WEDNESDAY APRIL 2 2025

7:40 Am

Spencer and I have been fighting a lot lately and I am getting real tired of it and I hate how we are fighting in front of the kids too. I just don't know what to do anymore but just head back home to Denver. Maybe we just need time apart or maybe we just need to be apart for good. Will we get better or will we just get worst?

"Mom, please let me come with you. I don't want to be left with Dad." Heather pleaded as I finished packing.

"Heather, we have already discussed it. You and Luke have to stay because you guys still have school and I will bring Ella and Land because they need me."

"But I need you too! When will you be back?"

"To be honest I don't know, whenever your dad and I get on better terms I guess."

"But what if you won't? Will you guys split up or something?"

I stopped what I was doing and walked over to her. "I don't know Sweetie. But I do know whatever happens we love you and your siblings very much and that won't ever change. Now please finish getting ready for school."

She nodded and walked out. As she walked out Spencer walked in. I just ignored him and continued packing.

"Teddy." He said breaking the silence. "You don't need to do this."

"Spencer what you don't understand is that I do. We keep fighting and I absolutely hate it, and I'm not even happy anymore. We just need time apart."

"Teddy, we can work things out, just please don't go."

"Spencer, it's final. The twins and I are flying today while the older two stay with you."

"Fine whatever have a nice trip and don't say I didn't try to work things out with you!" He yelled storming out.

"Ugh! This is exactly what I'm talking about Spencer!" I yelled back.

After finishing packing, I went down carrying the twins with my suite case and I placed the twins on the floor so I could hug both Heather and Luke bye.

"Mommy please don't go." Luke begged as I hugged my son.

"I know Baby, but I have to."

"No you don't Mom. Please don't go or take me with you!"

"Heather, we've been through this a thousand of times, you can't come because of school. Now be good for your father kay?"

Luke nodded as he let go of my legs.

"I'm not making any promises Mom."

I picked up the twins and headed towards the door. "Alright well I love you guys."

"Love you too." Both Heather and Luke said.

I gave them a smile and left the house heading to my car. I put the twins in their car seat and our things in the car and headed to the airport. I was crying all the drive to the airport because this is really hard for me to do. But it's probably for the best. It's not healthy for the kids to have two fighting parents, but it's also not healthy for them to have one. I just don't know anymore.

When I got to the airport, I saw paparazzi taking photos of me as I carried the twins into the airport as someone walked in front of me with our luggage. Next I will see in the magazines, "Spencer and Teddy are Separated." Whatever, I just have to deal with it I guess.

When we landed in Denver, I had my brother PJ pick me and the twins up.

"Thanks for picking us up PJ." I said as I placed the twins in the back.

"No problem Sis. So how are you?"

"Let's see, I'm not happy and my husband and I are constantly fighting. So how do you think I am?" I said as I sat next to him in the passenger seat in the front.

"Are you guys going to get a divorce or try to work things out? I remember when you guys were all happy and in love. What happened?"

"I don't know, I don't know, and I don't know. I don't know anything anymore, but I guess I should have seen this coming. Like were we actually going to last?"

"Well I thought you guys were going to last. I mean you guys seemed so happy the last time I saw you."

"We were, but that was like four months ago during Christmas. It all just started to happen at the beginning of last month. Can we just stop talking about this?"

"Right, so I'm taking you to Mom's right?"

I nodded staring out the window.

When we got to my parents, PJ helped bring in my suite cases as I carried the twins in. As we walked in, I saw our mom sitting on the couch talking to Spencer's mother.

I had a confuse look on my face as I stood in the entry way with the twins in my arms.

"Teddy, why are you—Oh hi." PJ said.

"Hey guys." Mom said.

"Hi, umm… W-What are you doing here Linda?" I asked as I placed the twins on the floor.

"Oh well I wanted to see what's up with you kids."

"Why don't you just go ask your son because I really don't want to talk about it?" I said walking out of the room heading down to my old room.

A couple hours later as I laid in my bed, I saw my younger sister Charlie walking down to see me.

"Hey Teddy." She said in a perky tone walking over to me.

I sat up into bed and forced a smile on my face. "Hey Char."

"Scoot over. I wanna lay with my sissy." She said smiling.

I scooted over and she got in bed right next to me.

"So are you excited you are turning 16 in two weeks?"

"Yeah, so is Spencer still going to perform at my party?"

"I don't know you have to ask him, but I rather not see him."

"What is up with you guys anyways?"

"I don't know… You are just too young to understand and I really don't want to talk about it. I came here to forget about him and everything and so far everyone wants to know what is up."

She leaned over and gave me a hug. "Then I won't bother you about it."

I gave a little smile and played with her hands. "Now let's not talk about me and my problems. I wanna know what's up with my little sis. How is your driving coming along?"

"I drive good and all, but dad, he doesn't want to take me out driving ever and is like you won't be getting your license for your birthday because you don't drive good."

"Ha, I remember when he was like that with me. I secretly went driving with Mrs. Dabney. He just doesn't want his last daughter to grow up, especially with how fast I grew up."

After talking for a bit, Charlie headed up since she needed to do her homework and I was left in my room with the twins now with me. I started to cry again as I sat on my bed looking at them. I was thinking how this could end up my life, living in the basement of my parent's house with my kids. What kind of life is that? Certainly not a life I want, but at least I would be happy right? Wouldn't I be happy?

SO, LIKE I SAID I WOULD DO SOMETHING YOU WOULDN'T LIKE AND DO THIS TO TEDDY AND SPENCER, SO REVIEW AND TELL ME WHAT YOU THINK ABOUT WHAT I DID. KAY BYE!