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Late in the night, Kate couldn't sleep. All see could think was about Castle. Why did that man love me so much? He should be angry with me. Why is he not? I did such horrible things to him. Why does he always put me in crosshairs?

She remembered how she met Rick 8 years ago. And he didn't even know it was reality.

*Flashback*

Kate was working as a consultant in a modeling agency. She wanted to go into modeling, but knew it would be risky. While watching TV, she heard that "The play boy Richard Castle" was in town. And at that moment she knew, he was looking for her.

She took a day off and sat in her apartment, crying. She didn't even realize when she started crying and drinking along with it.

The next thing she knows is that she's walking into the hotel where Castle was staying.

She knocked on the door of his suite. She didn't a response. She knocked again. This time the door opened.

She pulled Castle by his shirt and crashed her lips on his. Castle was also drunk beyond the limit. He just thought this was his dream like always. But little did he know, this was reality.

Rick pulled Kate to the bed and kissed her like there is no tomorrow. He took the charge and took off her shirt. He kissed her forehead and whispered in her ears "You're so beautiful, Kate". Kate felt goose bumps all over her body by tone of his voice. It was magical.

She pulled over his shirt. She was mesmerized by his body. "Why the hell do you hide this body under those suits?"

"I don't want anyone else other than you to see it" he replied with a smile and turned his attention towards her lips.

He kissed her passionately and said "You're wearing way too many clothes, Kate"

"Then, take it off, Big Rick" she grinned.

That was what Castle needed to hear. In a fraction of seconds her shirt and jeans were off and he was looking at her like he was memorizing every part of her body.

He unclasped the bra and looked at those perfect breasts. He attacked those erect nipples with his mouth. Kate moaned in pleasure and he made her moan sinfully. Kate's thoughts were very vivid by this moment. If he is this good with his mouth, how good must he be actually? No one has ever worshipped me like this. I love it when he goes bossy on me.

Her thoughts were stopped when she felt his fingers searching for her pussy. Her body was on fire. He had just shown his attention to her breasts. And she was already dripping wet. She was never this desperate for anyone to touch her.

Rick was harder than he could ever think. Her moans turned him on incredibly. It was like hearing a sensual and enchanting voice moaning his name repeatedly. She was an angel in front of his eyes. The sight was to die for.

She buried her hands in his hair as he went even lower. Her eyes flew open as she felt his mouth touching her inner thighs. "Rick!" she moaned out load. He looked up at her. His blue eyes staring straight at her emerald green ones. God, she could see all his passion and love inside those eyes.

He smiled at her and lowered his head to her core. Was he really going to do this? He hovered above her for a second. Making her wait for what was to come. The anticipation was killing her. He softly nibbled, which caused her to lift her hips up involuntary. "Rick, pleeaasse!" she whined.

And then it happened. His tongue came out to lick her. It was a long lick from bottom to top, which had her grinding her mound against his face. "Oh my goddd!" she moaned. She grabbed on to his hair and held on for the ride.

He circled around her clit for a second, before dipping his tongue into her entrance. Her eyes rolled in the back of her head. "Oh fuck!" she panted loudly. The sensation of his breath on her when he licked her, caused her to rear up again. Rick used the movement to slide his hands underneath her bottom, giving him better access.

"You have to be quiet. You don't want to wake the entire hotel, do you?" he grinned up at her, before continuing his assault on her again. He was making it very difficult for her to stay quiet. He attacked her relentlessly. Finally, after what seemed like hours, he took mercy on her. He slid a finger up inside of her and sucked hard on her nub. She fell apart instantly. "Rickkkkkkk!" she moaned.

He gave her a while to calm herself down. Her breathing was back to normal. She moved towards him and gave an evil smirk.

"Now it's my turn to taste you" she said and began to unbutton his pant.

She was shocked to see his length.

"Wow! I don't want to inflate your ego, but this is the longest I've seen Rick" she moaned.

Rick had this proud and silly grin on his face.

Kate's tongue flicked against him before she swallowed his cock into her warm mouth. Rick was over joyed with the feeling of her tongue over his manhood. He gabbed on to her hair and looked forward to his climax. Kate moaned and hummed, licked, and sucked him like a lollipop.

She kissed the tip of his cock and licked at the head before surrounding him again and gliding back down. She slipped her hand between his legs and cupped his balls, massaging gently while the fingers of her other hand encircled the base of his cock. He thrust against her and groaned.

She loved the silky smoothness of his cock, the power of his rigid length pulsing in her mouth. His musky scent heightened her desire and his groans of pleasure turned her on to a new level.

"More. More" he panted.

Kate sucked him and played with his balls, gently squeezing them. She felt as his balls tightened to his body and moans started to come from his throat. Warm cum shot into her mouth and she swallowed every drop of it.

"That was so damn HOT, Kate" Rick said in a husky voice.

He sucked on her neck. And bit her lightly so it wouldn't draw any blood out. She was moaning low in her throat. She was incredibly turned on.

"Rickk… Please" Kate moaned.

"Please what, Kate?" he teased her.

"I need you inside me. Now" she hissed.

"Bossy! I like it" he grinned and got down to work.

Unable to wait any longer Rick located her pussy and with one firm thrust of his hips drove his hard cock into her. He was surprised and excited at the how wet her pussy was again. He paused when he had pushed his entire length into her and gave Kate time to adjust to his size.

He reached up and grabbed her by the hips and then began to pull his hips back making his hard cock slide back. He waited until only the head of his cock remained wedged between her pussy lips and then shoved it back into her, pulling her by her hips to drive more into her. He began to pump himself into her wet pussy eagerly.

He groaned deep in his throat as he rammed his cock into her, making her gasp loudly when he did. He began to shove his cock into her firmly with each thrust.

"Ohh… Rickkkkkkk" Kate moaned sinfully.

He gripped her firm breasts as he resumed pumping his cock into her again, with short hard thrusts. Kate groaned longingly and tossed her head back in pleasure. Rick felt her pussy muscles flexing tightly around his cock. Then there was a thick rush of her warm cream around his cock as she let out a long shuddering moan.

Giving her breasts one last quick squeeze and slid his hands back down to her hips. With increased vigor he began to slam his cock in and out of her.

"Yes, yes. Oh yes," she panted breathlessly. She looked into his eyes begging, "Cum inside me, Rick!"

His balls were already tight and he knew that in a real short time he was going to shoot his cum in her pussy. He held there as he shoved his cock into her once more. Rick let out a long low shuddering groan as he held himself buried deep in her hole. Kate squealed as she felt his hard cock pulse inside of her and then his juice began to spurt into her pussy.

Breathing heavily he lay down next to her with his forehead resting on her left breast.

"That was amazing" both spoke at the same time.

"I love you, Kate" he said.

"I love you too, Castle" Kate replied.

And both fell into deep sleep with smiles on their faces.

When Kate woke up, her head was pounding and she was in Rick's arms.

"Oh God! What have I done?" she asked herself.

She slowly moved out of his arms and dressed up without waking Castle up.

"I'm sorry, Rick. But need to leave. I'll destroy you and everyone around you. Please forgive me, if you can. I really love you and I always will" she said to him and ran out of there.

*End of Flashback*

Kate had tears in eyes. She knew that for the first time in her life that she had done something so wrong then. And now, she felt the same feeling. She was hurting for leaving Rick years ago and now she was hurting for lying to him.

She had called Dr. Burke and fixed an appointment for her session. She needed help. She was worried what he would think of her. Let's just leave it to time she thought.

On the other side of the city, Rick knew that Alex was his son. He just wanted his mother to see him and react to it. He always thought the love they made was his dream. But not now. Today he realized it was her. And how much that night meant to both of them.

"Why did you, Kate? Why?" he whispered to himself.

He needed these answers. But for now, she was in contact with him and in town was enough for him.

"Daddy?" he heard Jo's voice.

"Hey Pumpkin, what happen?" he asked taking her into his arms and walking into the bedroom.

"You were not there, I got scared" she spoke snuggling into his neck.

"Sorry sweet pea. Now, daddy's here. You can sleep, I'll be here when you wake up. I promise" he put her on bed and slid next to her.

"Good night, Daddy" Jo smiled.

"Night, Love" he kissed her forehead.

With all the things happening around him, he felt he was happy and content with Jo. He realized even though he loves Kate so much, his life doesn't need to be only about her.

Before he could think anything else he fell into deep and peaceful slumber.


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