/3Yo FanFictoners! I'm so sorry I basically abandoned yall. But trust I was still reading stories. Also I will try to take that advice. Dang I just realized how many months I am back this story is. BTW I decided to stop using all real life experiences because it's so late and I can't remember all this so now I'm using a minimum of real and mostly my imagination. Disclaimer: Ally Carter owns all charters in GG. /3
Cammie's Pov
Yeah that was kind of harsh right? No! I'm still in my athletics clothes (Royal Blue shirt and Black shorts.) but I don't care until I finish what I went to do. If Macey wouldn't be so pissed off over me going out with Zach well we wouldn't be in this mess. But you know the thing that gets me? She's not even mad about that.
*recap*
"Wow Cam it was just last year that I freaking told you I liked Zach, but do you care? No! You've been obsessing with him and now all you are is his rebound girl." "Macey, really? Okay. You go out with NICK my guy best friend. But does that stop you from getting mad at a girl who actually plans to stay true to a guy?"
*End recap*
I walk very fast to Mr. Franklin's class. Tears running down my face and all and I don't like crying in front of people, but, I. Don't. Care. "Mr. Franklin I need Zach" I say clearly confused. Zach stands up very confused and Mr. Franklin calls both of us towards him. "Cameron what is going on?" Mr. Franklin tries to keep a stern voice but I could always get around that. "Mr. Franklin may I please steel him I need him. Please for me Mr. F?" Grant walks over looking at me with that look that we always use that means 'what the fuck is wrong with you and who do I need to kill?' "Grant I'll tell you later." "Go ahead Miss Morgan and Sit down Mr. Morgan." I mumbled and took Zach's hand pulling him outside in the back of the gym.
Tears still running down my face. I drop my bag and stare at him. "What's wrong Cammie?" he asks while he tries to give me a hug. I step away. "Is it true?" "Okay Cammie. Please be more specific because I have no idea what you are talking about." "Am I your rebound girl?" "What?" "Is the only reason you're going out with me because I was there after you broke up with Cindy? So you can say that I can lose one and get a new one? That I was just desperate enough to go out with you? Is it to make Cindy jealous?" Zach hesitates, like he has to think, before saying no. That's all I needed that fidget, hesitation, whatever you want to call it. I did what I seem to be best at lately, I. Ran. Away.
"Damn Cammie wait!" I don't have time for it. I run while texting my limo driver to not pick me up today. Tears running down my face. I'm not crying because I'm sad, I'm crying because I'm pissed. I go back into gym so I can change clothes. I ignore Cindy and her group laughing. I ignore Maceys death stare which trust me I probably would have died if I didn't ignore it. I ignore Zach running in the girls' gym class behind me. I ignore Cindy saying "Zach baby you don't need that bitch." I ignore Zach telling her to stfu. I ignore Bex and Liz yelling at me to go over there. I ignore the fact that I almost fell down the locker room stairs on the way up. I ignore every sound as I get dressed in 10 seconds on the dot. (I was taking off my shirt and shoes on the way up). I ignore Zach running around the locker room trying to find me. I ignore Zach as he is two steps behind me on my way down the locker room stairs. I try to ignore him as he grabs my hand and spins me around. "Cammie! " Zach yelled. I just looked at him tears keep running down my face. I really don't care that he sees me crying seeing me hurt. I don't care that Cindy probably thinks I'm weak. Teenager Post: She's not crying because she's weak, she's crying because she's been strong too long. He let go of my hand taking a breath. Big mistake.
I run away. I leave Zach. Yes I run to the animal shelter. Zach is still at school. I run. I seem to be good at that today. I just run. Until I get there. "Hey squirt what are you doing here?" Abby asks as the door opens, then she sees my face. She walks and grabs her spinney chair, sits down, and motions for me to sit. I sit on the floor in front of her legs. She and I just sit there. She plays with my hair and I cry. I love Aunt Abby. She is the only person to this day who can make me feel better without doing anything. We stay like that for an hour. A puppy in the back starts barking. I get up take out my phone go to my music plug in my head phones. I'm done crying. Teenager post: Cry as hard as you want to, just make sure when you stop crying you never cry for the same reason. I walk and check on the puppy. You see Abby runs this shelter differently than any other shelter. I'll explain later on how it is but I'm not in the mood. Turns out his bowl was just empty. So I refill his bowl and walk out. "Thanks Aunt Abby." "Anytime squirt, if u ever want to talk about what happened come on back or walk to the house. You know Joe and I live close enough to yall." "Okay Abby I will."
On my walk home I listen to these songs and they are like super sad but I don't feel like changing them. Teenager Post: DEPRESSED? Earphones in. Volume up. Ignore the whole Damn world…. So yeah that's basically what I do as I walk home. It's like a 30minute walk. I have no idea what's going on around me. All I know is Macey called me 10 times Bex called 5, Liz called 4 times, Nick called 10 times, Zach called 13 times, Grant called 15 times, and I had about 56 text total which I'm ignoring until later. They can wait. I mean Macey is probably calling to go off on me. Bex is probably calling to support Macey. Liz is probably calling to find out where I am. Nick is calling to be Nick the best friend. Zach is calling for who knows what. Grant is calling to check on his baby sister and murder whoever he needs to (I'm not joking we know where to hide the body and everything) and the text messages are from everyone who knows what's going on. I'm not even going to go inside. No. I'm hoping the fence and going to my swing set that we used to play on all the time and just set on a swing listening to music. Fucking Perfect by pink was playing. Damn Grants calling.
"Hello"
"What happened?" Grant yells
"Damn Grant that's my ear."
"Your ear will live now as for other people I don't know. So where are you?"
"Home"
"No you're not I'm in your room."
"Look out the window"
"Oh come here"
"What G?" I ask while putting my phone on the charger. "What happened Cammie?" "Ask Zach, Macey, Liz, Cindy, her group, and your girlfriend. I'm pretty sure you'll hear a lot of stuff and then you can choose what you want to believe. Now get out I have to do something." As soon as he leaves I close the door, lock it, blast my music and read my text messages. Basically they said stuff like slut, really Cam r u that desperate? Cam we got to talk! Answer your phone, etc. Wow you know what I'm going to sleep even if it's only 8 I am going to sleep. I take an extra-long shower put on my grey jogging pants and a purple undershirt and lay down.
Its 9am I walk to my closet and look for something to wear. I disabled the cameras as soon as I woke up so yeah I'm done with that. I also found a mini camera on my mirror I wonder how that got there. I find my favorite outfit: lime green really short shorts (so short that the jacket is longer than It.), teal & lime green halter top, lime green and teal sandals, my teal aero jacket and my matching earrings. My hair is done with lose curls and I have my teal coach purse to go with it. "Morning everyone". I saying coming down the stairs, while zipping up my jacket. Damn! I stop and look at the bottom of my stairs. Freak he's still here. I mean he just got here like 2 days ago but still. So I grab a Special K bar and walk out the door. I'm about to walk to school when Grant pulls me towards the limo. "No Grant I'm walking" "No Cammie even if Zach is there you still have to ride. I mean what are you going to do when you're In Ms. M's class? You sit in between him and me. Also why the hell didn't you tell me about y'all?" Whoa first Grant is making sense and he is using correct grammar. I say "Ever what Grant and because my friends didn't want to let me say anything and if I told you, you would have told Bex." (AN: Ever what: Whatever backwards just something that my friends and I do also other words so if something doesn't make sense than that's why) I get in the limo and listen to music while looking out the window the whole time. No talking from me which trust me rarely happens. Also no one really knows that I'm wearing my favorite outfit. I feel Zach looking at me the whole way Teenager Post: I wonder what you're thinking about when you're looking at me.
I walk into class early for once and ask Ms. what we are doing today. I'm all hyper and over happy which btw I'm so not. Teenager Post: I'm sad, hurt, angry, mad disappointed. But you know what? I'll put on a happy face and move on. It will hurt but, I will survive… Apparently are watching a movie and it doesn't have anything to do with our grades. I take off my jacket and talk to Ms. M over the computer on her desk. Josh walks in and goes "Dang Cammie your shorts are short" Causing everyone that's in the class right now to look (stare) Well I'm pissed already and I live by my motto (Carpe Diem) {AN: I read a fan fiction for the Clique by Cliquefan4eva who inspired me with that motto also I went to urban dictionary} "Dang Josh you sure do know a lot about short shorts. I mean I know you know a lot about things that come small. I mean big things come in small packages but you're very tall for someone our age so I guess small things come in big packages. " I say, hey it means seize the day so I did, I think. He just turns away while the class laughs and Ms. M tries to hold one in. I see Zach staring up my shorts so I turn to him and say something I read Lisa Harrison say "Zach did I ask you to take my temp?" "No?" "Then why are you all up my butt?"
The class was doing that thing where everyone goes ooohhhh but of course 'miss I'm too good for you' had to say something. Cindy, I may look happy but this isn't the time to mess with me "Oh wow Cammie you know you enjoy Zach looking up your ass. Just like you enjoy being his rebound girl. Take advice from the girl who went out with Zach and is currently going out with Josh" "Shut the hell up Cindy. Hold up one second and then you continue saying shit but watch what you say sweetie because Karma's my sister and we're both bitches." I turn towards Zach. "So Zach how far did you go with Cindy?" "1st base" he says with no hesitation. It's true. "Now I don't remember a lot of things but didn't we, Zach, get to 2nd almost 3rd?" "Yes" he says his eyes looking like where are you going with this? "Well ladies and gentlemen who decided to watch this because you have nothing better to do, oh and Cindy, I'm no genius but isn't the 'shot' supposed to try and make it in before the rebound? I mean the shot had a lot more time. Because the way I'm seeing it Zach didn't put much effort into first shot but put a lot of effort into making that rebound. Even though his team mate crushed that and made the rebound go bye bye" Yeah I said a lot and I think we can all translate what that means. "Shut up Cammie you make it sound like were playing with a bunch of aggressive sweaty boys" she says in an ew voice "I don't know about you Cindy but I like playing with boys especially when they're aggressive and sweaty. I thought you did too or did Miss WBA trade teams?" "Whatever Cameron" "Ever what." I correct while steeling Zach's smirk and she storms out the room. Cammie start the movie Ms. M says "Okay" I call after her running after Cindy.
Laughing, I sit on my desk in the back and listen to music. The song I don't want you back by Eamon was playing when I get a text from Zach: Nice Gallagher Girl I look at him, and see him smirking at me. I turn up my music and listen to the lyrics, *Fuck what I said it don't mean shit now*, I look at my phone and hit delete. *Fuck all the kisses they didn't mean jack* I make my music louder for him to hear clearer. *Fuck you, you hoe I don't want you back* He looks like he was paying attention to the movie the whole time.*you thought…You could…keep this shit from me, yeah. Ya burnt bitch. I heard the story.* Unfortunately Grant heard the song. He looked at me and sent a text that said
Really? Nice choice in songs but that's kind of harsh isn't it?
No it isn't. I didn't make the lyrics, I just agree with them.
Ever what.
BRDING! Good I didn't want to be in there much longer. I get my stuff and walk out the class. I walk around and look out at the view. Our town may not be big but there is an awesome view outside. "Hey" "What are you doing up here?" "Nice way to say hi to your best friend" "Okay?" I sat down and got on my computer to start adding more music to my phone and plugging in my phone into my IHome and blasting the song Trust issues by Drake. "Depressed huh?" "No!" "Cam it's me the one you taught how to read every emotion and this" he motions towards the IHome *you're the only one 'because I don't trust these bitches…* "means you're depressed." "Okay even if I am why you are here, shouldn't you be in the café with your gf?" I say making sure to make your louder than the other words. "I don't always want to sit with her at lunch" "Nick" I say using his own method against him "It's me, the only person besides your close family that knows that Preston is your cousin" "Fine damn it's just I don't want you and Macey fighting. You're my best friend and she is my girlfriend." "NMP so you're just going to have to talk to her becau-"BRDING! "We'll talk later" he says quickly while going down first which means I had time to get my phone and stop it from playing fucking perfect by Pink and put my stuff up. I walk to Honors Algebra great I sit at a table with Bex, Macey, and Liz, Great! To top it all off I'm late.
Note the sarcasm. I walk in and sit down. "Hi Cam" they all say. WTF? Just yesterday they- and then-"Hi?" I say totally confused "Why the confused face Cam?" "Just yesterday yo-. " "That was yesterday Cam. I'm so sorry I went off on you like that I was just mad you didn't tell me yet you told Nick MY boyfriend so I was pissed and then you got Zach and I remembered last year we were trying to get him with me and then you fell for him an-." "Shut up Macey" I say with an angry voice. I laugh at her expression "I forgive you okay? Wow Mace you should have seen your expression!" "Okay next plan get Zach back for hurting you" said Bex and trust me I would hate to be Zach. "What about Cin-" "Cammie here took care of her in 1st I heard she was crying since Cammie dissed her and went farther than her with Zach" We all laughed and said our saying "Karma's my sister and we're both bitches." We all say finishing at the same time. We planned completely ignoring Mr. Franklin all class and boy after school with all our friends over on the side of the house with the game and most importantly media room. While the parents were planning and telling their kids to be ready in 5 hours 32 minutes 45 seconds and 13 milliseconds Bex, Liz, Macey and I were getting in position for our plan to begin. But what kind of plan could happen at a movie night?
So yeah some song lyrics of some of my favorite 'my heart is broken' songs and I tried to make it more interesting also please can someone please tell me what OOC means? I've been on Fan fiction for like 8 months and been reading them for over 2 years and yet I still have no idea what it means thanks. Other Disclaimers: Credit to Tumblr, Drake, Eamon, and Pink
-Carpe Diem-
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