A/N: Sorry if the last two chapters seemed short they were originally one chapter but I felt like the party deserved it's own chapter but chapters 2-3 were originally just chapter 2. Anyway enjoy this new chapter.
Also warning I mention a few sexual things in here and nonconsensual sex is implied but not described so you've been warned. (I had to rate this M for the rape stuff so sorry about that if that turns you off)
I don't blame Neru for how I was treated as a child, she had no clue what was going on since we were only children. Neru is only my half sister and the daughter father had with his one true love, so he doted on her more and unknowingly neglected me a bit in the process. I never meet my mother but staff and fathers coworkers always said the same thing, she was a prostitute. Because of this looked down on me but I was only a small child and the emotions of adults affect children heavily. They negative emotions rubbed off on me but not all adults were bad, back then I had Haku and Dell, twins who worked at our mansion. Dell and Haku were 18 and I was 4 when they started working at the manor as a maid and butler. They were younger than the other maids and fathers butler but father took them in and put them to work since they were the children of his late best friend, that's what Neru told me back than.
When they first came I would have never thought they would become so important in my life, at first I never spoke to them but one day I was sitting in the parlor coloring and Dell came in and sat in front of me.
"What are you coloring little Rin?" he asked.
"Shouldn't you be working?" I asked.
"This isn't much work to do, that Kiyoteru guy takes control over everything," Dell said with a sigh. "Plus my sister is busy and the other staff members don't like me, so I thought you would make good company."
"I'm drawing a cat," Rin finally responded after a brief silence.
"Aw I can see it now, it's a cute orange cat," Dell said as he leaned over to look at the paper.
"I've always wanted to get an orange cat since orange is my favorite color and favorite food. But father is allergic to cats so I can't get one," Rin told Dell as she began coloring flowers around the cat.
"If you had an orange cat what would you name it?" Dell asked.
"Misty, like from pokemon, or Sherbet like orange sherbet," Rin told him.
"That sounds cute, mind if I join color too?" Dell asked.
Rin handed Dell a piece of paper and pushed the crayon box closer to him.
Dell and Rin colored together, once Dell was done they showed each other their drawings.
"Here's my orange cat in a field of flowers," Rin said holding it up.
"Very cute! Here is my drawing," Dell held up a surprisingly well drawn picture of Him and Rin. "And look, we're holding hands! Isn't that cute?"
Rin giggled because he was acting like a child. "It is very good! Good job!" Rin gave Dell a thumbs up.
"Both of us did good, how about we pick up all the crayons and paper and put our drawing on the fridge," Dell said as he began to pick up crayons.
Rin perked up and began to help Dell pick up crayons. Neru always got her report cards on the fridge since she got straight A's but now Rin was getting something on the fridge, it was an honor.
They cleaned up the Parlor and headed to the kitchen. Rin ran as fast as she could to the fridge and jumped up trying to reach the magnets.
"I'll handle this," Dell said as he took the drawing from Rin's hand and put it on the fridge under Neru's latest report card, and then Dell put his picture next to Rin's. He locked down to Rin and smiled. Rin smiled back at him and then they both turned around when they heard a feminine giggle behind them. Haku was giggling at the pair, she than walked up to the fridge and looked at the drawings.
"How come I'm not in this photo Dell?" Haku asked.
"Because you weren't there with us when we were coloring," Dell said.
"Yeah you weren't there," Rin mimicked.
Haku pouted and took the coloring supplies out of Dell's hands. She went over to the counter and Rin went over, getting on her tiptoes to try to see what Haku was drawing.
Dell picked Rin up so she could look, She saw Haku drawing Rin, she was smiling, had longer hair and was holding the orange cat Rin had drew, it took 20 minutes but Haku finished the stunning piece of Rin, smiling and holding the cat in her arms.
"Wow that is so good! Why are you both so good?" Rin asked.
Haku giggled, "I drew a picture of you when you're older, when you are a grown up you can get a cat of your own and smile just like this," Haku said as she handed the picture to Rin.
"Cool!" Rin said as she held the photo in her hands and admired it.
"Let's go put this one on the fridge," Dell said as he walked to the fridge with Rin still in his arms. Since Rin was higher now she grabbed a magnet and put the picture on the fridge under the one Dell drew.
After that Dell, Haku and I became close, we were like our own little family. They were busy most of the time but they always found some free time to spend with me. Father picked up on this eventually and assigned them to be my personal maid and butler, so we got to spend a lot more time together.
(A/N: WARNING THAT SEXUAL SHIT I MENTIONED IS HERE SO IF YOU DON'T WANT TO READ THIS PART SCROLL DOWN UNTIL YOU SEE WHERE IT ENDS. I WILL HAVE THE ENDING POINT MARKED IN BOLD.)
But one day everything had changed. I had come back from school and Dell was in my room, this wasn't too weird since he would come up to bring me a snack or to play Mario Kart after a long day. It had been a long day so I was glad to see him.
"Dell it's almost like you knew I had a tough day, well I did tell you I had a test today," I turned away from him to take of my socks and blazer.
"Anyway do you want to start the system? Are we gonna play Mario Kart or shake things up a bit and play Smash Bro's, we haven't played that in awhil-"
When I turned around Dell was towering over me and hiding something behind his back.
"I'd like to smash you," Before I could react he pulled some weird contraption from behind his back and put it around my mouth. I was gagging and ask him what the hell he was doing or scream for help, I was going to run but Dell pinned me down to the ground.
"Do you like that Rin? It's called a ball gag… I would put my real balls in their but we can save that for another day…" As Dell was saying this he handcuffed my left wrist with handcuffs he had pulled out of his pocket. He cuffed the other part of it to my bed frame and then pulled out a second pair of handcuffs, but these weren't the standard cop handcuffs like the ones he just gave me, these were fuzzy with zebra print on them.
"Sorry I couldn't get to pairs of these fuzzy handcuffs so your left wrist will probably be sore after this," After saying that Dell handcuffed my other hand to my bed frame.
I wanted to scream but the thing he called a ball gag was preventing me from screaming. Dell began to unbutton my blouse.
"You know I have had my eyes on you since you were little, while you were cute then I knew I had to wait for that prime middle school age, and you're almost 14 so this is the perfect time," Once my shirt was unbuttoned he wrapped his arms around me and unhooked my bra. Everything after that started fading, Dell was talking but made no sense and he did things to me that I have blocked out of my mind.
(A/N: SEXUAL SHIT IS DONE YOU CAN KEEP READING NOW IF I HAVEN'T TURNED YOU OFF OF THIS STORY YET.)
But I do have a memory from a week after those events took place, I couldn't even stay in that house anymore so dad planned to move me into a penthouse in the city with Haku where I would finish school at an all girls school in the area.
Anyway I was packing some things in my room and a piece of paper falls from my desk to my feet, it looked blank but I flipped it over and saw the last thing I wanted to see at that moment. The picture Dell drew of us when we first met. On impulse I took the paper and ripped it in half, I took the half with Dell on it and ripped it to tiny pieces as tears streamed down my face.
After this happened I heard someone at the door frame, I remember it was Haku but when I turned around I instead saw a boy with blonde hair and blue eyes…
Rin's eyes shot wide open and she found herself staring up at the ceiling of her bedroom. She got out of bed and tried to shake the memories from her mind, Rin went to her bathroom and brushed her hair and teeth, as soon she was done she walked out of her room to head to the kitchen and as soon as she left her room she saw her father with a grim expression on his face and Haku sitting next to him with a similar expression.
"Who died?" Rin asked as she reluctantly sat in front of her father.
"Nobody," Her father sighed as he looked down at the table. Something was wrong but he wouldn't tell Rin.
"Than would you tell me what is making you act like this?" Rin asked.
After a long silence Haku looked at Rin with a stone cold expression. "Dell is out of prison."
A/N: I was gonna make this longer but I like ending on lines like this, anyway sorry about that stuff in the middle/end but when I wrote this I knew nothing of rape or sex and I still don't know a lot I have educated myself more and I wanted to make the experience more messed up so you could see how much it messed up Rin. Even though I have the M rating now because of it.
Anyway please leave a review if you didn't hate this or if you hate this leave a review telling me you hate it before leaving this fan fiction it helps me more than just you disappearing.