"so, you know the lyrics. We got way to many complaints that this wasn't out. So it was Austin's first idea. Got it?" So far, he hand not brought up anything.
WE had been in the sound booths in and out, battling fans, ad sighing papers. I a matter of days, I was as famous as Nico.
"Yea." I nodded
"Alright." He pointed to the window, and the music started up.
I started off, trying to push back my fear of messing up
Just gonna stand there
And watch me burn
But that's alright
Because I like
The way it hurts
Just gonna stand there
And hear me cry
But that's alright
Because I love
The way you lie
I love the way you lie
Nico took in a deep breath and his part began.; I completely lost my breath
I can't tell you what it really is
I can only tell you what it feels like
And right now there's a steel knife
In my windpipe
I can't breathe
But I still fight
While I can fight
As long as the wrong feels right
It's like I'm in flight
High of a love
Drunk from the hate
It's like I'm huffing paint
And I love it the more that I suffer
I suffocate
And right before I'm about to drown
She resuscitates me
She fucking hates me
And I love it
Wait
Where you going
I'm leaving you
No you ain't
Come back
We're running right back
Here we go again
It's so insane
'Cause when it's going good
It's going great
I'm Superman
With the wind in his bag
She's Lois Lane
But when it's bad
It's awful
I feel so ashamed
I snap
Who's that dude
I don't even know his name
I laid hands on her
I'll never stoop so low again
I guess I don't know my own strength
And the song continued, every time Nicos part came up, I felt like fainting. I wasn't one of his fan girls, but I still loved him. The real Nico, I mean, not the superstar Nico.
Just gonna stand there
And watch me burn
But that's alright
Because I like
The way it hurts
Just gonna stand there
And hear me cry
But that's alright
Because I love
The way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie
You ever love somebody so much
You can barely breathe
When you're with them
You meet
And neither one of you
Even know what hit 'em
Got that warm fuzzy feeling
Yeah them chills
Used to get 'em
Now you're getting fucking sick
Of looking at 'em
You swore you've never hit 'em
Never do nothing to hurt 'em
Now you're in each other's face
Spewing venom
And these words
When you spit 'em
You push
Pull each other's hair
Scratch, claw, bit 'em
Throw 'em down
Pin 'em
So lost in the moments
When you're in 'em
It's the rage that took over
It controls you both
So they say it's best
To go your separate ways
Guess that they don't know ya
'Cause today
That was yesterday
Yesterday is over
It's a different day
Sound like broken records
Playin' over
But you promised her
Next time you'll show restraint
You don't get another chance
Life is no Nintendo game
But you lied again
Now you get to watch her leave
Out the window
Guess that's why they call it window pane
Just gonna stand there
And watch me burn
But that's alright
Because I like
The way it hurts
Just gonna stand there
And hear me cry
But that's alright
Because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie
Now I know we said things
Did things
That we didn't mean
And we fall back
Into the same patterns
Same routine
But your temper's just as bad
As mine is
You're the same as me
But when it comes to love
You're just as blinded
Baby please come back
It wasn't you
Baby it was me
Maybe our relationship
Isn't as crazy as it seems
Maybe that's what happens
When a tornado meets a volcano
All I know is
I love you too much
To walk away though
Come inside
Pick up your bags off the sidewalk
Don't you hear sincerity
In my voice when I talk
Told you this is my fault
Look me in the eyeball
Next time I'm pissed
I'll aim my fist
At the dry wall
Next time
There will be no next time
I apologize
Even though I know it's lies
I'm tired of the games
I just want her back
I know I'm a liar
If she ever tries to fucking leave again
I'm 'na tie her to the bed
And set the house on fire
Just gonna stand there
And watch me burn
But that's alright
Because I like
The way it hurts
Just gonna stand there
And hear me cry
But that's alright
Because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie.
Once the music was shut off, Nico turned to me.
"Great job Thalia.. He took in a shaky breath," Wanna grab lunch?"
I sighed,"No."
"Thalia," He risked a glance at the window, no one was there, and he let it all pour," I swear, I didn't know her. Please forgive me!"
"Why should I?" I rearranged the papers in front of me, trying to act as if I was occupied.
"Because I love you!"
I faltered for a bit, the picked myself back up," Sorry Nico. I just cant." I shook my head, walking out of the sound booth.
I heard Nico slam on a button inside, and suddenly, my ears were filled with his music.
One of my favorite songs blurred out music, and Nicos voice sang along.
It's been so long
That I haven't seen your face
I'm tryna be strong
But the strength I have is washing away
It wont be long
Before I get you by my side
And just hold you, tease you, squeeze you
Tell you what's been on my mind
I wanna make up right now, na na
I wanna make up right now, na na
Wish we never broke up right now, na na
We need to link up right now, na na
I wanna make up right now, na na
I wanna make up right now, na na
Wish we never broke up right now, na na
We need to link up right now, na na
Girl I know mistakes were made between us two
And we show our eyes that night
Even said somethings weren't true
Why'd you go and haven't seen my girl since then
Why can't it be the way it was?
Cos you were my homie, lover and friend
I wanna make up right now, na na
I wanna make up right now, na na
Wish we never broke up right now, na na
We need to link up right now, na na
I wanna make up right now, na na
I wanna make up right now, na na
Wish we never broke up right now, na na
We need to link up right now, na na
I can't lie
I miss you much
Watching everyday that goes by
I miss you much
Until I get you back I'm gonna try
Yes I miss you much
You are the apple of my eye
Girl I miss you much
miss you much
I can't lie
I miss you much
Watching everyday that goes by
I miss you much
Until I get you back I'm gonna try
Yes I miss you much
You are the apple of my eye
Girl I miss you much
I miss you much
I wanna make up right now, na na
I wanna make up right now, na na
Wish we never broke up right now, na na
We need to link up right now, na na
I wanna make up right now, na na
I wanna make up right now, na na
Wish we never broke up right now, na na
We need to link up right now, na na
I want you to fly with me
Want you to fly
I miss how you lie with me
Miss how you lie
Just wish you could dine with me
Wish you could dine
One that would grind with me
One that would grind with me
I want you to fly with me
Want you to fly
I miss how you lie with me
Miss how you lie
Just wish you could dine with me
Wish you could dine
One that would grind with me
One that would grind
I wanna make up right now, na na
I wanna make up right now, na na
Wish we never broke up right now, na na
We need to link up right now, na na
I wanna make up right now, na na
I wanna make up right now, na na
Wish we never broke up right now, na na
We need to link up right now, na na
I froze, I realized that I was looking at him. That I was longing for him.
He saw it in my eyes, I could tell he could. And I turned away as he came out from the sound booth and wrapped his arms around me.
"Please Thalia. Please." He nuzzled my neck, and I wanted to melt into him.
To feel his lips against mine again, just once more.
"I miss you Thalia. Please, please." He whispered again.
What girl could not fall for that? What girl not melt underneath him when he uses that pathetic tone of voice?
Me.
Thalia Grace.
I pushed him away, trying to not listen to his pleading and whimpering. His confession of love, his longing voice rang in my head.
His face was pictured perfectly in my head long after I got in my car. As I rode home, taking my shattered heart with me.
I cried.
And sang to my heartbroken song.
let it fall, my heart My hands, they're strong But there's a side to you that I never knew, never knew But I set fire to the rain When laying with you 'Cause there's a side to you that I never knew, never knew
And as it fell, you rose to claim it
It was dark and I was over
Until you kissed my lips and you saved me
But my knees were far too weak
To stand in your arms
Without falling to your feet
All the things you'd say, they were never true, never true
And the games you play, you would always win, always win
Watched it pour as I touched your face
Let it burn while I cry
'Cause I heard it screaming out your name, your name
I could stay there, close my eyes
Feel you here, forever
You and me together, nothing is better
All the things you'd say, they were never true, never true
And the games you'd play, you would always win, always win
But I set fire to the rain I set fire to the rain Sometimes I wake up by the door I set fire to the rain I set fire to the rain Oh, no
Watched it pour as I touched your face
Let it burn while I cried
'Cause I heard it screaming out your name, your name
And I threw us into the flames
Where I felt somethin' die, 'cause I knew that
That was the last time, the last time
Now that you've gone, must be waiting for you
Even now when it's already over
I can't help myself from looking for you
Watched it pour as I touched your face
Let it burn while I cried
'Cause I heard it screaming out your name, your name
And I threw us into the flames
Where I felt somethin' die
'Cause I knew that that was the last time, the last time, oh
Let it burn, oh
Let it burn
Let it burn
Nico was there waiting for me. He was right in front of me.
He was more than ready for me.
And I was ready for him.
