Oh em gee! I'm sorry! New Year's and whatnot! I've been so busy! So....Chapter 4 is a little late. Okay, it's late. It's VERY late! I got it! T~T I've also been making my own OC twins. Iraq and Iran. It's going pretty well, but I'm halfway through Iraq's page and...I got scared. I'm still gonna finish it. Anyway, the extremely late disclaimer is here. Play me out, disclaimer! *Disclaimer pulls out a piano and plays a cool tune!*

DISCLAIMER - I DO NOT OWN AXIS POWERS HETALIA OR ITS CHARACTERS! Well, I do own any character I make up.

Chapter 4 - No matter what

Natalia's POV

"I still love you." I whisper. I feel Toris looking at me.....angrily?
"What was that, Natalia?" he asks. I hate it when he calls me that, but I have to keep my charade up.
"I said that I love you, Toris." I say, letting my eyes soften.
"I love you too, Natalia." he smiles at me.
"Hey guys! It's almost time for the countdown to 2012! Prepare the countdown clock, England!" DJ Alfred shouts into the microphone.
"Do it yourself, you lazy yank!" I heard Arthur shout. "Fine, I'll do it." did...they make a deal or something? I shudder.

England gets a clock out of....somewhere. He set it up at the DJ booth, and I look at the timer. '10 mins 43 secs till the New year!' It says. New Year....same crap. I'm going to be married to Toris in a few weeks! I don't even love him as much as Feliciano, though! I look over at the Italian. He's talking to Lovino. I need to escape! I look around....Kiku! Perfect! We've become quite close in the past 2 years. I mutter something about wanting to talk to Kiku privately. I walk over to Kiku, trying to keep on my poker face.

"Hey, Japan." I smile. I need to talk to him.
"Hi. Is something wrong? You look upset." he asks.
"Japan, I need help. Don't you dare go off telling anyone or hinting, got that?" my old personality is coming back. Oh, the good old days of frightening the others....
"You know I won't tell. What is it, Belarus-chan?" he asks.
"Italy-kun. I still love him, alright?" I say angrily. A small smile appears on his face. What's so damn funny?
"Well then, you're marrying the wrong man, don't you think?" he smiles still. Will he quit talking in riddles?
"Quit talking in riddles! What the hell do you mean?" I'm getting angry. I push him. My old personality....its cold embrace.
"I'm saying you should tell Italy. I mean, what could go wrong?" HE KNOWS SOMETHING! And he won't tell me!
"Hmm, let's see...EVERYTHING!" I shout. Honestly, what an idiot.
"Fine then. I see you just don't get it. I'll talk to you later - you're starting to scare me." he says, walking away.

I walk towards Toris. What does Kiku mean? I don't get him, and he gives me headaches. Weird guy.

Kiku's POV

Natalia didn;t get it, did she? She's gone back to Toris...great. I wonder....will Feliciano make it. Will he tell her? I feel so helpless, but I made a promise to both of them. I can't tell either one. All I can do is try to get them to know that they like each other, but it's not working. Can they not see that they like each other? It was as bad as watching Arthur and Alfred pretend they hate each other, when really they secretly loved each other! I can't even tell them! I just want them to know that they really do love eachother! Is that too much to ask?

Natalia's POV

The countdown....1 min 30 secs left of 2011. Everyone starts to crowd round the countdown clock. One more minute......50 seconds......I want to make sure I've done everything i wanted to do, apart from tell Feliciano I love him. 40 seconds.....the end of 2011 is upon us.....30 seconds.... the start of 2012 is inevitable.......20 seconds....I'll be married by the end of next month.....10 seconds.....9........8......7.......6......5.....4......3.......2.....1. Happy New Year? I don't think so. Happy 2012, the year that will ruin my life. This year is going to be worse than the last. I just want to cry. Toris grabs my hand. I look at him and pretend to be happy. After all, I'll be keeping up this charade for the rest of my life. No matter what.

Omg I got so stuck for ideas! This took longer than I thought! I'm so sorry!