clary's pov
when I got back jace was asleep. so I crawled in bed and curled up next to him.
eventually I drifted off to sleep.
I woke up to shrieking. i walk into the nursery and go over to the crib to pick up the baby.
when I peek in the baby is gone. i go into a panic and start running around the institute looking for any sign of my baby until I get to the training room.
i see a hooded figure with a sereph blade in his hand. when he turns around i see my baby in his arm and him staring down towardsit.
he raises his head and I almost drown in fear. "jace" I scream. Sebastian takes my hair the same hand as the sereph blade. "shut up bitch" he says "izzy...alec" i scream but no one comes. "i said shut up" he says pulling my gair harder.
"please just put my baby down and I will do whatever you want please" I say "no little sister you see you are going to do what I want weather I put this thing down or not" he says
he throws me to the ground and puts the tip of the sereph blade to my neck and looks me dead in the eye.
"goodbye little sister" he says and the he drives the sereph blade straight through my throat
I wake up gasping for air. i feel arms wrapped around me and I go into a panic. i try to get away.
the arms get tighter and harder. "clary it's ok. clary it's me." someone says in a voice i recognize. "let me go" i say but i struggle a little less but don't stop.
"it's me jace" he says. i stop struggling completely. "jace?" i ask trying to hold back the tears. "yes it's me. you're ok. it was just a nightmare"
I sigh with relief and turn over to look at jace. he looks worried from what i can see of him in the darkness. "are you ok?" he asks.
"yea I'm fine" I say
Izzy's pov
I wake up to the baby screaming and Simon telling me it's my turn. i get out of bed barly conscious.
when I get to the nursery I peek into the crib and I scream in horror at what I see.
my baby isn't in the crib. i run back to my room to get Simon and when I get there he is gone. i search for someone for what seems like hours.
I keep screaming for someone but eventually my screams just turn to dogs as I cry.
no one is here to help or to do anything and I can't take the loneliness.
I wake up gasping and in a sweat. i feel Simon's chest against my cheek and his arms wrapped around my waist.
it comforts me but not enough for me to get back to sleep.
I sneak to the infirmary because it just seems to help me sleep.
when I get there I find clary sitting on a bed and drawing in her sketchbook.
"hi" she said without lifting her head from the sketchbook
"hi" I say walking over to sit with her. "couldn't sleep either?" i ask "something like that" she says still drawing.
I watch her look critically at her work then she tears out the page and hands it to me.
I see a beautiful little dark haired baby with striking blue eyes like Alec's, laying on something that looks like a silk sheet. obove it's head are various makeup items and down by its foot is a pile of comics.
"it's what I imagine you and Simon's baby to look like" she says and I'm completely shocked because I imagined the same thing.
"this is gorgeous but haven't you imagined your own?" i ask nosily
"yea i drew me and jace's earlier see" she says pulling flipping threw the sketchbook and showing me a drawing
I see a beautiful baby with golden curly hair and gorgeous emerald green eyes. the baby is teathing on a stele and it is the most adorable thing i have ever seen.
"this is amazing" I say. i start crying. silently. i look up to find clary in tears. "oh my gosh clary what's wrong" i ask
"nothing" she says and I can tell she's lying "stop that and tell me the truth" i say sternly. she looks at me with pained eyes.
"im just scared of what my mom is going to say and of raising a baby. what's wrong with you?" she asks
"i guess I'm having the same problem" we wrap our arms around each other and cry in each other's arms.
Simon's pov
I wake up to find that Izzy is gone. i get up and start wandering through the institute looking for her.
eventually I find jace looking for clary in the kitchen and we join each other in our search.
jace's pov
I wake up to clary rustling and whimpering. she wakes up out of breath and trying to run away.
I hold her tight in attempt to sooth her "clary it's ok. clary it's me" I say trying to help her calm down. "let me go" she says but I can tell she is calming down.
"it's me jace" I say and she stops fighting "jace?" she asks in a cracking voice "yes it's me. your ok. it was just a nightmare"
she rolls over to look at me and she looks like she is in pain "are you ok?" i ask "yea I'm fine" she says. i know she's lying bbut i can tell she doesn't want to talk right now so I nod and hold her tight until I accedently fall asleep.
I wake up and clary is gone. i start looking around for her and i find Simon looking for Isabelle.
we start looking together and eventually we find both of the girls in the infirmary crying in each other's arms.
we walk over to them and I take clary in my arms and Simon puts Izzy's head in his lap.
"what's wrong baby" I ask "I just can't jace. I'm scared" she sobs "scared of what sweetheart" I ask.
i can't stand to see her in pain or being scared. usually clary can look a problem in the face and laugh at it even if she is petrified on the inside.
but now she doesn't even want take a glance.
"I'm scared of what my mom will say or that something will go wrong" she says still cry. "i won't let anything go wrong clary i promise and your mother will come around" I say soothingly
"jace" she says sniffing. "promise me you won't leave" she says and I am so shocked I laugh
"clary i couldn't leave you if my life depended on it" I say and I mean every word. "promise?" she asks "i swear to the angel raziel" I say
I kiss her forehead and she manages to stop crying.
Izzy's pov
I lay my head on Simon's lap and cry. "Izzy what's going on?" he asks "nothing" I say honestly "I'm crying because clary was and I'm an emotional trainwreck" I say "are you serious?" he asks failing to hide a laugh
"shut up" I say and he quiets down. he takes my face in his hands and lifts my head so he can kiss my cheeks lovingly
clary's pov
I eventually stop crying and start smiling at jace's loving kisses.
I hear a bang and all of us turn towards the noise.
I see magnus standing in the door way "you all need to get your emotions under control and go to sleep" he says and stalks off with a puff of glitter falling to the floor behind him
I honestly just completely forgot to update so I finished this part and that's why it's short. it's just been a long week and I havny had time to write but things are slowing down so I won't forget again I promise