Wow, that was so long ago. Now that I look back on it, it seems crazy silly. Now that I am so sure in the knowlage that we have always been meant for eachother. I can't even beleive that I thought I would be fine without him. I could never survive without him.
And now I think about how we wouldn't have them if we had never seen eachother again. Charlotte, Jake, and Ivory. Our babys. There would be no life without them. It would have been such a momentous loss. We would have lost the one person we were supposed to be together forever with. The world would have lost these outstanding children. I don't know what I would have done without him.