Chapter 5: Little is never enough

The last few days there was no sign of Mamoru Chiba. I should probably be happy about it but a part of me was sad that he wasn't around. It's like one of those things that you know you hate but at the same time you want. Resigned to not be one of those love drama girls Makoto sees in her free time (You'd be surprised how much of a Greys Anatomy fan she is), I decided to not let it get to me. But what does a fabulous girl like me do her free time? I need the perfect thing to get my shit together, something to let mind loose, I need.…

"I need a spa appointment" Minako sighed during our lunch break as she rubber her temples "Is it just me or has work been more demanding as of late?"

"I don't see much of a difference" Ami said nonchalantly as she read a big book like she usually did when we hang out.

"I bet it's all a plot to make us suffer" Minako just laid back in one of the chairs "Thank god for Fridays, yo! I am definitely going to use my weekend to relax and just float away."

And I can bet my money that the plot comes from a tall, sexy asshole whose heart is as cold as a freezer. But if he thought working me to the bone is going to make me bend then he's got another thing coming. I still had 20 minutes for my lunch to be over; this was going to get personal.

"Guys, I'm going to go powder my nose. I'll see you all later" just as I was about to stand up Minako stopped me dead on my tracks.

"Wait, Usagi I've been meaning to ask you something" Minako grabbed my arm "Since this weekend I want to like disconnect from everything that is work, you guys wanna accompany me to a day out?"

She looked at both Ami chan and I with her longing puppy dog eyes. I hated when she did that. She looked so freaggin adorable and she knew it. Ami chan blushed it out and smiled timidly, "well I don't have a problem actually. I was going to go swim and help my mother out with some equipment from her hospital but I can postpone it"

"You got me in. Nothing screams happiness for me more than a day out. Some spa relaxation, some shopping, and sight-seeing. But can I bring Makoto as well?" I cheered. And I was telling the truth. I am a girly girl after all. Fashion, manga, games, and food are all my sweet temptations…after you know who of course.

"But of course! She can come if she wants! The more the merrier" Minako smiled widely as she let go of my arm.

The opportunity came and I was able to go inside the offices. If I knew my Mr. Coldheart like I think I knew he would definitely be in his office. Probably plotting some world domination scheme or thinking of new ways to torture me. Just as I was thinking that, images of last night's fantasy came into my mind. Mamoru tying me to a bed and torturing me with his voice, his lips, his hands, and other things he could use. Okay yes, I hated him for everything he had made me believe but my fantasies wouldn't stop. Every night was more intense than the first. GODFUCKIN DAMMIT USAGI! FOCUS! I hated the fact that the simple thought of him made me go all crazy.

As soon as I got in front of the door I could hear his voice. But it seemed he was with someone. I heard a male laugh. A sense of relief instinctively went through my body, but I soon brushed it off. I didn't have to care if he was with another woman. He could have a harem and I wouldn't mind. And if that was the case then why was my mind telling me "NO HE IS ONLY MINE MINE MINE" and wants to mark him as mine? I HATE MYSELF SOMETIMES.

"Why in the world are you laughing? This is serious Motoki" Mamoru talked through his teeth.

"Come on, it is so funny! From what you tell me this girl is a hoot and a half. She managed to arouse you and put you in your place, ALL IN THE SAME DAY! If you ask me she sounds like a keeper" the guy laughed his guts off. The name Motoki sounded familiar to me but I couldn't quite place it….but hey he called me a hoot and a half so that makes him a smart man.

"She's dangerous is what she is" If I knew the man who tormented my dreams, I could bet he was running his fingers through his hair, like he would do when he's stressed…wait…how do I know that?, "I could never be involved with someone from work let alone my own secretary"

"But you want to" Motoki concluded.

"I DO NOT WANT TO!" Mamoru sighed, "You don't get it Motoki. She's like everything I have imagined and still drives me insane. Its forbidden fruit I tell you. She is off limits to me."

"Mamoru, I have been your friend for a very long while. And all I've seen you do is work your soul off for the company. For once I would love to see you happy and well established"

"How many times do I have to say it, .DEN. Period!"

"Hey it can make for a good story to tell your grandchildren. 'I met grammy when she was my secretary, she seduced me one moment and the next she sassed me out and ever since I was hooked on her dazzling azure eyes'. Oh come on you have to admit it's good"

I could hear Motoki laugh. Ugh, I want to see what they are doing. I can only imagine what they were doing.

"You do know that spying on other people's conversations is rude, right?" A voice was heard behind me. Damn, busted! I turned around a saw a tall girl wearing a beautiful black and red suit. She looked beautiful and graceful, her long raven hair let loose as she crossed her arms on her chest. "So? Why are you spying on Mamoru san?"

"I…I'm not spying. Um…you see" I began but was interrupted by the woman in front of me.

"Save it. I can read your intentions as clear as a book. You're angry. If my suspicions are correct you want to insult Mamoru san because of something he has done"

"Can you read my mind?" this woman was spot on. She must be a psychic or something. Apparently this amused her because she giggled.

"Something like that" She smiled lightly, "relax, I won't tell Mamoru san about you. But you should talk to him. Calmly I mean. Hate won't lead you anywhere"

"If you knew our story you would understand why I hate this idiot" I sighed.

"You can tell me about it when you like princess" She winked.

Princess? Why would she call her that? Was this woman flirting with me? I mean it's not that I wouldn't be attracted to a woman as beautiful as her but still, what the flap tapping flying tuck? My thoughts were soon left behind when I saw the huge wooden door open revealing Mamoru in all his hottie glory. I could curse him a hundred times and he still looked amazing to me.

"Can I help you ladies?" he raised an eyebrow looking deeply at me.

Words left my throat. He caused that effect on me. Lucky for me Miss Mystery stepped in for me.

"Miss Tsukino and I were talking about how things here work in the company. You know I've always wanted to work" she smiled at Mamoru. Wait a second…I never told her my name.

"Rei san you know you don't have to work a day in your life" Mamoru smiled a little.

A small sense of jealousy tingled inside of me. He called her by her first name and even smiled at her. Meanwhile I'm the menace that needed to be eliminated. One can't help but feel kind of sad about that. At least now I knew she was called Rei. But how did she know Mamoru?

"How about we go inside and talk, Mamoru san? I want to attend your need as soon as possible." Rei said with her little proper tone of voice. They both walked inside and he didn't even look at me again. Curse her elegant beauty. Was he forgetting about me with her? What was going on here?

You know what forget about it! I am not going to go around begging for Mamoru Chiba. I am thought with this. He thinks he can forget about me with any woman well I can do the same. Usagi Tsukino does not beg for no man! I am going to forget about him even if it's the last thing I did. Getting home was something I looked forward all day. I just wanted to lay in bed and forget everything. Makoto was going to make pasta for dinner and I was going to get a nice bubble bath, I could maybe read some mangas or something. I hated myself for even thinking about him, it seemed pathetic. No man has ever drove me this crazy. The single thought of him left me spiraling to thoughts I had never had before, places I have never seen….

"You're here" he smiled. Handsome as he always was, just one look from his eyes and I melted.

"Of course I'm here" I smiled as I touched his face. I seemed to do that everytime we met, it was to see if he was real, "I promised you I would be here"

We stood outside of a tent. The people used it as a resting area during the daylight before but at night no one even used it. We were alone, no one around but the stars over our head and the roses that shared our secret. No one could ever discover where we were, or what we did in the shadows. It was forbidden to the eyes of those who surrounded us. At least we had the night to protect us. By day, we were strangers. By night, we were lovers. And if that is all we had then I was happy.

"I was worried, especially since there have been a lot of disturbances between our people" he said grabbing my hand in his and kissing my palm, "please let me make love to you till the first lights of the sun"

"But what if we get caught? We would be at risk if someone…" I couldn't finish the sentence since he covered my lips with his. Our kiss was soft and tender, filled with beautiful promises like they always were. He was telling me that everything was going to be all right.

I led him inside the tent, adorned with pillows and a space where we could lay down. I was only wearing my white nightgown, he was wearing his suit. He took of his suit and shirt and sat down in the space, telling me to follow him with his eyes. Those dark blue eyes, they would be my end. I followed him sitting on his lap as we kissed once more. But this kiss wasn't like one before. It was deep and passionate, not filled with promises of a tomorrow, but the promise of an unforgettable night. He grabbed my face and kissed my eyes and my chin, lowering down to my neck. He licked that one particular spot he knew I loved which made me moan in delight. His hands explored my body. He knew every inch of me, he knew every corner of my skin and even knew how to pleasure me in multiple ways. He didn't explore to know, he did it so he could always remember. He didn't want to forget about any detail of me. and neither did I.

I touched his chest, both because of the overwhelming sensations he was producing and because I needed to separate from him. It was all like a dizzy haze in my head. A sensual haze he knew how to start.

"Take your clothes off for me" He ordered in a deep voice. And I did as he demanded by taking off my nightgown and revealing myself to him. Slowly but surely the nightgown slipped and as soon as the gown touched the floor, he smirked, "You're not wearing undergarments"

"I had figured they would only get in the way" I smiled and kissed him again. I was addicted to those lips. The first time I kissed him it was like I had been given a drug. I will probably never get enough of him. "Now is time to see you my dear prince". I made my way to his pants and in one swift pull I managed to take everything off. His erection was magnificent, he was aroused for me. Only for me.

"You have a curious and lewd mind, my dear. Don't think I haven't seen you looking at me" He gave me that triumphant smile, "I'm afraid I don't want this to end just yet. I'll let you explore some other time my dear princess"

He grabbed my hips and pulled me closer. I could feel his breath in my stomach, tingling every fiber of my skin. His lips traveled in my skin going up and sucking on my nipples that by now were hard in desire. He tasted me with desire as I felt fire straight to the center of my desire. With every wip of his tongue, with every nibble, the fire grew more inside of me. His fingers soon began to lower down to the precise spot that yearned his touch. Soon enough he let finger inside of me, causing me to moan in pleasure.

"Your arousal might not be as obvious as mine but I can still smell it…taste it" He carried me gently and laid me in the small space filled with pillows and sheets. He was always delicate with me, that was one of the things I loved about him. He treated me like a treasure, something he cherished. I separated my legs gently as he laid tender kisses on my skin, which made me only grow with more expectation. When he finally kissed my center it was an intense feeling. His tongue exploring every part of my wet cave, toying and sucking my clitoris, making me scream his name many times. He knew how to elevate me, he knew how to make me explode in sheer pleasure.

"I'm…I'm coming" I moaned once more loudly as I had the first orgasm of the night. If my experience served me, this was the first of many. He kissed me again as he got on top of me, our breaths heavier than before. "Love, would you do me a favor?"

"Anything you wish my dear" he smiled.

"Can I…be on top…of you this time?" I blushed. Sure, we have made love multiple times but I was always new in many things which still made me blush. He chuckled and kissed me sweetly.

"Lead the way my lewd princess" His smile got more devilish as he placed me on top. I was already wet and he placed his erection right in the position so he could enter. I slowly lowered and felt the torrent of sensations drown me. My movements were slow and I looked at his face as I was riding him. He kissed my lips and lowered to my breasts, only to increment the feeling of burning throughout my body. My body soon began to beg for more, I need to feel him more. This wasn't enough. I picked up a faster rhythm, everything was increasing. His moans met mine and we were both screaming our names.

"Harder" I screamed, "MORE…I'M SO CLOSE!…"

"GOD! You…you're…you drive me insane! Let me love you… I want to love you….ETERNALLY" And with that last word we both came in the most overwhelming orgasm. Closing my eyes as we exploded, I fell on top of him, out of breath and exuding bliss. We took our time to get some breath. I played with his chest as we both stayed together.

"Did you really mean what you said? Or was the sexual haze talking in your behalf?" I asked softly.

"I meant it" He looked at me dead in the eye with those intense blue eyes that resembled the ocean from his place of birth, "I want to love you eternally. You are beauty beyond my imagination, you are my muse and my peak. I don't ever want to imagine a life without you"

"But our families would be against it" I said sadly "The will forbid it"

"Your mother will understand, she knows me after all and she only wants what makes you happy. And my family will just have to understand that for better or for worse, we are going to be together till the day I give my last breath"He took my face in his hands and kissed me gently, "I love you my princess. Marry me."

My eyes were teary of excitement "Yes my dear prince, I will marry you"

And with that I kissed him passionately. With the promise of the better tomorrow, a promise that our love would survive anything and anyone. He was mine, and I was his. A union that will never be broken.

"I love you Serenity"

"As do I, my dear Endymion"

I woke up with sweat in my forehead and breathing hard. WHAT JUST HAPPENED? I clearly saw Mamoru and I making love… but who are Endymion and Serenity? This wasn't like my usual fantasy, this…this is a whole new level of fucked up. I needed to get to the bottom of this. I need to know so I can get rid of dreaming about him for once and for all.

A.N. Hello everyone I am eternally sorry for how long this actually took to make. I have the habbit of making stories but once I submerge myself the plot there are parts where I just go into a bump and don't know what direction to take my stories. I have at least 95% of my stories that need an ending and I still haven't finished. But lucky for me this story has had so much good reviews that I was kind of pumped to continue…well a friend of mine actually shoved me to finish this chapter xD so thank my friend Stephanie for forcing me to make a new chapter. Please review and let me know what you think so far. Till next time ^u^

Xoxo

Usangie