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Sebastian didn't lose him temper frequently but at least once a year the young earl would find himself in a situation over his butler's knee squirming and crying until he was freed. And every time he would look up at Sebastian and feel embarrassment and anger run through him but he'd forgive the butler immediately. It was painful but something about it made him want it to happen again and again…
It was already late in the afternoon and Ciel was reading while Sebastian was away getting things done that he couldn't do late at night. Ciel couldn't help but fanaticize while he was reading a book that was not rated for children, that Sebastian told him not to read. But he didn't care. He continued to read the graphic novel and couldn't stop being interested in what was described. In the book a woman continuously disobeyed until she got punished, but she did it purposely, which confused the boy and led him to be more curious.
"She loved but hated the feeling of being punished, the embarrassment turned her on…" Ciel murmured under his breath as he read out loud.
He began to grow curious of this. As he heard the front door open he quickly put the book back where he found it and hurried back to his desk, to look as though he had been working the entire time. After a couple moments Sebastian walked into the bedroom bearing tea and set it down in front of his young master.
"Do you need anything?" Sebastian asks with a warm smile. Upon looking up at the butler Ceils face turns pale as he remembers his vulgar thoughts from earlier and looks down to the floor. "No, I'm fine."
"Okay, I'll go prepare dinner, young master."
Soon it was seven o'clock which was the time for dinner. Ciel sat at the table and was soon served by Sebastian. He took a bite and accidentally let out a small noise of enjoyment. Sebastian heard and looked over at Ciel with amusement as if to tease him. After dinner, the boy was given a bath and helped to get ready for bed. Ciel looked around the room since he couldn't sleep, all he could do was fantasize about Sebastian punishing him. He couldn't understand why he wanted that. It hurt, made him cry, and embarrassed him but he wasn't thinking correctly. Should I do something? Like the woman in the book… Ciel continuously thought but he went back and forth between the two options, scared to pick one. What could I even do to make him that mad? Ciel kept thinking. It was rare that Sebastian got that mad, especially when it had something to do with him. He was too forgiving.
Ciel eventually found himself lifting out of bed and sneaking downstairs, making sure to avoid running into Sebastian. He looked around to find something to get into, and found himself opening the main door to go outside. He barely managed to shut the door before Sebastian came right behind him.
"Young master, what are you doing?" Sebastian asked worried. "Uh… N-Nothing I want to go outside!" Ciel nervously said.
But that was a fail as he found himself being guided back up to his bedroom, put back in bed, and left alone. For some reason Ciel found his adrenaline pumping and he got excited. He started thinking about what had led him to be punished before, which led him to getting back out of bed and into the kitchen for sweets. He pulled out a muffin and started eating it, making sure to take his time to get caught. And soon enough he was.
"Young master, what has gotten into you tonight? Are you feeling well?" Sebastian was clearly only worried, not angry at all. "I'm fine." Ciel said, somewhat pouting.
But again, he found himself back in bed. Dammit, what else did I get punished for? Ciel tried to think and remembered the drinking. That was the worst punishment he had received, he wasn't sure if he wanted it that hard but it was worth a try. He quickly ran to the basement where the wine cellar was and grabbed a few bottles, one white and one red, and quickly ran out the door to the barn across the street making sure to be extra quiet.
It had been a few hours and Ciel was feeling it quite harshly. He stumbled around the barn playing with the pigs. Soon he was filthy, drunk, and cold. Even so, he seemed to be having the time of his life, completely forgetting the purpose of drinking in the first place.
Back at the house Sebastian had gotten everything done that needed to be done and soon walked up the stairs to start Ceils daily routine. He walked into the room with the tea and a snack and set it on the table then opened the blinds.
"Young master, it's time to wake-." Sebastian started to speak as he turned and noticed he was gone. Sebastian quickly ran around the house, checking every spot he could have been and began to worry. He asked the other servants if they had seen him but they had no idea.
Ciel soon woke up on top of a lump of hay with drool and throw up all over the place. Crap… Ciel began to worry. Should I walk back home? I'll definitely get it now. Ciel wasn't in the mood anymore and realized his stupid mistake. He slowly walked back to the house, making sure to drag his feet. Soon he was in front of Sebastian who quickly opened the door as Ciel walked up to it. Their eyes met for a moment before Ciel realized the color.
"Se-Sebastian I'm so -" Ciel began but was interrupted by Sebastian quickly picking him up and putting him down in the bathroom. The butler stayed quiet as he filled the tub. Ciel quickly undressed out of his disgusting clothes and waited for the okay before submerging himself in the water.
"Where were you? What were you doing?" Sebastian began questioning the earl which led Ciel to become anxious. "I- uhm… was at the barn." Ciel hesitantly said quietly. Silence filled the room once again as Sebastian washed Ciel and his hair. As soon as Ciel was finished drying off he quickly tried to get dressed but Sebastian picked him up and led him to the desk.
"Wait Sebastian- I want to explain!" Ciel yelled as he was bent over the desk and pinned there. But Sebastian again ignored his young masters wishes. "Young master, I do remember already punishing you for drinking without permission, apparently not hard or efficiently enough." Sebastian lectured.
CRACK! Ciel bucked forward and shrieked out from the sudden pain on his bottom. "OW! Sebastian what is that!" He asked and tried to turn to look but couldn't see far enough since Sebastian held him still. "Count them, Young master. You'll be receiving twenty." Sebastian calmly informed him.
CRACK! "No! Ow! Stop! Don't use a weapon!" Ciel cried out. He could hear Sebastian snickering. CRACK! CRACK! CRACK! Ciels cries were heard throughout the entire mansion by this point and dark red lines were imprinted from the cane.
"Young Master, your twenty hasn't started since you haven't been counting." Sebastian informed Ciel. "Please stop! I'm sorry…" Ciels whelped and cries while covering his face.
CRACK! "One!" CRACK! "Two!" CRACK! "T-Three! Oww!" CRACK! CRACK! CRACK! CRACK! CRACK! CRACK! CRACK! CRACK! CRACK! CRACK! CRACK!
Ciel face was entirely covered in tears and snot and he choked on his words. Sebastian let him up early and Ciel tried to back away from Sebastian until he grabbed his arm. "We aren't done, young master. That was just the first part." Sebastian said. Ciel looked shocked and confused. "NO! I can't take anymore!" Ciel struggled as Sebastian led him to the bed. "Sebastian! Sebastian!" The butler stopped to look at the child who was acting out more than ever. Ciel took a minute to catch his breath and try to relax but then was again drug towards the bed and placed over Sebastian's lap to continue the spanking.
Ciel grabbed Sebastian's leg and braced himself still crying. SMACK! SMACK! SMACK! SMACK! SMACK! SMACK! SMACK! SMACK! SMACK! SMACK! After twenty more smacks with his hand Sebastian was done. Ciels cries had gone silent and he could only tell he was crying buy looking at his body moving and hiccuping between tears and cries. Ciel was lifted up and placed in front of Sebastian. Sebastian's face still stayed calm but looked upset and irritated.
"Sebastian! Let me explain… I – I purposely did something to make you mad… to get you to punish me… but just because I was curious why I – I liked it when you did. But that was too hard. I didn't want that." Ciel couldn't believe what he was embarrassingly spurting out to his Butler. Sebastian immediately reached out to grab Ciel again. Ciel braced himself for another punishment but instead was immerged in a hug.
"Sebastian?" Ciel said confused. The butler didn't say anything for a while. "Next time young master, if you want something from me just ask. I'll do anything for you." Sebastian whispered in his ear and licked it. Ciels face turned red as Sebastian began kissing up and down his neck.
"Young master, I didn't know you were such a masochistic little kitten." Sebastian smiled as he teased Ciel. "Shut up!" Ciel yelled before Sebastian stuck his tongue into his mouth.
"You're making me this way, by all the punishments you give me!" Ciel says as he looks away.
"Don't worry, you'll be my master in the day, and I'll be yours at night." Sebastian smiles at Ciel and licks his lips.
"What does that mean Sebastian?"
"You'll see, young master."