Training was almost over. It had been two and a half years since she'd left that orphanage and almost five since she'd killed and buried the girl called Sina Arimana. Over time many people had left her. It started with her family, then her orphan friends Ada and Carlene. But now, she was the one doing the leaving without that ounce of second thought that makes us all 'human'. So, over her training, she made special care not to get too close to anyone. All her roommates avoided her like the plague, the instructors were scared of her, only Shadis could stand her company. And Sheitou was okay with this.
She remembered when she had been little and loved the world. Oh, how she envied that child now, so blissfully unaware of the fact so brutally taught to her. 'No one would give a damn if you died. The world is a cruel place, filled with dishonest people and dumb ideas created to give a false sense of security.' Honestly, Sheitou pitied the foolish asses that talked of gods as though they were real.
Or she would, but sadly for them, the only reason she had joined the military, was because she wanted revenge. Revenge on the Titan-bastard that crushed the wall to rubble, causing her to bury her family and any trace of the girl she used to be.
It sickened her to think that if she had still been that little girl now, she would forgive her parents without a second thought. But they were number two on her 'Shit List' now, and when that Titan was gone and dead, they would finally feel her swords in their backs.
Sheitou was sitting at a table in the dinning hall listening to Jean insult Eren and Eren insult Jean. They were always like this. Jean would make some snide remark against the Survey Corps and Eren would make some speech about how "as long as there are people who can fight, there is hope for defeating the Titans!"
What an ass! That kind of talk doesn't get anyone anywhere. She thought as she picked at her disgusting-looking food. Thanks to that food she had raided Shadis's personal supply many, many times.
Training was drawing to a close and graduation was coming. Almost everyone wanted to join the MPs. Sheitou, however, couldn't have cared less about the "Stupid-ass MPs", as she had nicknamed them. Even if she had wanted to join the MPs that would be impossible for several reasons. One: her ex-family lived in the inner-most wall; Second: her mission was one that involved going outside the walls; Third: There's only ten spots for the MPs, and therefore, it's not even worth it to try.
Sheitou sighed in annoyance as she stood up. She picked up the tray containing her meal and, dumping it in front of Sasha without a word, turned her ears away from the loud chatter and towards the door. She couldn't shake this weird feeling that something bad was about to happen. Like the false hope they'd created was hanging in the balance.
She shrugged her shoulders and stalked out of the dinning hall. She let the door shut behind her, not caring if it disturbed the people within.
She took a deep breath and sat on the railing carelessly. Five minutes later Shadis stalked over angrily. She nodded her head in recognition as he passed.
"Who's making all the noise this time?" He questioned as he prepared to open the door.
"Eren and Jean." Sheitou said as she stared out towards the horizon.
"You feel it too…?" He asked, hand on the door, prepared to open it's
"Yeah…but it's probably nothing…"
He nodded his agreement and turned to open the door. She waited as he yelled at them about shutting up and such. As soon as he left she slipped off the railing and stalked towards the woods. She climbed a tree quietly and, seating herself on a strong branch, stared up at the barely visible moon. The lonely moon, the silent observer of human devastation, and Sheitou, a quiet specter invisible to the world. She wasn't aware of a girl by the name of Rose Arimana doing the same thing from her bedroom window, wondering where her big sister had gone all those years ago.
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