Chapter 4:

A/N: I am trying to update as fast as possible before band season. (Marching band sounds lame, doesn't it?) I'm only continuing because some in the comments asked me to. Thanks for the encouragement! Love you!

Aside from that, I am out of my hometown this week, and I feel homesick. I have never experienced homesickness in all the years I have traveled which has been almost 10 years.

I am sure your thoughts are 'Grey you are the lamest writer I know of, so why are you writing?' Well, because I love it.

Thank you to my sister. tremwaterz. She is my inspiration. Thanks for playing all of those silly roleplay games with me. We have been roleplaying this story and talking about possible things. Sis, I love you so much. Thank you sis. I love you.

Here is lovely chapter 4. Sorry about the slow-moving and the language. I hope you do not mind.

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A week later...

Alois and Ciel sat at their own lunch table. Other people had seemed to understand that the table belonged to the two best friends even though they never ate lunch. Because the school went through kindergarten to twelfth grade, they had at the table as long as they could remember.

"Ciel, do you wanna slip into Mr. Michaelis's class room?" Alois asked.

"He's in the middle of teaching, tech freak."

"I am not! Just because I can hack into things does not make me a freak!" Alois crossed his arms.

"Alright, no need to bitch about it."

Alois pushed Ciel off of his seat at the table and smiled. "I'm not a bitch."

"Never said you were, my dearest princess from Hell," Ciel smirked.

"Alright, my angelic prince. Let us slip into Mr. Michaelis's class room."

"Why?" Ciel groaned.

"I need help with math, and you need help with science. That will be great for the both of us!" Alois explained.

"I do need help in science, but my parents can hire a tutor," Ciel countered.

"Come on, is your tutor as good looking as Mr. Michaelis?"

"I DO NOT HAVE A FUCKING CRUSH ON HIM!"

"Alright, alright. But he is good looking. You admitted to him being hot like a week ago."

"Shut up, nerd. Let's go."

The two of them strolled along the halls and found Mr. Michaelis's classroom. The door was plain brown with nothing on it, unlike Ms. Ness's class door which has multiple colors.

Alois began banging on the door like a manic whom had just gotten out of an asylum. "Open up!"

The door opened, and an unimpressed Sebastian stood at the door.

"Hello, excuse Alois. He is not the smartest apple in the basket," Ciel quickly greeted him.

"Do you two not see that I am in the middle of a class?"

Alois covered his eyes with his hand. "Now, I do not see them."

Sebastian let out a sigh and glanced at Ciel for an explanation.

"What are you doing Saturday as noon?" Ciel asked.

Sebastian stared in confusion. "Probably go to the gym."

"Not anymore," Alois declared.

"What is that supposed to mean?" He asked.

"You are going to tutor us in math and science," Ciel explained.

"We will fail without you," Alois added.

"Here's the address," Ciel handed him a piece of paper with the address to the Phantomhive manor on it.

"You two are serious about this?" The teacher questioned.

"As serious as I am about hacking," Alois stated.

Sebastian stared at the two boys in front of him. They began to stare back, but Ciel turned away when his eyes met with the teacher's. Sebastian could see the blush on the boy's cheeks. This made Sebastian smile.

"I suppose I cannot decline my closest students that are not actually my students. Especially when one of them blushes when I make eye contact," he said with a smile. "Ciel, can I talk to you alone for a minute?"

Fuck, Ciel thought. Why does he want to speak to me alone? I am a stuttering mess over here. That bastard is going to ruin me.

Alois gave Ciel a thumbs up as Alois walked away from his best friend. Ciel stared at the man in front of him.

"I was wondering if you could be my assistant tomorrow after school? I have a science club, and I was wondering if you could start helping. It is alright if you can't."

No, no, no. He should have asked me out. Not asked me to join his science club. He doesn't hold feelings for you. Who would? Ciel, do not cry. Ciel, do not fucking cry.

Ciel nodded his head as tears rolled down his cheeks. Ciel considered this offer as rejection. No, he considered this as a stab to the heart.

"Are you alright?' Sebastian asked, quite concerned.

Ciel did not answer. He simply sniffled. The blue haired teenager's thought ran through his head, all which were negative.

Sebastian did the unthinkable: he ran down the hall, dragging Ciel, went into the office, kicked the nurse out of her office, and went inside and shut the door.

"Ciel, tell me what is wrong?" He demanded in a harsh tone.

This only made Ciel cry more.

"Shh, shh. It's alright. I am sorry," he corrected.

Ciel shook is head.

"Come on, Ciel. You are a student of this school, so I am concerned of you being. Please, tell me what is wrong. What did I say? Do I need to get the councilor? Do I need to leave you alone? What can I do, Ciel? I am a little lost here," he babbled along.

Ciel shook his head and cried harder. Whimpers, sniffles, and many other crying noises were heard throughout the nurses office.

Sebastian, in response, sat on the bed in the small, sad office of the nurse. He took Ciel into his arms and sat him into his lap. Ciel immediately slumped into his chest. Sebastian rubbed the teen's back and gently rocked back and forth. He waited with much patience for Ciel to stop crying so he could talk.

"Ciel, what is wrong?" he asked, much calmer than earlier.

"I'm tired," he whispered back.

"I know, Ciel. But I need to know what is wrong. Can you tell me?"

"No one will ever love me. I am a lonely person with a insane, tech freak best friend. No one fucking cares about me. I am not kind. I am not sweet. I am not even fucking normal. Why would they? Why would anyone bother to care for me? I have nothing to give them. No one wants me. That is why I am crying."

Sebastian silently continued to rock the teen.

"SAY SOMETHING! SAY THAT YOU FUCKING HATE ME TOO! JUST REMIND ME THAT NO ONE CARES! GO AHEAD AND FUCKING SAY THAT! YOU LIKE ALOIS MORE! EVERYONE DOES! PISH ME TO THE SIDE, AND DO NOT BOTHER LYING!"

"No, Ciel. Your parents-"

"DON'T YOU FUCKING TALK ABOUT THEM! THEY DON'T CARE! I COULD DIE RIGHT HERE, AND THEY WOULD THROW ME A LOUSY FUNERAL! THEY HAVE NO HOPE! I AM HOPELESS! I-I-I-I FUCKING LOVE YOU. THAT'S THE FUCKING PROBLEM! I LOVE YOU...and you'll never love me," he whispered the last words.

"Ciel, I am twenty-three."

"Don't I fucking know it."

"Please stop with the language; we are still in school."

The two sat in silence. Rocking, sniffling, silence.

"I love you too. I love your aggressive personality. I love your low-self esteem. I love your looks, even with the eye patch. You are beautiful, Ciel. I am twenty-three and this is illegal, but...I love you. With all of your flaws, you become perfection."

"You really think that," Ciel whispered.

"Every word of it," Sebastian whispered back.

"Show me," Ciel demanded.

"Show you?"

"With actions," Ciel responded and turned to him face.

Sebastian smiled, and Ciel's lips were greeted with the best thing that had happened to him yet. Ciel kissed him back, and he was quite upset when Sebastian's lips left his.

"I'll tutor you and Alois this Saturday at noon. I'll be there, but you cannot tell anyone. Please, Ciel."

"Like I said a week ago, I promise."

A/N: There we have it. The idiots are together. Next update will be about the tutoring date - I mean day. Hahaha... Bad joke... Anyways, I will type back at you guys in a week or so. THE MORE REVIEWS THE SOONER UPDATES. I LOVE YOU ALL!