I don't know if anyone will notice so heres a heads up. I changed the summary of the story. Before it said "Before Asylem". Now i want to put it Before "Home" now. Or at least Before the end with the appearance of their father. Sorry for the confusion. Pretend their dad hadn't been seen since the first episode LOL
Ok well.. ANYWAYS! I see i got over 1000 Hits for the story! So for all the silent reviewers I hope you are liking it so far! And to my Reviewers i have a little message below for you! Thank you for your reviews!
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After taking his last bite of pie, Sam sighed and reached over to the cold glass of milk sitting in front of him. This was probobably the first homemade thing he had eatin in possibly years. Him and Jess were so busy with school and such that they enjoyed dining out more often then not. He had never complained about it once but now that he was tasting honest to goodness home cooking he coudln't help but feel a tad jealous towards the people that have this to come home to everyday.
After wiping his milk mustache off, Sam leaned back in the kitchen chair and rested his eyes back on Tracy. He had thought she had been watching him eat but after looking at her closely she was intently staring at a spot on the kitchen table.
"Thank you." Sam said in a small attempt to get her attention back and draw her out of the little "World" she slipped into.
Tracy inhaled deeply and refocused her eyes on the young man at her kitchen table.
"Its no problem. Its good to have company..."
"It was honestly the best thing I've eaten in a long while."
"Ha..." She laughed sarcasticlly. "You don't have to try and flatter me or anything."
"I'm not! I was being sincere." Sam got a little defensive that his intentions were misconstrued.
"Look... Sam? I apologize if I say some extremly bitchie things to you or anything like that. I understand you are here to help me... and I called you. But I'm not very use to hanging out with people. I'm a pretty closed off person and it seems the only people I'm close to were taken from me. So any time she notice me being disrespectful or say something rude... Call me on it. I can take it."
Sam had let his jaw drop at the woman in front of him. She was extremly hard. She was closed off alright. This girl was more of a loner then his brother. Sam liked to categorize Dean as the "Sad Independant." He would sit there and talk about how hot a girl was and be his charming self with women he was around but in all honesty Dean seemed to find it difficult to connect with anyone, not just girls. He would risk his life saving them and honestly care about each one but not know how to show it or accept emotion back.
Sam involuntarily shook his head slightly in an attempt to get rid of the thoughts of his brother.
"I can do that." He replied finally.
"Good... Well I'm really tired. I waited up all night for you... so if you don't mind i'm going to take a nap. I have a guest bedroom if you don't have someplace to stay."
"Actually I don't. I haven't thought that far yet."
"Well its yours if you want it."
Tracy slowly slid her chair away from the table and paused a moment before standing up. She looked back up at Sam and tried her best to genuinely smile.
"Thank you for coming to help me. I'm not entirely sure what exactly it is you do to handle these things but... I trust you and have faith that you can help. I guess I knew it when you walked in the door."
Sam didn't say a word as she finally stood up still looking him in the eye.
"We're not so different you and I Sam... We have both lost so much.. including or Family and friends. We've both been walking around blind... and alone Sam... Hopefully now together we can help each other find our way."
Tracy placed a hand on Sam's shoulder and then walked for the kitchen door. Sam sat for a while after she had went up to bed just thinking of everything. He was so very tired physically but his mind wasn't done doing laps around his skull.
The pressure was on now. Not only did he have to do this for his brother... But Tracy was suddenly just as important as well.
Jennifer watched silently through the glass as the man she had become oddly attached to was guided into a very large machine. She could hear faint clicks from the other side of the heavy glass as the machine took multiple pictures of the young mans brain.
She didn't know how long she had been standing there but was shaken from her vigel when a hand gently touched the forearm of one of her crossed arms.
"Jenn are you sure you don't want to wait in my office or somewhere more comfortable?" Doctor Koff said concerned about the girl.
"Yes i'm sure."
"He's not fully your responsiblity Jenn. You don't have to sacrifice your well being. If he was awake he'd feel the same way."
"You think so?"
"Well I have no idea about this man but anyone can tell you haven't been eating or sleeping right since his cousin up and left him here. Look Jenn... I feel bad too about it but... This happens. This man will never wake up again. Even if theres anything on these tests I honestly doubt that it will be much. The last tests were pretty straight foreward. He's lost hun. He may be a handsome man and you may feel sorry for him but don't hurt yourself too much over him. Its just..."
"Not worth it.. I get it." Jenn Interuppted. She was getting sick of this lecture from everyone. Even though Dr. Koff was being a whole lot more fierce in her words then others she certainly had pushed her point.
"I just want you to look at things realistically Jennifer."
"I understand and I am. I just don't want the guy to be alone."
"Well... fine. Anyways we are pretty much done here. I already called for an orderly to help bring him back up to bed and hook him back up. You can go home now ok? think of it more as an order."
"Yes Ma'am..."Jennifer replied a little too sarcasticly.
The Doctor nodded stiffly and walked out with the results from the scans under her arm.
Jenn sighed and gave out a huff. The orderly's that were called had arrived and were in the process of lifting Sam up and moving him onto a gurney.
"Screw that." She snipped outloud. She had decided... She was gonna stay with Sam a little while longer tonight. Maybe... just maybe... Doctor Koff would find something and she wanted to be here for it. Something told her she should stay... and thats what she was gonna do.
Jenn settled back into the chair next to the young man's bed after fixing his blankets gently.
She may only be 23... But she had been through a lot in her life. Losing her mother and father at a young age... watching them die in this very same hospital took its toll on her. But after spending time with some other patients and learning that she was good at comforting people she knew she would go into nursing.
All the months sitting there with her parents both in a coma gave her a lot of time to get oddly attached to its atmosphere.
And now here she sat... Strangely connected to the man in the bed in front of her. She didn't want to think about why and she was everyone else in the hospital thought it was because of the similarity to how she had lost her parents. But Jennifer knew better. That wasn't the reason... this was different. The connection came from deep down.
Jenn reached down into her bag to pull out a package of cookies she got from the vending machine earlier. Only... She hadn't had a chance to wrap her fingers around the bag before a sudden voice caused her to jump out of her skin.
"Dean!"
Didn't have to wait too long for an other chapter this time huh? LOL
I apologize if theres typos... I'm on my laptop and i don't have Microsoft Word to spell check. I've been having weird computer issues lately i swear LOL I got the keyboard fixed but now theres other issues on the PC so here i am on the Laptop.
But anyways! Like i said above... I changed the instance of the story in the summary. I hope that doesn't cause confusion... and i'm sorry that again i didn't address your reviews. I will next chapter though! i promise! Cause guess what? Its already almost done and i'll have the time! MUAHAHA!
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