Saving Soushi Chapter 4

Author's note: This story is getting really hard to continue and I have know idea how many chapters I'll put into this. Please bear with me as I try to beat this case of writers block and thank you for everyone who has so far.

Disclaimer: Well here is another chapter and once again I own nothing but the story line.

Previously- "I was worried there for a second," Soushi said. He sounded slightly disappointed.

"Hmm?" I murmured as I turned my body so that I could see his face.

"I don't know if I'll be able to stop myself next time," he replied as casually as you would say the time of day, "you have no idea what you do to me."

He placed a soft kiss on my forehead before closing his eyes to go to sleep. I mulled over this as I slowly drifted off to sleep. -

I woke up with the feel of someone staring at me. I turned over and saw Soushi resting on one arm staring down at me. His hair was twisted up every which way and a hint of sleep was still at the corner of his eyes. Even in this unorderly state he was beautiful.

"Ririchiyo…" Soushi whispered as he moved closer to me.

My face flushed with heat when I realised I had been staring. He chuckled at this making my face darken even more. He pulled me up against him into a warm embrace and I relaxed into him and closed my eyes, taking in all of him. Soushi smelled like fresh soap and honey. His arms were strong and firm but still gentle as they encompassed me making me feel safe and free.

"I love you," I whispered into his shoulder.

I felt his arms tighten around me and he pulled me even closer to him. I started to worry when he did not say anything or do anything as a reply. My heart was beating so loudly in my own ears that I bet even he heard it. It felt like something was lodged in my chest preventing me from doing anything. It was getting hard to breath and I had no way to relieve the pain in my chest.

It felt like a lifetime had passed by the time Soushi did anything than hold me. Even though I had been silently begging for him to do something, anything, I didn't quite expect what he did.

Soushi loosened his grip around me and and lowered me so that I was flat on the bed and he hovered above me, his hands on either side of me to keep his body off of mine. He stayed like this for a moment just staring at me. His eyes had darkened making the gold almost black and the blue like a starless night sky.

He placed a surprisingly gentle kiss on my forehead before he spoke, "Do you remember what I told you last night?" His voice was deeper than normal and had a possessiveness to it.

I nodded my head in reply afraid of how my voice would sound at a moment like this. A small smile tugged on his face and he kissed both of my cheeks then leaned his forehead against my own

"You should tell me to stop now," Soushi murmured as he closed his eyes, "I don't… no I won't be able to stop this time."

I cupped his face between my shaking hands and brought my lips to his own. His eyes shot open and he gave me a questioning look.

"Yes," I replied but that was all I could get out before his lips were against mine again.

He kissed me gently at first then deepened the kiss, bringing one hand up to my face and the other held him up over my body. My hands moved from his face to tangle into his soft, pale hair as he moved his kiss from my mouth to my jaw.

He left a trail of kisses leading across my jaw, down my neck. He nipped at my collarbone with his teeth before kissing it again. This action gave me a jolting feeling of pain subdued with the gentleness of his sweet kisses. All of this was so new and different to me and I loved every feeling from it.

Soushi continued his kisses on my neck before moving up to take my lips once again. Only this kiss wasn't the gentle kisses he had given me before. This one had a force to it that reminded me all to well that Soushi was a man after all.

He had always been so careful with me, treating me as if I were fragile and could be broken with any wrong move. Now was different. Now he was treating me as if I wasn't a child that needed protecting. Now I was an equal that he needed. I always knew he needed me and I him but this need was of a different kind. This was a physical need that I want to share with him and only him.

I untangled my hands from his hair and move them to the buttons on his shirt. I fiddle with them attempting to get them undone but it doesn't work. Soushi pulls away from the kiss noticing my struggling and laughs under his breath. He removes my hands from his shirt and unbuttons it himself.

"There," he said smiling down at me as he discarded his shirt.

His eyes flashed for a moment as if an idea had struck him but before I could question him he moved his hands under my own shirt and pulled it off and over my head.

"Now we are even," he said as he openly gazed at my chest.

I blushed, embraced at what he was looking at. No one had ever seen me like this before and I was self conscious that at my age they had not yet grown to an average size. Soushi noticed my discomfort and placed a gentle kiss on my lips.

"You are beautiful Ririchiyo," Soushi said to me and there wasn't an ounce of doubt in his statement, "I really am lucky to have you."

I smiled at him before I kissed him again. He closed his eyes during the kiss and I took this chance to change positions. Now Soushi was laying on the bed and I straddled his hips. Soushi made a noise of surprise and I laughed at him. It was rare to ever get an uncontrolled reaction from him.

I stopped laughing when I saw the look on Soushi's face. His cheeks were flushed and his eyes were shut tight.

"What happened?" I asked placing my hand against his cheek.

He slowly opened his eyes to look up at me.

"Well um…you are…,"he started then he just pointed down.

I looked in the direction he gestured to and realisation dawned on me. My entire face flushed with color, embarrassed that I had asked him about that. I shook my head to clear my thoughts. 'There really is no backing out now.' I thought to myself as I reached down to unbutton his pants. This time my hands were not shaking and I was able to do it my self. He pulled his pants off on his own as I took my skirt off.

Now that we were both in nothing but undergarments I could fully see the big bulge he had been trying to warn me about. I couldn't stop looking in that direction, curious as to what it looked like. I had never done anything like this and that included seeing anything. I slowly reached my hand out to touch it but Soushi stopped me by grabbing my wrist.

He shook his head at me and pulled me forward then turned me so that I was beneath him once again. He started to kiss me again and every kiss was a different one. The first one was a soft and quick one and as he continued the kisses started to heighten in intensity. Now the kisses were long and sensual and I was vaguely aware of Soushi's hands undoing the clasp on my bra.

After it was off Soushi broke from the kiss and looked into my eyes as if asking for permission. I nodded and he turned his attention to my fully exposed chest. He slowly reached out and gently cupped one of my breasts in his hands. I gasped at this new experience as Soushi slowly began to massage at one while he moved his head down to kiss the other.

He moved his lips around the nipple nipping and sucking at it while his hand continued to work on the other. This elicited a moan from my mouth and I bit my lip trying to silence more that came. After a little while he switched tasks to the other breast and gave it the same treatment. When he was done he trailed kisses down my stomach as he continued to fondle my breast.

I wound my hands in his hair pulling at it lightly as he continued his descend down my stomach. When he reached the last article of clothing I was wearing he stopped and looked back up at me, asking for my permission. I gave him a small smile and continued to watch him as he kissed both of my hip bones before pulling my light blue panties off.

Soushi started to move farther down when I stopped him. I pulled him back up to me and shook my head.

"If I am doing this," I started looking straight into the eyes that I loved so much, " then I want you and only you. Not any of the other things."

Soushi cupped his hands around my face and kissed me again, "Okay," he said with a warm and love filled smile on his face.

I reached down and gently tugged on the last thing that was in our way and it fell down to his knees revealing what was beneath. It wasn't quite what I expected it to look like and to be honest I was a little scared. I have know idea how that is suppose to fit inside of me but I can't back out of this now, nor would I want to.

I tear my eyes from it to look up at Soushi. He gazed at me with inquiring eyes I nodded and laid back down, flat on the bed. Soushi gently grabbed one of my legs in each hand and moved them so that my legs were bent, then positioned himself in the middle. We both looked into each others eyes as he directed his member to my entrance.

I silently nodded my head to let him know that it was alright and he pressed his lips against mine as he slowly pushed in. We didn't break from the kiss until he hit a barrier.

"This is going to hurt," Soushi said with a pained look on his face.

He brushed a few askew strands of hair from my face and placed a kiss on my forehead before he pushed farther in, breaking the last barrier between us. I bit down on my lip to silence the scream that arose in my throat. The only sound that escaped was a muffled whimper. I held perfectly still as the pain subdued, and when I was ready I moved around a little to test it.

Now that the pain was gone it was actually starting to feel good. I smiled up at Soushi to let him know I was ready for him to continue and he complied. We started to kiss again as he pulled out and went back in picking up his pace the more he did it.

As strong as the pain was before the pleasure afterward was just as strong, if not more. I tangled my hands into Soushi's hair and pulled on it as he continued to hasten his pace. I arched my back into him wanting nothing more tan for us to be closer and closer, till I can't tell where one of us begins and the other ends.

I am nearing the edge and it feels like I'm going to burst at the seams. All at once I feel a warm sensation between my legs and soon after I feel Soushi relax above me putting in a few thrusts before falling down beside me.

We are both breathing heavily and as I ride out my high I feel Soushi wrap his arms around me once again and bring me into a warm embrace. The last thing I hear before I drift off is Soushi's voice.

"I love you, Ririchiyo."

Author's Note: okay so how was it and please be honest even if you thought it was bad! This is the first time I've written anything like this and I need to know what to improve on to make it better for all of you.

Also I don't know if I'll be able to continue this story and I might end it here because I am literally running on juices for this story! Ahh! Let me know what you guys think and if you have any advice or ideas of where you want me to take this story please let me know. Thank you for reading!

-Haybell