Heyy guys yamii here again. Ughh well idk wat to say. I was kind of thinking of deleting my story because im not getting that many reviews and it makes me feel like im kind of a shitty writer :/ plz tell me the truth if u like it or not. That kind of had me down all week bc I was constantly looking for a new review and I only got 2 for the last one. And that was just one reason ive been having a lot of family drama lately. Like I cant even talk to my mother [I call her that when im upset at up] without her pissing me off. Which is very easy considering my temper is something you shouldn't play it. But luckily me and my big bro finally made up. :D but now I gotta wrry about the skool talent that they forced me into -.- ooo well. Well heres a heads up on the next chapter. This is both ikutos and amu's Pov I hate switching in the middle but I felt like it was necessary for this one. Its probably not gonna happen that much.

So please read and review please lighten up a days a little during my drama filled life at the moment

DISCLAMER : I do not own shugo chara, if I did amu and Ikuto would've been together for the longest now J

Ikuto Pov.

"So this is where were staying at?"

"Yeah. Its not far from where were performing and it has a pretty nice view of the mountains. They may be frozen and snowy but its still a pretty nice view."

"Whatever. Lets go inside already."

He kind of reminds me of Amu. She was always like that. She always acted like a kid. Then again, she did bring the kid out of me again. That girl sure is different. She has a power over people. You could just be real with her. I was real with her.

"Oh, umm. You have a room mate by the way. The youngest couple of people always have a room mate. They need the extra room to store the equipment."

"Oh?" This sucks. I always preferred my own room. I always liked my privacy. "Ok. Whose my room mate then?"

"Me," he said with a smile.

"You really are kid. I was right about you."

"What's that suppose to mean?" He had a stubborn looking face on.

I couldn't help but laugh. He kind of is like Amu. Well, they're stubbornness at least.

"Huh? Why are you laughing? Its not funny! Yo, hello? You heard me? You really are a weird one."

"Huh? Oh, sorry. Your not that bad kid. Maybe we can be friends after all."

He started laughing as well. First time I've laughed like this. Unless it was about her. She made me do a lot of crazy things. But each second I was with her, I fell more in love and…I was happy.

"Lets go to the room."

"Sure."

When I was settled in the room, and Kyo was asleep, I went over to the balcony. I couldn't help but think about her again. She's been on my mind since the last time I saw her. I guess its because I love her, I thought.

I looked up to the sky. I wonder what she's doing. I wonder what she's thinking. I wonder if she misses me to. Kyo is right. He might not know her but he knows that she's different. She sure is. Before her, my life was just full of pain and misery. I was forced to do things I never wanted to. Mostly everyone I cared about, hated me. But when she came into my life, everything changed. I was much happier, still depressed and full of misery because of the future I would never want but somehow she made it better. She changed my life in so many ways, she changed my mind and perspective on life, basically.i could never thank her enough.

I wonder if I changed hers. She was always wrapped up about the things going on with Easter and the guardians. She kind of did have it hard. She had to deal with that, purify the x eggs and the ? eggs too. But she always made a little time for me. Whether it was by accident or on purpose, she always talked to me. Even when she was mad, she still cared for me in I way I never thought anyone could. At least towards me.

I sighed. Amu, you truly are a mysterious girl.

I looked up at the sky again. And thought if she was looking at the sky as well. Something inside me told me that she was.

Amu Pov.

Looking up at the sky, I was wondering where Ikuto was. I'm still not used to the idea that I might never see him again.

"Stupid Ikuto! Why'd you have to go and leave?" I tried to cry a bit more but I guess all the tears are out.

I wiped the invisible tears off my face. I can't believe I miss him this much, I thought. I wonder if Miki's right. Maybe I am in love with you, I kept thinking. But Nagihiko told me once that there's a line between "like" and "love". You could be either of those. Like. Love. I don't even know what they mean anymore. Emotions are so confusing sometimes.

Ring! Ring! I was trying to locate where the sound was from.

"Huh?" My cell phone ?

"Hello?"

"Amu? Are you okay?" It was Tadase. I forgot he promised to call me later today at the airport.

"Oh sorry Tadase. Yeah I'm alright just a little shaken up." Ugh. I sound all sniffy, I thought.

"Me too. Well I just wanted to know how you were doing."

"Oh well, now you know. I'm not doing all that great." There was a moment of silence before he spoke.

"Hey, why don't we go hang out tomorrow? To cheer you up. You sound like you need some. We can invite Nagihiko and Rima too."

"Yeah. That sounds like fun. I guess I do some cheering up. Well, yeah. I'll see you tomorrow. Send me a text where you want to meet up tomorrow."

"Ok. Bye Amu."

"Bye…Tadase." And with that I hung up the phone.

Maybe Tadase's right. Maybe I do need a day to hang out with my friends. Maybe I'll feel better if I see Rima, and Nagihiko. They are my best friends. Maybe they'll understand where I'm coming from and give me some advice. Nagihiko sure is good at that.

But…. But something inside me tells me that even he won't understand. I mean, he's the one who gave me the advice about the line between like and love but I think he's ever been in that line. And Rima. I don't think she's been there either. She's always had boys drooling over her but I don't think she's liked a lot guys either. And Tadase. I'm pretty sure he hasn't been there. I'm the only girl he's ever loved other than Betty. But Betty was his dog. that's what he told me, at least.

I don't think anyone would make me feel better unless it was Ikuto. He always had a way of making me smile. Even when I was mad at him. Maybe he'll call me. Or text me. I sure hope he does. And pretty soon too.

But, why am I only thinking of myself? I know I'm sad and everything but what about Utau? And his mom? They must be pretty sad too. But they know why he left again. He left to go find his father. Not just for himself but for his family too. I think they need the closure to find him. Maybe he will. No. He will find them. I'll make sure he does.

I walked back out to the balcony and looked up at the sky.

The sky sure looks pretty, I thought. The stars in the night sky are full of endless possibilities. Its like an embryo in its own way. They shine bright. And somehow , in a magical way, they have the power to make people believe their dreams can some true. Just like how we have the power to make out dreams come true. They are endless possibilities.

Ikuto sure realized his dream. He discovered is true self. Doors opening in front of him every second and he still has a lot possibilities for his future. But it took him a while to get there. He definitely didn't get there easy. He went through a lot of pain and suffering and pity. But look where's he at now. He's happy. He's smiling a lot more. I really am happy for him.

I couldn't help but smile. I shouldn't be sad, I thought. He did say he was coming back one day. He was going to come back and find me. He's be back one day, in the near future. And ill be waiting. Just you wait Ikuto. When you come back, you better be ready.

I looked up at the sky once again, with a full smile on my face. I had a strange feeling he was looking up at the sky as well.

Wherever you are, just know that I'm apart of you now, I thought.

I smiled once more, and let the thought drift away.

Ahh ! Well there you have it. What did you guys think ? Well its almost 10 down here in florida [its already beach time woot woot !so excited :D] and I dind tget much sleep last note more like 4hours only so im pretty tired plus I was at skool for like 9 hours cuzi had to do some things -.- and tomorrow is the same routine.

Well I wanna get to know my few reading a bit so im going to start asking questions [not personal but I wanna get to know ppl] so questions 1. When your upset or down, do you listen to any songs that help you clear ur thoughts ? And question 2. Do you have any siblings, and how annoying are they ?

Please read and review and I'll love you guys forever :D