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A/N: Thank you for all the reviews I got, I was floored to hear from so many of you. I'm glad you're enjoying the story so far and hope you'll love this chapter too. I have a pretty good idea of the direction the story is going in, but I'd love to hear from you, what you think will happen, what you'd like to happen (maybe I can take that into consideration too).
Chapter 4 : Silver Falls
Bella's POV
"All right". I took a deep breath, I couldn't believe it. He agreed. Agreed to what? My rational mind kicked back in. After all, we never really talked about anything, about what is involved. And yet, somehow it just feels natural, and I knew I wanted everything he was willing to give me.
My hands were still in his grasp, held behind my back. Any movement was simply impossible and I couldn't do anything but raise my head to look into his eyes. Normally a warm butterscotch, they had gone obsidian, whether because of his anger at our discussion, at my defiance, or at lust, I couldn't gauge. Sometimes I wish I were the one who read emotions...
His mouth collided with mine before I had time to ponder my lack of empathy and his tongue pushed into my mouth, not taking no for an answer. His lips forcefully encased mine and he wasn't making any effort to conceal his razor sharp teeth. Quite the opposite actually, using them on my tongue and biting me...I thought I would come on the spot. If I was wet before, I was now positively soaking. I had never thought about those aspects of intimacy, as I had never been exposed to them. I was a little ashamed to admit that it turned me on to no end.
Moaning greedily into his mouth I desperately tried to crush myself closer against his body. Feeling him was my only priority now. He did not relent and we both fought for dominance in that kiss. My hands still securely held behind my back, the cloak had shifted a little and I became painfully aware of the attire I had donned. My breasts pushed against Jasper's torso and I felt his groan reverberate through his whole body as he took in my state of undress. Releasing my hands, he slowly trailed one hand down to my waist while the other quickly divested me of the cloak I wore.
I was standing in front of him in nothing but lingerie and I felt ashamed, filthy almost. Empathmy brain reminded me, a split secondtoo late. I tried vainly to subdue these unwelcome emotions, but he had latched onto them. My jaw was forced up and I found myself looking once again into his onyx eyes. Duh. He wasn't happy.
"Don't you ever, and Isabella, I mean ever, feel ashamed of you, or your body. I will not tolerate such a thing. Are we clear on that?" his voice meant business. I looked up at him, shocked and I admit a little intrigued at where this was going to lead. My body betrayed me anew at that thought. I'd go as far as he would want me to go, and gladly. All negative emotions forgotten, I focused on how incredible the man in front of me was making me feel.
"Now hush there, kitten, that's better" Jasper's words shook me out of me reverie, and I was at a loss what to do. How would this work, what would happen to us, and most importantly, what were we to each other?
I shivered in pleasure as Jasper's nails raked along my exposed shoulders and down the corset. He stepped up to me at the exactly same time his hands pulled me closer to him. *Very* close. I could feel him hard beneath his jeans and moaned at the sensation. He bent his head towards me and rather than the kiss I was expecting, brought his mouth to my ear. "I will make you mine, babygirl, I can't wait". My skin broke out in goose bumps at his words and I squirmed at his breath ghosting over me. His teeth grazed my earlobe and I was shaking. My legs could barely hold me. He hadn't even done anything and I was already a pile of goo. Way to go girl. I willed my mind to calm down and savored the god standing in front of me instead. On their own accord, my now free hands travelled to the impressive bulge in his pants and the low rumble in his chest told me I was on to something. I raked my nails along the garment and was astonished as it gave way, leaving him very much exposed. I swallowed hard. He was going commando His smirk was downright evil as I looked up at him and the promise, or threat, that entailed comforted me in my choice. This was the right thing to do
"Now what are you waiting for babygirl. Seeing as you already broke my clothes, I had hoped you'd make it worth my while." his voice had dropped several octaves and held a deliciously naughty note that I found worth exploring.
"And how exactly were you thinking I'd make it worth your while?" playing innocent was funny and the gleam in his eyes at my air-quotation marks made me clench my thighs together in self-consciousness. I don't think there had been a time in my life where I was as aroused as now. There were certainly many things that would make this worth *my* while. I'd go out on a limb here and bet that most of them would be more than acceptable to the man I had in front of me. My mouth watered at the thought of him, the little him. Well, the Big Him my subconscious mind countered, and at the same time, a flicker of fear went through me. Would he be able to tell I am a novice? What if I am not good enough? What if…
"What's going on Isabella?" his velvet voice interrupted my musings and I looked down, not sure how to phrase it best. "I... well, I do... I really do want to make it up to you. I just don't... I mean..." I took a deep breath "iwanttotakeyouintomymouthbuti'veneverdonethisbefore". There. Big girl, I said it. I looked up at him through my lashed and was glad I did. If I hadn't, I would have missed the look of utter surprise on his face. "Never" It was more a statement than a question. He ran his hand through his hair, seeming lost in thought. "He doesn't approve of it. It's "dirty and demeaning"", I added meekly, my eyes on the ground once more. "But you don't" again he didn't require an answer. I shook my head slowly.
Jasper's POV
Oh dear, I just couldn't believe it. Here I was, basically trying to send her screaming into oblivion, and there she goes with that admission. I had never considered my brother to be that fucked up. I knew he had moral standards, but one would think that he'd had enough time to lose the uptightness of his times. Hell, what was I supposed to say, or even Carlisle, who was a few centuries older?
So many firsts here, how should I go about this? This wasn't a normal relationship, not from her side, and certainly not from mine. The pull I feel towards her was far from normal. I'd have to confirm my suspicions with Carlisle, but I have a pretty good idea as to where this was headed. Now on to the other issue at hand. Isabella is clearly very inexperienced. While intriguing me, I cannot deny that it thrilled me to a certain extent. I would be the one to show her what pleasure was really about. I couldn't help but feel grateful for that. I would show her the real me, I don't go back on my word, but it's something we'll have to work up to. Her confidence, if she had any to begin with, for in all honesty, I don't really remember her as anything but Edward's little puppy, following him around as though she was lost, had taken a multitude of blows. The task of building her back up wouldn't be an easy one, but I knew I had to do it, for her, and for us... Working through all the issues would probably take years, but when you have eternity in front of you, that's not really a problem...
"Come with me Isabella, there is a place I want to show you" I took her hand in mine and we headed West towards Mount Rainier. I always appreciated the area, especially now in the fall. Snow had already started to fall even in the lower areas, so the chances of meeting hikers were extremely slim. I wanted to share my special place with Bella. It seemed like we had the same sort of tastes. The Silver Falls were a favorite place of mine to retire to when things were getting too stressful, or to simply spend time away from the family, or rather, from their emotions, which could sometimes be quite overwhelming. Alice knew this, and she let me have my personal space. Up until today, I had never brought anyone up here, I never felt the need. This girl, woman, however, made me want to share myself, like I owed her the real me.
The further we ran, the higher Bella's spirits soared, until her excitement reached a peak as the flanks of the mountain rose before us. Thanks to our enhanced senses, we could already make out the sound of the waterfall that was still a few miles above us. I took Bella's hand in mine and we climbed the remaining distance together, still in silence.
The distinct smell of ice water drifted up to our noses and soon enough, we closed in on my favorite location. Bella just stood there and I noticed her eyes widening in surprise, and awe. The untouched beauty of this particular spot is what made it so special for me. It retained the necessary calm for me to be able to think about things, and yet at the same time, the rushing of the water made it seem alive, as though it had a mind of its own.
I came up behind her and cradled my arms around her and pulled her to myself. The run had managed to subdue my desire a fraction, but it flared back to life as soon as I reached out to the beautiful woman close to me, the scent of her chocolate curls invading my nose. I groaned and she in turn pushed herself back harder against me. The sexual tension was back once again. I interlaced my hands with hers and pulled our joined palms back to my body. Encourage her to touch me, exploring unknown territory the way I was chartering her body. She took the hint and hands that previously lay dormant against my behind tentatively squeezed my butt. She chuckled and the smile in her voice was as evident to me as the emotions she was projecting and I had to keep myself from taking her right then. We need a slow build-up I admonished myself
"Do you remember how I wanted to take you before? This time, my teeth did nick her ear and she inhaled a delicious breath. On the exhale, she slowly nodded and the anticipation that filled the air was nearly enough to make me throw all caution to the wind... Nearly. Despite what my family might think about me, the gift I have makes me in fact stronger and not weaker when it comes to resisting temptation. And resisting was imperative at the moment. "I swear that I will do just that, right here. Right now" I can't wait anymore to make you mine, I really can't. I know this might not be the perfect place, and I can see how... "
"Shhh... it's perfect" a delicate finger against my lips interrupted me and I found myself utterly floored as I gazed at the burnt caramel eyes of the beauty in my arms. She had turned to face me fully now and Her dark eyes made me want to do unspeakable things to her. The darkness inside me was eager and overjoyed.
I led my Bella into the woods, a little away from the noisy waterfalls and into a little clearing. The grass had not yet wilted and while a little snow covered the ground, it looked very inviting nonetheless. Playful Bella had come out now as she tackled me and we both fell onto the ground, rolling and fooling around a little more. She almost had me pinned once, damn the newborn strength and my gentlemanly behavior, but I wasn't gonna let her win this fight. I had not only a reputation to uphold, but a point to make as well. *I* was the one in control here. Playful was gone now and in an instant the fight had switched from mere play to a ranking fight among two animals.
I must admit, seeing her lose herself to her instincts like that was about the hottest thing I had seen, but working with newborns for centuries had me at an advantage here. I couldn't bring myself to end our battle with my powers, enjoying this form of release too much, so I solely relied on my experience to force her into submission. We knocked a few trees off their roots in our frenzy, alternatively having the upper hand, when I finally managed to pin her down with all my body weight. Her hands were underneath her back, and I straddled her legs making any movement impossible, while my hands kept her torso down and avoiding her sharp teeth at any cost. In a last show of dominance, I pushed her head to the left and pinned her onto the ground firmly, closing in on her neck, my teeth bared. She was snarling, but it was a feeble attempt to counter me. My whispered voice sealed the deal, and her body went limp underneath me "I won".
I was immensely pleased to see that she had put up a fight. Maybe we were not fundamentally different after all. She was shifting slightly underneath me and I felt her every curve press against me. After the thrill of the fight, another need was back full force, and I was going to claim her, not only as my partner but as my mate. She felt the change in the atmosphere as she looked up at me expectantly. Her hands had moved to lie over her head in the grass and I couldn't have imagined a more beautiful sight. She was ready for me, inviting me in, and I intended to take full advantage of it.
"Don't move your hands babygirl" she shivered and nodded, licking her lips in anticipation. That was all it took, my mouth was on hers in an instant, my hands groping and gripping what I could, shedding her clothes with barely a flick of my finger. The corset and top were soon disposed of and my Bella was lying in front of me, gloriously naked except for her socks and shoes. My Isabella. "Mine" I growled and gripped her thigh, spreading her open to my eyes. She was deliciously bare. I ran my finger slowly along her very exposed sex and she squirmed under my touch. We can't have any of that now, can we. "Babygirl, close your eyes and concentrate on what you feel. Let me explore you, your body. I want to know everything about you". She did as I asked and her eyelids fluttered shut.
I resumed my discovery of the goddess that lay before me and noted a small, heart-shaped patch of dark skin on her left inner thigh. I slowly traced the shot and Bella shivered. "Now what do we have here, my wonderful girl?" I spoke just loud enough for her to hear me and continued tracing the mark, making sure to arouse her even further. "It's... a birthmark" her breath was ragged. "It looks like I've found a sensitive spot here, my doll, one that I will explore in detail now". With those words I leaned in close to the apex of her thighs and blew a soft breath on the mark that stood out against her milky white skin. The shivers turned into trembling when I ran a nail over her special spot. My hands went to her hips and forced her body down at the same time my tongue dipped in to lick her there, the satisfied rumbling in her chest turning me on to no end. I was so close to her wetness that I couldn't stay away if my life depended on it.
Her startled gasp as my lips touched her nether ones was enough to encourage me and I dipped my tongue inside her to lap at her intimate fragrance. No blood in the world could ever compare, if I had ever been addicted to something, it paled in comparison to Bella and her taste. I could forever go without blood if I only meant I would feast on this gorgeous creature before me. Here I was, so enraptured by her reactions that it didn't even bother me when her hands came up to my head and pressed me more tightly against her burning center. I backed away a little to let my breath blow over her over sensitized labia. Isabella was moaning continuously now and I decided it was time to include her clit in the ministrations too. Her moans had turned to whimpers by now and I could feel from her emotions, as well as from her body's reactions, that she was seconds away from coming. In an attempt to throw her over the edge, I summoned my own lust and pushed it all at her, sending her over with a high pitched wail that made me glad we were so far away from the house. Before I had time to react, Bella had taken advantage of my lapse in concentration and had me pinned to the ground. Now she had the advantage and it was my head that connected with the floor in a thud. Like I did before, she also leaned in to my ear, but her promise is what threw me off.
Bella's POV
I had taken advantage of his momentary distraction and now had Jasper pinned under me, after having had the most mind-blowing orgasm ever. I was eager to return the favor and seeing Jasper's reaction at that was well worth overcoming the shame I had in telling him my plans out loud. I civically unbuttoned his shirt and he obligingly rolled to the side and let me remove it. Divested of the offending piece, he was totally bare and for the first time I allowed myself a closer look at his manhood standing proud and at attention. My, was he big. I wondered if I was going to be able to fit him into my mouth at all.
I gently raked my nails across his torso and was delighted to see his nipples pebble up. I couldn't resist the temptation and leaned down to take one into my mouth. Apparently, he liked that, judging from the way his hands were frantically gripping anything he could get a hold of. I smiled to myself and straddled his legs at knee level. His manhood was out of reach, but I figured I'd tease him a little first. My wetness had been dripping down my thighs before, and now his legs were starting to slick up as well. He didn't seem to be grossed out by that at all, sigh I really had lots of things to learn. The sex god below me was definitely a mouthwatering piece. My lust increased once more, and judging by the way his member twitched, Jasper was painfully aware of what direction my thoughts had taken. Man up, Cullen, you know you want it. My inner pep talk was thankfully over and I shivered in anticipation of the first taste as I bowed my head down, scooting a little lower on Jasper's legs so my face was now level with his groin.
He had the slightest happy trail leading from his navel to the golden blonde curls surrounding his beautiful cock. I relished being able to be so close to him, and I swallowed hard in anticipation at what I was about to do. First I only used a finger to gingerly touch his tip and was immediately rewarded with a low groan that made my insides melt and gave me the necessary courage to continue my explorations. A soft breath on his shaft caused him to twitch anew, and a small drop of precum leaked from the slit. My tongue was on him in an instant as I had my first taste of his essence. I moaned around him and his hands that had previously been occupied at ripping out the grass around us came to my head to encourage me, slowly guiding me deeper around his cock, instructing me in the rhythm he preferred. His taste in my mouth was simply incredible and before long I had adapted to his rhythm, inching a little closer to the base of him with every pass. I never knew how useful it was not to have a gag reflex and relished in that newfound knowledge. I could tell he was enjoying it by the constant moans vibrating through his chest. Becoming brave, I wanted to try something new and my hands went on exploring my man while my mouth was otherwise occupied. I cupped his balls in my hand and rolled them around, eliciting more groans from him. Slipping my finger into my mouth, I thoroughly wet it and proceeded to caress him with my nail only. He was twitching more and more and felt he was close to coming. I wasn't really expecting that initially but found myself too entranced to stop now. My wet finger ran around his perineum and that is when he lost it. His hands on the back of my head kept his manhood firmly encased in my mouth as he roared and, with three powerful thrusts, emptied himself into my mouth. I swallowed all of him and moaned around his cock at the same time, which was exciting him once again.
I was enjoying myself so I was a bit put off when he pulled me up, but I was soon rewarded with a deep, possessive kiss that I reciprocated eagerly.
Jasper POV
I was breathing hard. That was probably the first time in my life I came so hard. Wow. "You're an incredible woman my Isabella". Forcing my tongue into her mouth, I could faintly taste myself on her. It had been an unexpected turn of events when she went down on me, one which I had thoroughly enjoyed.
"I need you babygirl. Let me claim you, you're mine." I whispered over and over. My lust had not ebbed in the slightest, if anything it was only fueled by my need to be one with my Bella. She laid back down and pulled me on top of her, baring her neck for me. The submissive pose. I couldn't explain what this did to me, Instead, I just cupped her sex, wet once again and slightly slapped her on her most intimate area, enhancing her need just a notch. "Take me" she was whimpering. I loved how I could undo her with such a simple move. She was as much mine as I was hers. In response to her plea, I plunged into her in one deep stroke and howled my pleasure at finally being one. If I had thought I knew what sex and pleasure could be like, I realize now that I had never felt anything as deep and as intense, as being inside of Bella. I needed her more than blood, more than anything. And I needed to prove it, make it official. I needed to bite her, to make her mine. In a last bout of lucidity I remembered that this was our secret and in order to keep it that way I did the only thing I could: I bit her, right where Edward had bitten her before, imprinting my mark upon her, erasing the one that was put on her before.
She screamed, the small bout of pain numbed by the mind-blowing passion and love I sent her way and tumbled with me over the edge.
Mine. Forever.
Forever ?
A/N: Feel free to comment, I'd love to hear your thoughts on this one.