A/N: First of all Happy Newyear! This one is shorter than the others, but I am already working on the next one, so it won't take that long (I hope).

Damn she looks good today, scratch that she looks absolutely stunning! She is wearing a dark faded jeans with no back pockets giving me a great view of her lovely ass and a top which was a bit too short… every time she makes a move I can see a patch of her stomach or back. I want to touch it so badly but I can't plus I am having a hard time not to stare too much at her. I am already caught staring a few times while working this scene with her although she didn't say anything about it. Maybe she didn't notice or maybe she thinks you're just weird.

Over the weeks I have seen a different side of Sara, I don't know how it happened exactly, but I stopped pretending to hate her and she started to open up to me. She still refuses to go out with me or just have breakfast or whatever… I have asked her a couple of times, but no is the only answer I get. I don't know why but that's Sara, she has her reasons that doesn't mean she is going to share them. My feelings for her have changed too, I'm starting to care more and more for her. I instantly miss her when she's not around me anymore, I crave to hear her laugh and to see a twinkle in her eyes, I like to listen to her I could listen for hours to the sound of her voice, I think she has the most amazing voice I have ever heard.

And she always tells interesting things, I don't know where she keeps getting everything but that woman is a walking encyclopedia. Still every day she learns more, every scene teaches her something she didn't know before and she just stores it in her wonderful mind. Sometimes I catch her staring at me but when I question her about it she acts all evasive so I stopped doing that. Maybe she wasn't really staring, she was just lost in thought and didn't even notice me until I brought her back to reality. I like to watch her when she's in her working/thinking mode, I like it how her eyes narrow and her lips are pressed together, sometimes one of her eyebrows raises a bit and it's like everything around her just disappeared.

We worked a remote scene today and I complained about it several times until she gave me a candy bar to shut me up. When she handed it to me she just smirked and I had to get back at her, so when she asked for a mirror I couldn't help myself. At first she looked shocked but she quickly recovered and faked to be hurt. She is just plain cute when she is taken aback by a comment and her jaw drops to the floor. I'm smiling just remembering it.

'Cath, everything okay?' Now it's my turn to be brought back to reality, I jumped faintly when I heard her voice so close.

'Um…yeah f-f-fine.' I turn to look at her, she is grinning from ear to ear clearly amused by my flusteredness.

'Glad you're f-f-fine.' The grin turned into a full-blown smile.

'Sidle you think that's funny?' I advance towards her with the most serious face I can muster but her smile doesn't fade one bit.

'As a matter of fact, yes I do.'

I push her against the door and hold her in place with one hand on her chest, I look her up and down and still pretend to be mad at her 'Figured that and I'm not exactly pleased, now how are you going to make it up?'.

For a split second fear of what's going to happen flickers through her eyes and her smile is gone. 'What did you have in mind?' she asks, her voice a bit too husky. When she hears the tone of her own voice a blush creeps over her cheeks.

'Well, I'm having a party Thursday and you have to come.' It's not a question at all, I'm too afraid that she will turn the offer down if I would just ask her.

'Okay, what time do I have to be there?'

'Oh because you think you can just make fun with me I decided you could come really early and help me get everything in order. So let's see, you have to be there at 1.'

The blush increases and she doesn't look at me when she shyly replies 'Okay, I'll be there.'. She actually sounded relieved. What did she think I was going to make her do?