sorry, i had a bad emo moment while writing this chapter. lots of crying and such. i guess kind of character death too... also lemon.
Three months passed and it was the night of their anniversary. Sasuke made Naruto dinner and they spent most of the night watching movies cuddled up on the couch together. Sasuke saw Naruto had a somewhat distant look in his eyes and tilted his head to kiss him gently on the lips. Naruto looked at him.
"What's wrong?" Sasuke asked.
"Let's go to Konoha." Naruto said. Sasuke sighed.
"Two weeks. Just give me two weeks." Sasuke said.
"No, tonight. Let's go to Konoha right now." Naruto said looking at Sasuke somewhat desperately.
"What? It's the middle of the night." Sasuke said.
"That's okay. We can go right now. Come on." Naruto said sitting up and pulling on Sasuke's arm.
"Naruto." Sasuke sighed. Naruto kissed Sasuke deeply.
"Please, Sasuke." Naruto begged.
"Why are you pushing this, Naruto? All month you've been begging me to go to Konoha. Are you seriously okay?" Sasuke asked. Naruto shook his head.
"I just want to leave here, Sasuke. Please, please, let's go to Konoha tonight." Naruto said. Sasuke sighed and kissed Naruto deeply.
"How about we stop thinking about Konoha ,okay? Right now let's just think about you and me being married for an entire year." Sasuke smiled stroking Naruto's cheek. Naruto kissed Sasuke lovingly. "I love you, Naruto." Sasuke said. Naruto smiled and deepened the kiss. Sasuke pulled Naruto closer.
"Sasuke, we've been married for a year and haven't done anything other than kiss." Naruto said. Sasuke looked at him slightly shocked.
"You want to do something more?" Sasuke asked. Naruto smiled and nodded.
"Yeah." Naruto said. Sasuke smiled.
"Okay. Okay. Let's go to the bedroom." Sasuke said getting up and pulling Naruto up as well. They went to the bedroom and Sasuke laid Naruto onto the bed.
"You know what you're doing, right?" Naruto asked as Sasuke got on top of him.
"Yeah. Maybe." Sasuke said. Naruto nodded. Sasuke kissed Naruto gently. Slowly he pulled Naruto's shirt off. Naruto blushed deeply and tried to cover his chest and stomach. "Why are you covering yourself up?" Sasuke asked.
"I'm not use to not having clothes on in front of people." Naruto blushed.
"You're gorgeous." Sasuke said kissing Naruto. Naruto blushed even more. Sasuke kissed down Naruto's chest and stomach.
"S-Sasuke." Naruto panted softly gripping Sasuke's hair. Sasuke nipped Naruto's hip bone and undid Naruto's pants. "Wait. W-wait, Sasuke." Naruto said gripping Sasuke's hair with one hand and holding his pants up with the other.
"Are you sure you want to do this?" Sasuke asked looking up at Naruto. Naruto blushed.
"Yeah." Naruto said letting go of his pants. Sasuke slowly slid them down, Naruto still blushed.
"Don't worry, I'll be gentle." Sasuke said softly.
"I know." Naruto smiled. Sasuke undressed himself and kissed Naruto deeply.
"I love you, Naruto. I really do." Sasuke said lovingly.
"I love you, Sasuke. I'll always love you no matter what." Naruto said pulling Sasuke into long, passionate kiss. Sasuke pulled back a little and looked Naruto over.
"Are you ready?" Sasuke asked.
"I think so." Naruto nodded. Sasuke pushed his erection into Naruto's entrance. Naruto screamed and started crying.
"I'm sorry." Sasuke said.
"God damn, it hurts. Just stop. Pull out!" Naruto cried. Sasuke did as he was told. Naruto tried to stop crying and took a few shaky breaths.
"I didn't mean to hurt you. Perhaps I should do something to prepare you." Sasuke said.
"You think!" Naruto snapped at him. Sasuke frowned.
"I'm sorry. I'm really sorry." Sasuke said stroking Naruto's cheek. Sasuke sat up and looked around the room. "Okay, what can I use for lubricant?"
"What?" Naruto asked.
"So it'll go in easier." Sasuke said.
"Oh." Naruto said. Sasuke sighed. He really didn't think about sex with Naruto, so he was completely unprepared.
"Um, wait and I'll go get some oil from the kitchen." Sasuke said getting up and running to the kitchen. "Oh god. Naruto must hate me." Sasuke sighed as he grabbed the olive oil and then ran back into the bedroom.
"You ready now?" Naruto asked with a soft smile.
"Yeah." Sasuke said getting onto the bed again. "You okay?" Sasuke asked. Naruto nodded. Sasuke poured a bit of oil onto his fingers.
"What are you going to do?" Naruto asked nervously.
"Stretch you. So it'll be easier to get in." Sasuke said. Naruto nodded and tried to relax. Sasuke put in one finger and Naruto winced. "Are you okay?"
"It kind of feels weird." Naruto gasped.
"Okay, I'm gonna put in another finger." Sasuke said. Naruto whimpered as the digit entered him. Sasuke kissed him gently. Naruto traced his fingers over Sasuke's face and neck. Sasuke watched him carefully. Naruto's eyes were filled with sadness. "What's wrong?" Sasuke asked softly. Naruto blinked and the sadness was gone.
"Nothing. I love you, Sasuke." Naruto said pulling Sasuke down to kiss him gently.
"I love you too, Naruto." Sasuke said with a smile as he kissed Naruto's face. Naruto smiled softly and closed his eyes. It wasn't long before tears were leaking out from his closed eyes. "You're crying." Sasuke said.
"I'm sorry." Naruto laughed softly and wiped his eyes. "I don't know why."
"You're not hurt, are you?" Sasuke asked. Naruto smiled and shook his head.
"No, I'm happy. I'm so happy. I love you so much, Sasuke." Naruto said touching Sasuke's cheek. Sasuke kissed Naruto's hand and smiled softly at him.
"Okay, one more finger." Sasuke said. Naruto nodded, biting his lip as the third finger joined the first two. "Does it hurt?" Sasuke asked.
"A little." Naruto said. Sasuke kissed Naruto deeply. "But it's okay, because it's you." Naruto said softly. Sasuke smiled and kissed Naruto's neck and shoulders. Naruto stroked Sasuke's chest and back, reveling in the smooth skin under his fingertips.
"I love you, Naruto. I love you so much." Sasuke said. Naruto started crying again.
"Me too, I love you so much, Sasuke. I really do." Naruto said. Sasuke kissed the tear streaks that stained Naruto's cheeks.
"Why are you crying, Naruto?" Sasuke asked.
"I can't stop." Naruto said softly. Sasuke kissed Naruto's eyelids and Naruto only started crying harder. "I love you, Sasuke. With all my heart, I love you. I'll always love you no matter what." Naruto said. Sasuke looked at him slightly confused but said nothing. Naruto wrapped his arms around Sasuke's neck and kissed him deeply. Sasuke slowly moved his fingers around inside of Naruto. Naruto moaned softly and pressed onto Sasuke's fingers. "No more fingers, Sasuke." Naruto panted.
"Okay." Sasuke nodded as he pulled out his fingers. Sasuke put some oil on his erection and slowly pushed into Naruto. Naruto cried out and gripped Sasuke's shoulders tightly. "You okay?" Sasuke asked kissing Naruto's neck.
"Just give me a minute." Naruto gasped. Sasuke nodded and kissed Naruto's collarbone and neck. Naruto gasped and writhed underneath Sasuke. "Move, please move." Naruto begged. Sasuke nodded and started moving. Naruto screamed and started crying.
"Naruto, are you okay?" Sasuke groaned. He was feeling amazing, but he wanted Naruto to feel good.
"So good. It's so good." Naruto cried, putting his arm over his eyes to try and stop the tears. His other hand gripped tightly to Sasuke's arm.
"You're crying." Sasuke said kissing Naruto gently.
"Yeah." Naruto laughed softly. "I said I can't stop. Just keep moving. Please, it feels so good." Naruto moaned while arching into Sasuke.
"Naruto, you feel amazing." Sasuke panted against Naruto's lips. Naruto smiled and kissed Sasuke. Sasuke moved Naruto's arm revealing tear-filled blue eyes. "Stop crying, Naruto." Sasuke said kissing the tear streaks.
"Sasuke, Sasuke, I love you. I love you so much." Naruto panted, stroking Sasuke's hair. "Just keep going. Please, feels so good." Naruto said gripping Sasuke's hair as he pulled him into a kiss. Sasuke grinned and deepened the kiss. "I love you. Forever and ever I love you."
"Me too. I love you, Naruto. I love you so much." Sasuke said.
"Faster, Sasuke. Go faster." Naruto gasped. Sasuke did as he was told. Naruto gasped and arched into Sasuke.
"Feel good?" Sasuke smirked.
"So good." Naruto gasped. He gripped Sasuke's shoulders and pressed his hips down onto Sasuke's. Sasuke groaned loudly and thrust hard into Naruto. "I'm almost," Naruto gasped.
"Me too." Sasuke panted. Sasuke reached down and started pumping Naruto's member in time with his thrusts. Naruto screamed and exploded all over his and Sasuke's abdomens. Sasuke followed shortly after, releasing into Naruto. Naruto moaned softly at the feeling. Sasuke let his weight settle on top of Naruto as they caught their breath. "Was it good?" Sasuke asked.
"Amazing. It was amazing." Naruto breathed out. Sasuke kissed Naruto's shoulder and neck gently before he got up. "Where are you going?" Naruto asked reaching out to Sasuke.
"To get something to clean up with. I'll be right back." Sasuke said kissing Naruto. When Sasuke disappeared Naruto started crying. Naruto wiped his eyes. "You're crying again."
"Yeah." Naruto said wiping his eyes.
"What's wrong?" Sasuke asked as he wiped Naruto off.
"I'm never going to be happier than I am right now. I just want you to know how much I adore you, Sasuke. I really do. I'll never stop loving you." Naruto said.
"What do you mean by that?" Sasuke laughed softly as he got into bed next to Naruto.
"I just want you to know. There are gonna be times when you don't think so, but I really do love you Sasuke." Naruto said.
"I love you too, Naruto. I'll always love you." Sasuke said.
"You promise?" Naruto asked.
"What?" Sasuke asked looking down at the blonde.
"You promise you'll always love me?" Naruto asked.
"I swear I will always love you, no matter what happens." Sasuke said kissing Naruto. Naruto started crying again and pressed into Sasuke's side. "Naruto," Sasuke said.
"Just stay like this for a little bit." Naruto said softly. Sasuke nodded and kissed Naruto's head. They laid there silently just holding each other. Sasuke fell asleep before Naruto did. Naruto looked up at Sasuke and sighed. "I really hope you can keep that promise, Sasuke." Naruto said softly as he kissed Sasuke.
'He's gonna hate you when he finds out the truth.' The voice in Naruto's head told him. Naruto sighed. He hoped that it wasn't true, even though he knew it was. Naruto fell asleep shortly after that. He woke up the next morning to a mechanical beeping noise. Naruto whined and pressed more into Sasuke's side.
"Five more minutes." Naruto said. The beeping continued. Naruto didn't want Sasuke to wake up. Naruto got up and went to one of the drawers in the dresser. He opened the drawer and pulled out a two-way radio from the bottom of the drawer. "What?" Naruto asked into the radio.
"Kyuubi, we're all set up." Kiba's voice came through the radio.
"Yeah, give me ten minutes." Naruto said. Naruto got dressed and looked over at Sasuke still asleep on the bed. "I'm sorry, Sasuke. I really do love you." He said leaving the house. Sasuke woke up about twenty minutes later to alarms going off all over the city.
"Naruto?" Sasuke called when he saw the bed was empty. Sasuke got dressed and looked all around the house but Naruto was nowhere to be found. Sasuke felt his stomach tying in knots as he thought about something bad possibly happening to Naruto. Sasuke ran out of his house and ran into Kisame. "What's going on?" Sasuke asked.
"Nine Tails is attacking the city." Kisame said. Sasuke's breath hitched slightly. If Naruto was in the city with the Nine Tails attacking he could be in danger. But that also meant that Kyuubi was in the city.
"Where is Kyuubi?" Sasuke asked.
"They're saying north." Kisame said. Sasuke nodded.
"Naruto is somewhere in the city," Sasuke started.
"We'll make sure nothing happens to him." Kisame nodded. Sasuke nodded and grabbed his katana and left. Sasuke headed north to find Kyuubi while praying that Naruto was okay. Sasuke turned quickly into an alley only to run into his blonde husband. "Naruto, thank god, I was so worried." Sasuke said cupping Naruto's face and kissing him. Naruto stood petrified. "What's wrong, Naruto?" Sasuke asked looking down at the wide blue eyes staring at him.
"You have to leave." Naruto said quickly.
"What?" Sasuke asked. Naruto looked slightly panicked.
"You have to get out of the city, Sasuke. Go back to the house and get whatever you need and run as far away from here as fast as you can." Naruto said pushing Sasuke away.
"Naruto." Sasuke said reaching out to the blonde. Naruto slapped his hand away.
"Please, just leave, Sasuke." Naruto cried.
"Naruto, what's wrong?" Sasuke asked really confused. "I can't leave. The city is under attack. You should be the one to leave. When I kill Kyuubi I'll find you and we can leave together."
"You don't get it." Naruto cried. "You have to leave, Sasuke, otherwise you're going to be killed. The city is going to be destroyed in 17 minutes." Naruto said.
"What? How do you know?" Sasuke asked.
"Kyuubi, where the hell are you?" Sakura's voice came through Naruto's radio.
"Kyuubi?" Sasuke asked taking a step away from Naruto.
"I'm sorry, Sasuke." Naruto sobbed. "You have to leave. Please leave." Naruto said pushing Sasuke away.
"No, it's not true." Sasuke said shaking his head. He wasn't going to believe that Naruto, the man he married, the man he loved with his whole heart was really Kyuubi, the man who murdered his brother. Naruto looked up at Sasuke, his eyes were blood red, his pupils had turned into slits, and his teeth had turned into fangs.
"I'm sorry. But please, you have to leave." Naruto sobbed before running off.
"Naruto!" Sasuke screamed running after the blonde. But Naruto was gone. Sasuke's eyes turned red as he punched a hole in the nearest wall. "I'll kill you, Kyuubi! I swear it!" Sasuke screamed so loud everyone in the city heard him. Naruto was running as fast as he could away from where he had left Sasuke. He heard Sasuke's scream and it broke his heart.
"Kyuubi, everything is ready. Should we seal the city?" Shikamaru's voice came.
"Start sealing the city. If I'm not out in five minutes, destroy it anyway." Naruto said as he turned and ran towards the house he had shared with Sasuke. He wasn't sure if he would run into one of the Akatsuki, if he did he would probably be killed by them. He broke one of the windows and entered his house. From the looks of it, Sasuke had been there. Naruto was somewhat relieved to see Sasuke had at least listened to him. Naruto grabbed the blanket off the bed, the few pictures of them that were placed around the house, and a few sets of his and Sasuke's clothes. He threw everything into a duffle bag and ran as fast as he could to the rendezvous place.
"Kyuubi! Where the hell are you?" Kiba's voice called.
"Just start destroying the city. We can't risk any Akatsuki escaping." Naruto said.
"Naruto." Gaara said over the radio.
"That's a direct order! I know where the bombs are. I can make it out." Naruto shouted at them. There were a few sighs through the radio.
"Very well." Shikamaru sighed. There was a short silence before the east side of the city stared exploding. The explosions set off a chain reaction that quickly surrounded the entire city. The Nine Tails group held their breath as they watched the city exploding, fire and rubble were flying everywhere. They all prayed that Naruto made it out of this alive.
"There." Temari said pointing at a dark figure against the flames.
"Naruto!" Sakura yelled.
"He's injured." Neji said seeing that Naruto was moving slowly.
"Everyone else inside is dead. Let down the barrier." Gaara said. Shikamaru nodded. Sakura, Kankuro and Kiba ran out to get Naruto. Sakura quickly looked Naruto over. He had been hit by something heavy from what she could tell considering the whole right side of his body looked limp. He was also burned in a few places and bleeding and cut up.
"Naruto." Sakura breathed when she saw how empty his eyes were. Kiba had one of Naruto's arms over his shoulder and Kankuro had the other arm over his shoulder. Sakura carried Naruto's duffle bag and they all went to meet the rest of the group.
"Report." Naruto said softly when they reached the rest of the group.
"Everyone inside the barrier is dead." Gaara said. Tears slowly started rolling down Naruto's cheeks.
"Good." Naruto nodded.
"Naruto?" Temari asked seeing the tears.
"Let's go back to Konoha." Naruto said. Everyone nodded and they headed back to the village. They tried talking to Naruto about the year he spent in the city, but he never answered any of their questions so they eventually gave up. It took a little over two weeks to finally get back to the village. As soon as they got back Naruto went to Tsunade's office.
"You're back?" Tsunade asked. Naruto nodded. "And the mission?"
"Successful. Akatsuki is destroyed, Nine Tails dismembered, and Kyuubi retired." Naruto said. Tsunade smiled and nodded.
"Good." Tsunade said with relief. Naruto nodded and turned to leave. "Should I tear up the marriage papers?"
"No." Naruto said quickly as he turned to face his grandmother. Tsunade blinked.
"You fell for him." She said. Naruto growled.
"He was my husband." Naruto said as tears filled his eyes.
"Do you regret it?" Tsunade asked.
"I had a mission to complete. Akatsuki needed to be destroyed. I would have used any means necessary to achieve that goal." Naruto said harshly. Tsunade sighed and reached out to him. Naruto slapped her hand away and started crying.
"You really did love him, didn't you?" Tsunade asked.
"With all my heart." Naruto cried and nodded.
"I'm sorry." Tsunade said gently.
"He hates me now. If he survived the destruction, he'll come find me to kill me." Naruto sobbed. Tsunade frowned and put a hand on Naruto's shoulder. "I almost believed it when he promised to love me no matter what." Naruto laughed bitterly and wiped his eyes. Tsunade wrapped her arms around Naruto and he started sobbing. "I really did love him." He cried.
"Yeah." Tsunade said running a hand through his hair.
"I'm gonna go home." Naruto said stepping away from Tsunade. She sighed and nodded. Naruto left the office and slowly walked down the street. People would call out to him but he didn't hear them. Sakura passed by him and saw how sad he was.
"Naruto." She said grabbing his arm and forcing him to look at her.
"Sakura?" Naruto asked.
"What's wrong? You've been depressed ever since we attacked Akatsuki." Sakura said.
"Have I?" Naruto asked. Sakura nodded.
"What happened the year you were there?" Sakura asked. Naruto looked at the ground. "Did you become friends with them?" Sakura asked.
"No. Those people were evil. I stayed in our house the entire time unless Sasuke took me out." Naruto said. Sakura gasped.
"You fell in love with him." She said.
"He was my husband, of course I loved him." Naruto snapped at her.
"But he was Akatsuki. He was Itachi's younger brother." Sakura said.
"He was different. He wasn't evil like the rest of them. He had a good heart." Naruto said as tears filled his eyes once again.
"But he still wants to kill you." Sakura said. Naruto felt his heart shattering.
"You should have seen his face when he found out." Naruto said softly. "I betrayed him, Sakura." Sakura sighed.
"Come on, I'll take you to eat some ramen." Sakura said. Naruto shook his head.
"I'd rather just go home." Naruto said and walked off. Sakura frowned deeply. If Naruto was refusing ramen, then something was definitely wrong. It worried her deeply. Naruto made it back to his old home. He pulled out the blanket from his and Sasuke's bed, wrapping it around himself before he fell onto his bed and cried himself to sleep. Naruto was depressed for a few months, but he wouldn't talk to anyone about it if they asked. After a few months, Naruto slowly returned to the happy-go-lucky kid he use to be. It was about a year and a half after his return that he was named Hokage. The village had a huge celebration that lasted for an entire week. Naruto was happy to be Hokage and take care of the village and the people he loved so much, but he never forgot about Sasuke. He still spent some nights crying himself to sleep and he would occasionally become depressed over the matter. Five years passed and then one day a man showed up at the gate demanding to see Kyuubi.
"Naruto-Sama. There's a man here looking for Kyuubi." Hinata said as she entered the Hokage's office. Naruto looked up from his paper work.
"Kyuubi?" Naruto asked. He turned and looked out the window towards the front gate.
"He says he's come to settle a score." Hinata added.
"I'll go see him. No one is to interfere." Naruto said. Naruto slowly walked to the front gate. His heart stopped when he saw the man waiting for him.
there are going to be two more chapters after this. i'll update them as soon as I can. REVIEW!!!