I know this took me a while, and I'm sorry for that. But for now, please enjoy the chapter.
After a quiet lunch (due to my prior scolding to Mari) I managed to have a pleasant lunch with Kanan-san and I could concentrate in the afternoon classes. Today we have Aqours practice, but we still have some time before it, that means Mari-san, Kanan-san and I will be in the student council room talking about what happened today. I'm slightly mad at them since they have been acting so cool all day, and that makes me feel anxious, I can't help but think that the kiss we shared meant nothing? Was it only a misunderstanding? What was that kiss that Mari-san and Kanan-san shared? Are they dating? I have all this questions in my head. After our last class finished they told me to go ahead and wait for them, that way I can "calm" myself. What are those two thinking!? When I arrive the office, I sit in my usual place, close my eyes and start thinking about what happened this morning. Mari was waiting for me, if she was here this morning that means that she knew something would happen. Was she all sincere with me because she wanted me to take the first step? She wanted me to kiss her, and then Kanan-san appeared, but first of all why she was looking for us? She knows that I like to work on my student council stuff before and after school. Did she knew that Mari-san was planning something? And we did she kissed me? Was she jealous because Mari-san kissed me, or because I kissed Mari-san? And what hurts me the most, the kiss they shared, after I kissed them, they kiss each other… Maybe the rumors are true and they are dating… Maybe I'm just being selfish and I want them to myself, probably I'm just in their way, I think I should go home, I don't need to know why they kissed me. I'm happy knowing that I kissed them and they are happy in their relationship…
"Let's go home…"
I'm not happy with myself thinking about skipping an Aqours practice, but it's the best thing I can do, at least today.
"Ara, does the perfect and beautiful student council president wants to skip practice today?"
"Dia, where are you going?"
Suddenly I hear Mari-san and Kanan-san voices…
"This is ironic Dia, you, of all people planning to skip practice"
"Hey Mari, stop saying that or Dia will get angry at you again"
Sorry Kanan-san, but this time Mari-san is right…
"Why it took you guys so long?"
"Sorry about that Dia, but I really wanted to give you some space, I knew this day has been rough for you" Kanan-san says.
"Thanks for your concern Kanan-san" I sincerely thank her.
"Besides, I wanted to make sure Mari will not say anything stupid in our talk"
"Hey Kanan! I just told you I'll be suuuuper serious in this talk~!" Mari-san pouts.
"Thanks for doing that as well Kanan-san" I bow at her.
"Don't mention it, this is important for you and me" Kanan-san smiles.
"I guess we should start if we want to make it in time for practice" Mari-san says.
I sit again and Mari-san and Kanan-san sit next to each other in front of me. We just sit staring at each other, Mari-san has this dorky smile in her, Kanan-san tries to have a serious expression but is unable due to Mari-san and I'm being killed by my nerves. At this rate, we won't talk about anything, Kanan-san decides to start the conversation.
"I know this is too awkward, so, Dia, why don't you start asking questions? I'll try to answer them with my most sincere opinion"
"I like that idea~!" Mari-san giggles.
"Fine… Let me think first"
I knew this will end up like this, now… What do I want to know the most? Is it the reason why the kissed me? Do I want to know if they love me or…? Yes, out of all the questions I can think of, this is the most important to me.
"This is a question for the two of you" I say, "Both can answer it if you want to…" I take my time before formulating the question… "Are you guys dating?"
"…"
"…"
They don't say anything, Mari-san and Kanan-san look at each other, Mari-san smiles and Kanan-san nods…
"Yes Dia, I'm dating Mari" Kanan-san replies.
Ah….
So they are dating. I had this small selfish wish that wanted that they weren't dating. I start feeling bad with myself, but I need to keep asking questions.
"Were you guys planning to tell me?"
Kanan-san looks at Mari-san.
"Mmmm, I really wanted to tell you as soon as possible, but Kanan wanted to keep the secret just a little bit more" Mari-san replies this time.
"I see…" I look at Kanan-san.
"Sorry for doing that Dia…" Kanan-san bows.
"Don't feel sorry for that, I think it's only natural" The last part I say it with an ironic tone.
I'm at the point of breaking… I don't think I can keep asking more questions… I just need to know one more thing and I'll be done.
"Kanan-san, do you love Mari-san" I say with a monotone voice.
Kanan-san looks at Mari-san, she blushes and says "Yes, I love her"
Something inside of me has broken…
"Mari-san, do you love Kanan-san"
Mari-san looks at Kanan-san, she giggles and says "Why, of course I love her"
It's already in pieces…
"Then, there is nothing more to talk"
I try to run away from there.
"Give me a moment, I need to be alone, tell the girls that I will join later"
With that pathetic excuse, I try to get out of there.
"Don't try to escape" Kanan-san says.
"Don't do anything you will regret, Dia" Mari-san says.
"…"
I stop for a moment, I don't want to look at them. If I see them I'll start crying…
"Dia, come here" Mari-san says in a soft and caring voice.
"Hug" I see Kanan-san with her arms spread out, waiting for me to hug her…
"I…"
I reach for Kanan-san and I hug her, then I feel that Mari-san is hugging me too, I can't stop myself and I start crying. I did not want to show this side to them, I feel bad, because I'm a bad friend and I want them by myself is that I can't be totally happy for their relationship.
"I'm sorry"
"No, Dia, it's our fault" Kanan-san says.
"If we told you earlier you wouldn't be crying" Mari-san whispers.
"But I…"
Suddenly I feel my lips pressed against Kanan-san's lips. All the sadness and sorrow goes away and I start feeling an incomparable joy, a guilty joy, since I know that my two friends are dating, but I'm feeling happy that Kanan-san is kissing me.
"I want to join too~!"
Mari-sas whispers in my ears, Kanan-san stops kissing me and I face Mari-san, she looks expectant, it seems she wants me to take the first step, I do as she wish and I kiss her. Unlike the kiss that I shared with Kanan-san, I'm wilder, I draw her closer to me and I start touching her breast, Mari-san moans in pleasure, arousing me more that I push her and now she is leaning in the table. I hesitate for a moment due to my sudden actions, I turn around and I see that Kanan-san is smiling at me, I look at Mari-san and she is just waiting for me.
"It's ok Dia" Mari-san purrs.
The way she said that phrase turn on something inside me, I pounce on her and I resume my kissing, biting her lips, each time I bite her, a pleasant and erotic moan comes out of her. My hands move towards her big breast, due to the pleasure from my kiss and my touching, Mari-san breathe irregularly, I feel that she wraps her legs around me and pulls me closer to her. Our kiss won't stop and I feel something inside me. Since all my concentration was on Mari-san, it took me a while to notice that Kanan-san was behind me, playing with my breast.
"I'm here too, Dia, look at me"
Kanan-san says that in a demanding voice that inexplicably turns me on. I do as she commands, I stop my kiss with Mari-san and I look at her, when she gets my attention she kisses me, now I feel both pleasure from her lips and her touching, I can't help myself that I start moaning from the pleasure.
"I didn't know you could moan like that Dia" Mari-san giggles. "I love it"
Now Mari-san unbuttons my uniform and starts kissing my breast. The contact I feel from her lips pressed against my skin is indescribable. I'm reaching my limit… I stop kissing Kanan-san…
"Kanan-san, Mari-san. I'm… at my limit"
"I'm glad to hear that" Kanan-san says.
"Then I won't stop until you reach it" Mari-san says it in a seducing voice.
Mari-san continues kissing my breast and Kanan-san kisses my neck, the pleasure I feel from both of them is making me crazy that I…
The next thing I feel is that my head is against something soft… When I open my eyes, I see that Kanan-sans is looking at me…. Why? Where am I?
"Don't try to stand up"
"Why…? Kanan-san where are we?"
"You lost conscious"
When I listen to the new voice I turn my head and I see that Mari-san is looking at me with her usual happy smile.
"I lost conscious?"
I try to recall what I was doing…. I feel a sudden rush of emotions as I recall everything… I was just…!
"Why are you blushing Dia?" Kanan-san ask worried.
How I can't not be blushing since we were… Now that I notice it… My head is against Kanan-san lap…
"Ara, perhaps you remember everything now?" Mari-san giggles.
"Is that so? Then still that doesn't explain why you are blushing"
"Kanan, my dear, you are so dense"
"Hey Mari! What does that supposed to mean?"
I try to sit down but Kanan-san stops me.
"I told you to remain like that, it's not good for you"
Kanan-san starts stroking my hair.
"But we..."
"Dia, listen to this very carefully"
For once, I feel that Mari-san is being serious. I look at her and she starts coming closer to me.
"I love you" She whispers and kiss me on the cheek.
Ignoring Kanan-san advice I sit down and I look at Mari-san, she still has her goofy smile, but I can feel she is being serious.
"That's not all"
I look at Kanan-san, she gets closer to me and kiss my other cheek.
"I love you too"
Excitement, joy, guilt, even fear. I start feeling this emotions inside me, I feel a small tear drop before I reply.
"I love both of you, Kanan-san, Mari-san"
I hug Kanan-san since she is the one closer to me, Mari-san joins our hug.
"We are both glad to hear that, Dia" They say that in unison.
I never thought the day would come when I would hear those words, so many times that I dream that a moment like this will come true, my repressed desires for two years are coming true, I do not care what happens from now on, if I can be happy with them, I will do anything to ensure our happiness, because if I'm sure of something, it is that I love them.
Did you guys like the chapter? As I said earlier, I'm really sorry for the delay. Recently I don't have the motivation to keep writing, it was hard for me to write something I was proud of, and I really want to write something good for this pairing, I really love DiaKananMari as a OT3. That's the way I ship them, and it's really hard to write a 3-person relationship, so I get stuck a lot of times. I can't promise that the next chapter will be released soon, but I'll do my best, for those for are still around, seriously, thanks for reading my story, until then…