommy shoved his finger knuckle deep into Adam's ass. His whole body jumped as he locked his knees, so he wouldn't collapse. Sucking vigorously on Adam's cock, Tommy pressed another finger at his hole, and shoved it in. He began moving his fingers in and out, bobbing his head on his cock.
"Fuck Tommy." Adam panted, rocking his hips into Tommy's face. "Ohhh."
Taking his free hand, Tommy pushed against his own hard cock trying to relieve the pressure. His fingers were going in and out of Adam's tight ass in rhythm with his mouth. Tommy licked and swiped his tongue across the slit of Adam's cock repeatedly. Adam was tossing his head from side to side as he grabbed Tommy's skull and just thrust his cock deep into his mouth harder and faster.
"Tommy." Adam moaned.
Hearing him say his name so sexual was almost enough to make him cum his pants. It was the hottest thing Tommy had ever heard. By the way Adam's body squirmed and shook with pleasure, Tommy knew he was about to get off. He didn't want it to end just yet, so he slid his mouth off his cock. Adam's eyes went wide at the sudden loss of his hot lips. Tommy smirked as he stood on his feet. Growling deeply, Tommy pulled Adam in for a violent kiss. Wrapping his tongue around his, Tommy rubbed his own hard cock against Adam's.
"Fuck me." Tommy demanded, locking eyes with Adam.
"Tommy…" he panted
Just so Adam wouldn't change his mind, tommy quickly chucked off his pants and threw them in the pile of clothes. He wrapped his fist around his throbbing erection, looking at Adam. Adam's eyes were fixated on Tommy's cock. Just looking at his hardness made his mouth water with desire. Adam pushed Tommy against the dressing room table, running his finger down his spine. He watched as Tommy's body responded with a shudder.
"I want you so fucking badly, Tommy Joe. I can't fucking take it anymore!" Adam growled.
"Then do it. Fuck me, Adam." Tommy hissed, bending down and grabbing the sides of the table tightly.
"You are so goddamn gorgeous like that, bent over and spreading your ass for me. Fuck." Adam muttered in Tommy's ear, flicking the cool metal jewelry with his tongue.
Taking a deep breath, Adam hovered behind Tommy admiring the view. He kicked Tommy's legs further apart with his foot. Adam grabbed Tommy's ass cheeks tightly and pulled them apart. Sighing Tommy laid his head on the table, pleasure washing over his entire body. Kneeling down, Adam blew a small puff of hot breath against Tommy's sensitive ass.
"Fuck Adam", his body quivered.
His tongue licked a long stripe down his ass crack, and then brushed it across his tight hole. Tommy bit down on his lower lip to keep from screaming. Slowly Adam rolled his tongue around Tommy's hole; his nails digging into his ass cheeks roughly, leaving pink marks. Breathing heavily, Tommy tightened his grip on the table as he pushed his ass back towards Adam's face. Adam's tongue swirled against Tommy's ass, sliding inside. Biting down on his bottom lip; Tommy dropped his head laying it against the cool table. His tongue circling and licking the inside of Tommy's tight hole, Adam sucked gingerly. Heat erupted throughout his whole body as Adam's tongue moved faster, probing in and out. Hot and fast, it was making Tommy's head drunk with ecstasy. His eyes begin rolling into the back of his skull as his heart raced.
"Do it Adam. Fuck me. I'm so goddamn close." Tommy panted; his hand itching to grab his throbbing cock and stroke it.
Slowly Adam's tongue slid out from Tommy. Grabbing the back of his head, Adam pulled Tommy in for a violent kiss. Their mouths smashed together, tongues colliding back and forth desperately.
"I'm going to fuck you so good, Tommy!" Adam growled, biting down on his earlobe.
Spreading his legs, Adam positioned himself right behind Tommy. Tommy could feel his hard cock pressing at his slick ass. The heat enveloped him as he pushed back, feeling the first sting of pleasure rip through him. Adam pushed against the tight muscles, slowly and carefully. Tommy hissed, dropping his head; gripping the table. The head of his cock pressed against his hole, pushing inside. Inhaling sharply, Tommy held his breath as he felt Adam's cock slide torturously slow inside him. Small puffs of Adam's hot breath ghosted against Tommy's neck. Chills swept through his body, groaning. With desire boiling through his veins, Tommy pushed his ass back into Adam. Once Adam was engulfed by the tightness of Tommy's hole, he kissed the side of his neck. His teeth scraping down his sensitive skin, Tommy hissed. Digging his black-painted nails into Tommy's pale skin, Adam growled as he pulled out. Adam nibbled on Tommy's earlobe, rolling his tongue against his piercings as he pushed back in with force. The sudden intrusion caused Tommy to drop his head, growling in pleasure.
"Adam", He breathed heavily.
His hips rocking back against Adam, silently begging for more. As if reading Tommy's mind, Adam picked up his pace and started thrusting into Tommy's ass. With each movement, Adam became more intense, eliciting deep guttural sounds from Tommy. All the pent up sexual tension, Adam had kept inside him was suddenly being released. His hips snapped forward, slamming roughly into Tommy's fragile body repeatedly. Wrapping his fingers around Tommy's blonde fringe, Adam yanked on it; bringing their faces close. Their tongues collided, intertwining frantically. The look in Adam's eyes was on the side of dangerous, which only made Tommy want him even more. He pushed his ass back on Adam's cock as it filled him up. His hands itched to touch his own throbbing cock.
"Fuck me, Lambert. Do it." Tommy hissed, challenging him with an evil glare.
His teeth grazing against Tommy's neck, Adam twisted his lips into a devious smirk. Ever so slowly, Adam pulled his cock from Tommy's ass and then violently shoved it back inside. He felt his skin stretching more with each thrust. Grasping Tommy's ass cheeks, Adam pulled them apart; his cock sliding deep inside. Tommy's eyes rolled into the back of his head; his body trembling as beads of sweat formed on his forehead and proceeded to roll down his cheeks. Harshly Adam's cock abused Tommy's tight ass, repeatedly pumping into him. The sex soon became wild and animalistic. Adam was leaving scratches on Tommy's body as he clung tightly to him. His lips sucking and licking hungrily on his neck left small hickeys as a reminder. Adam's whole body was on fire as he fucked relentless into Tommy. Their bodies were smacking together with slick friction.
Reaching down, Adam grabbed Tommy's pulsing cock. He growled as heat consumed him; clouding his brain with sex. Adam could feel his orgasm boiling inside of him. Licking his lips, he yanked on Tommy's hair aggressively and just slammed his cock deep in his ass with such force and determination over and over again. The heat between them radiating into the air, as Tommy cried out, grinding desperately against him as Adam's cock hit that sweet spot inside of him.
"Adaaam!" Tommy cried, tossing his head back.
Quickly, Adam began fisting Tommy's cock. The rhythm was lost as his thrusts became erratic and intense.
"Cum for me, baby." Tommy mumbled.
Every muscle inside of Adam's body went rigid. His heart was beating rapidly as he held his breath. Closing his eyes, Adam pulled Tommy completely against him with his cock buried inside him. Adam erupted inside of Tommy, filling his ass with his hot cum. His body shuddered with the intensity of the orgasm, releasing his self. The sensation of Adam's hot cum filling his ass, was enough to cause Tommy's orgasm to tear through his body. Adam stroked him harder and faster, hand sliding up and down his throbbing cock. His knees went weak as his body tightened.
"Come on Tommy Joe, cum for me", Adam whispered, running his tongue across his ear.
It was only seconds before Tommy was shooting his own cum into Adam's hand, and splattering onto the concrete floor. His body trembled and shook as Adam stroked him until he was completely empty. Tommy felt his body go numb as he collapsed against the table. Easily Adam removed his flaccid cock from Tommy. Glancing at Adam, Tommy smirked as he grabbed Adam's hand. There was still some of his cum dripping from his fingers. Putting Adam's middle finger up to his mouth, he carefully rolled his tongue around it. Adam gasped as his eyes fixated on Tommy's mouth. His tongue licking up his own cum, as he slipped his finger into his mouth. Tommy sucked gingerly, moving it in and out.
"Careful Tommy Joe." Adam breathed.
Tommy let Adam's finger fall from his mouth. Their eyes locked onto each other. Wrapping his hand around Adam's neck, Tommy pulled him in for a heated kiss. Their tongues danced erotically, as Adam pulled him closer. It was like Tommy melted against Adam; almost as if they fit together. The loud knock on the door brought the two out of the reverie and back to reality. Glancing at Tommy, Adam's eyes went wide. Tommy could see the fear.
"Who is it?" Tommy asked with a shaky voice.
"Monte, have you seen Adam? Sauli is driving me nuts looking for him."
Adam quickly through on his clothes as did Tommy.
"Monte, dude I'm in here. I was talking to Tommy." Adam responded through the door.
As soon as they both were dressed, Adam opened the door. Monte gave them both a curious look, but quickly dismissed it.
"What's going on?" Adam asked.
"Your boyfriend", Monte enunciated, "is driving me up a wall looking for you."
"Yeah, Adam was just talking to me. I was just dealing with some shit." Tommy rambled.
"Well Tommy, you are part of this band and a close friend. If you ever need to talk you can come to me as well." Monte offered.
"Thanks dude." Tommy forced a smile.
"Where is he?" Adam asked.
"On the bus. He's pretty pissed." Monte said.
"I'll be right there."
After Monte left, Adam shut the door.
"Fuck, he knows." Tommy gasped.
Adam nodded. "Don't worry he won't tell Sauli. I'm sorry Tommy. This, I love Sauli. I have to go to him."
Tommy just dropped his head, grabbed his bag and went to the bus. Just as soon as Adam stepped onto the bus, Sauli was right there in his face. Tommy grimaced, rolling his eyes.
"Before you two divas start a cat fight, can this dude get to his bunk?" Tommy grumbled, pushing past Adam and Sauli.
"What's going on, Adam?" Sauli asked.
"Look, Tommy just wanted someone to talk to. He is my friend." Adam said.
"What about the show?" Sauli asked.
Tommy didn't want Adam to get hurt anymore. He knew Adam truly cared about Sauli. He walked back into the room.
"Sauli, I have no feelings for Adam. The show we do that because the fans enjoy it. It's nothing more than rock and roll all sexed up." Tommy explained, as he cast Adam a secret glance. "And I was dealing with some girl trouble, and Adam is a great guy. He's been nothing but good to me. I just had to talk to him about it."
With those last words, Tommy took off for his bunk. Adam felt his heart being ripped in two. He looked at Sauli and smiled.
"I'm sorry, I hurt you honey." Adam said.
"I'm sorry I'm so hard on you. It's just that I have dealt with a lot of dramatic guys before you. You are just so special to me, Adam. I have never met anyone like you and if I'm honest, I'm scared I'll lose you. I don't wanna lose you. You mean so much to me, Adam. I don't want to seem like a controlling bitch, but I'm just so scared that I'm not good enough for you." Sauli explained, as he fought the tears in his eyes.
Adam pulled him into a tight embrace. "You are enough. Sauli, baby, I love you. Don't ever feel like you are not good enough. You are just right for me. And you don't ever have to worry about losing me. I'm not going anywhere; I'm right here."
Taking his hand, Adam lead Sauli back to their room. But Tommy wouldn't stay out of the back of his mind.
Tommy was sitting in his bunk, listening to his iPod as Monte walked up.
"We need to talk Tommy."
Groaning, Tommy hoped out of his bunk and joined Monte on the couch with a beer. He popped it open and started downing it. The silence was killing him.
"What's going on?" Monte asked.
"You ask me. You are the one who wanted to talk." Tommy pointed out.
"Don't play me, Thomas. You know exactly what I'm talking about." Monte said harshly.
"I love him…or I think I do."
"I know, but you can't go around fucking with his emotions like that. It's not fair to him, Tommy."
"I don't want to hurt him, but it kills me because Sauli hurts him worse. He tries to control every move." Tommy snapped.
"To be honest, I don't like Sauli anymore than you do, but Adam is my friend and he deserves to be happy." Monte said. "Now, what really happened in your dressing room?"
Tommy nearly choked on his beer, as he glared at Monte. He felt his heart jump clear to his throat.
"Oh my fucking god! You guys had sex, didn't you?" Monte said just a bit too loudly.
Tommy's eyes went wide. Monte slowly turned his head to see Sauli standing in the room.
No one said a word. Silence filled the bus. It wasn't too long before Adam walked out of his room wearing nothing but sleep pants.
He tugged on Sauli's arm, "you coming back to bed baby?"
Sauli glared at Adam. Tommy still resembled a deer frozen in headlights. Monte remained on the couch quietly.
"What's going on?" Adam asked, suddenly taking note of the mood change.
"Did you fuck him?" Sauli asked.
Adam stared between Tommy and Monte, who wouldn't say a word.
"What?" he asked shocked.
"I didn't fucking stutter. DID YOU FUCK TOMMY?" Sauli yelled, as tears filled his eyes.