Chapter 4.
Next Day at Support Group.
Patrick starts off with saying "Happy Birthday Hazel!" Oh crap, I forgot it was my birthday! I reply "thank you Patrick." "Would you like to start off?" He asked "sure, Hey Everyone, I'm Hazel, I have Lung Cancer, that's why I have to carry around this stupid oxygen tank." I pause. Isaac just walked in. Awkward. I carry on "I'm doing ok, not my best day and I'm still grieving over him."
"Thank you Hazel" he says.
Isaac is trying not to look at me. The more he doesn't want me, the more I want him. I realise now that I love him.
Chapter 5.
After Support Group, I try to run to Isaac but then I see him. He is with Monica. They are kissing. I run home and cry my eyes out. How could he do this to me on my birthday?
I hate saying this but I think I'm jealous.
I decide to text Isaac.
I saw you with Monica today and it broke my heart seeing you with somebody else. I realise now that I do love you Isaac, I really do.
Love, Hazel Grace x
I sent it. Now I regret it. What if he says no? What if he says he doesn't wanna go out with me? Then my phone goes off. It's a text from Isaac.
Why are you doing this to me? Stop messing with my head! Do you love me or not.
Isaac x
That was not what I was expecting.
I love you.
Love, Hazel Grace x
My phone goes off again.
It's Isaac.
If you really love me, then yes, I love you too.
How about I take you out for dinner tonight? Carluccios at 7?
Love, Isaac x
I'm not sure what I should say! Get it together Hazel! Say yes!
I reply:
Okay. See you then.
Love you x
Hazel.