Title: Falling for... you
Author: 66witch
Rating: M for the topic this story deals with
Characters: Chris, Wyatt and some others.
Disclaimers: I don't own any Charmed characters or the show.
Summary: This story is about how Wyatt and Chris fell in love with each other. It's in addition to my other stories.
Warnings: This story deals with incest. If you have a problem with that, then don't read!
Note 1: Semster-break! YES! Freetime! So, as promised, here's another story created by myself. It takes place in the same universe like my other stories. I don't think it's necessary to read my other stories to understand what's going on here... Maybe there will be some details that will be a little confusing, but in general you should be able to get through this without problems. This will be a 5-chapter story.
Note 2: Still english isn't my mother-tongue, so even if I give my best, there still will be surely some mistakes. So please don't flame me for that.
Note 3: Thanks to angelkat2502, JayneyHunter, Briankrause, Peter Halliwell, fairyofmusic and KB22 for those wonderful reviews. (Everyone who left a signed review, also got an reply.)
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Chapter 4: This is so wrong...
The next morning, when Wyatt slowly returned to the world of the awaken, he felt something huge and warm next to him. In fact he felt that he hold that something tightly in his arms. He was still too far back in dreamland to realize that it was Chris who lay there, his head still against Wyatt's chest. All that the older one knew, was that it was a great feeling...
Then he felt Chris's breathe tickling against his skin, which brought him a little more back to reality, but still not far enough. It was just enough for him to understand that this thing was a person, a breathing and probably sleeping person. And that felt so damn good... It made him feel relaxed, content... simply satisfied.
But then he heard - from somewhere really far away - that the door to their room was opened... and then...
"WYATT? CHRIS? WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON HERE?"
Both boys sat up startled, looking shocked but still sleepy at their mother who was standing at the end of Wyatt's bed.
"Chris why didn't you sleep in your own bed?" Piper asked kind of confused.
"Well..." Wyatt wanted to say something, but he didn't know what. Actually he wasn't sure of anything right that moment, as the events of last night came back to his mind. They had kissed... His own lips had touched those of Chris and it had felt so good... How could that have happened?
"So??" Piper asked again.
"Mom please..." Chris said sleepy, "don't worry, I just had a nightmare and couldn't sleep again."
Wyatt turned to his brother, looking at him. Chris looked directly at their mother and didn't even turn red about this lie. He was lying to their mother, making even Wyatt himself doubt the truth. Maybe he had just dreamt it?
"Oh sweetie," Piper said, much calmer now as she sat down on the bed besides her younger son, caressing his cheek. "Why didn't you wake me? What did you dream about?"
Chris shrugged: "I can't remember really... And Wyatt was there..."
Piper looked her son in the eyes. Her motherly instincts kicking in, she wanted to find out what was wrong with him, because she knew there was something. But she also knew that Chris had entered that age, in which he wouldn't let her help him, at least not for now. So she stood up again and went to the door. Before she left she said: "Mel's already up, so you better hurry if you want some breakfast before school."
Wyatt turned to Chris again, but his brother was already getting up.
"I'll get a shower," the younger one just said, grabbed the towel he had left over one of their chairs last night and left.
Wyatt watched him disappear, still thinking about the last night. It had felt so good, but... He still couldn't believe that he had done that, that he had done that to his own brother. But wait... hadn't Chris said he had dreamt about him?? Hadn't he said that he loved him...?
"Oh God this is all so messed up..." Wyatt muttered to himself. This was all so wrong, and he had dragged Chris into it... "I'm such an idiot," he said to himself as he got up and quickly got dressed. He wanted to be already down, when Chris had finished the shower. He couldn't be around him right now, first he needed time to think.
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Chris sighed deeply as the warm water ran down his body. He couldn't believe that he had done this. Had he really told his brother that he had fallen for him, that he dreamt about him? Had he really kissed him?
All those events from last night... they felt so unreal... and they were also kind of cloudy and unfocused. He just remembered one thing clearly. The sensation which ran though his body every time their lips met.
But did Wyatt feel the same for him? Could that be? Or was he just too caught in the moment to realize what he did, when Chris had been crawling into his bed? Was it just the heat of the moment?
But if it was like that, why had Wyatt kissed him before? Didn't that mean that Wyatt was feeling something for him, too? And didn't he actually say it later that night? But maybe he just did it because Chris had said it...
He knew he had to talk to him about it, but not now... not with his whole family around.
Quickly he finished the shower and went back to his room. He was surprised that Wyatt was already up, because usually he was not a morning person. So he got dressed his own and went down for breakfast.
When he entered the kitchen he greeted his family with a casual "Morning."
"See who made it to the table," Mel teased him smiling.
"Mel..." Leo said warningly. The youngest of the siblings was already getting on everyone's nerves, even if it was early in the morning.
"Pancakes, sweetie?" Piper asked.
Chris nodded and sat down. He looked at Wyatt, but his brother kept staring at his plate, eating silently. He hadn't even looked up when Chris had entered. Wyatt was completely ignoring him, and that scared Chris... He feared that his brother could hate him now, now that he knew... And again he wondered what came to his mind last night.
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The rest of the day went by pretty calm. On their way to the school, non of the boys said a word and from the moment they left the bus they had to go different ways for the day... so they didn't talk then, either.
In their lunch break, Chris went for the spot where they always met, and was surprised to find Wyatt already there. He was sitting under the tree, eating his sandwich. When Chris sat down next to him, he nodded shortly before he returned to his meal.
Chris sighed inwards. "At least he's here," he thought, because actually he hadn't thought that he would came. Not after how he had treated Chris in the morning.
"How was English?" Wyatt asked, his voice somehow distant.
"Ok," Chris answered.
Again they stayed silent, before Chris couldn't take it any longer. "Wyatt, I... I'm sorry," he said.
Wyatt looked up and their eyes met for a millisecond before he looked down at his lunch again: "That's not the right place for this... Later."
Chris sighed and started to eat his own lunch... None of them spoke another word before Wyatt had to leave again for his own classes.
Chris didn't even saw Wyatt after school... His brother had football training. And when Wyatt finally came Chris was at one of his classmate's for some learning-group-meeting.
They didn't see each other again before dinner time. But also then they kept silent.
Piper became a little worried, because actually Wyatt and Chris were always causing trouble at the dinner-table... or at least some fun. But Wyatt excused himself with the fact that he was tired from the training.
After dinner both boys sat side by side on the sofa everyone in his own corner, watching a movie. But still they kept silent, avoiding even eye-contact with each other.
That didn't change until the night... when it was actually time to sleep...
"Good night boys," Piper said and turned off the lights before she closed the door. For a moment both Chris and Wyatt lay still in their beds, as if non of them dared to move. Then the latter sat up.
"We need to talk about this," Wyatt declared.
Chris sighed and sat up, too: "I know. You know I know..."
Again silence fell over them. No one knew what to say or better... how to start.
Finally it was again Wyatt who spoke first.
"Look Chris, what happened last night, it's... it was..." he was fighting to find the right words because for nothing in this world he wanted to hurt his brother. "It was not right..." he finally managed to say, and then fell silent again, waiting for a reaction.
Chris sighed again. Wyatt was sure he would either be angry at him, or simply agree, but he had never expected what was to come.
"Why?" Chris simply asked, his voice calm and almost emotionless.
"Why?" Wyatt asked in disbelieve. "Because we're brothers that's why. Because it's not only against the law, but also against every moral, because..."
"Why did you let it happen, Wyatt?" Chris clarified his question, interrupting his brother. "Why did you kiss me? Why did you let me kiss you like this, when you think that it's soooo wrong? Why did you kiss me back?"
Wyatt was shocked for a moment. He didn't knew what to answer. Of course he knew why he let it happen, because he wanted it, he enjoyed it... Oh God he really did enjoy it. But yesterday was over, his dream was over... Now he was back to reality and he had to make sure that Chris would see the truth in his words... He had to make him see that they had no chance...
"I don't... I really don't know..." he said therefore, hoping his brother would buy that lie.
"Oh come on Wyatt, I know you better than that..." Chris replied his voice suddenly so much more mature, which made the other one shiver.
Wyatt really had to control himself but he kept telling himself that this was for the best. So he said: "Chris, I mean it... ok? Yeah it was a good feeling to kiss you, I admit it... But still it was wrong! And I really don't have the slightest idea, why I didn't stop you, ok? Nevertheless this has to be only a one time thing, something I'd love to forget as soon as I can, because you're my brother and that will never change, and..."
Wyatt shook his head, feeling a wave of sadness of pain coming from his brother. He hated himself for doing that to him, but he saw no other chance than lying. Yes. Lying. It was a lie the he didn't know, it was a lie that he wanted to forget... Hell, he did love Chris! But it was the only way he saw, which would include them both, together... as brothers... no more, no less.
He sighed and added: "And I don't want to lose my brother, Chris... And I'm afraid that will happen if anyone finds out about this."
Now it was Chris who didn't know what to reply. And he was glad that clouds were hiding the moon tonight so that Wyatt didn't saw his tears. It hurt so much to hear those words from Wyatt. But he also felt that Wyatt was hurting himself, even if he couldn't find out if it was because of what they had done, or what they would never be able to do again. And he feared it was the first one...
He didn't know what to do or say anymore. He just felt that he needed to say one thing, even if Wyatt didn't like it.
"I... love you... Wyatt..." Chris sobbed, not able to hide his tears anymore.
Wyatt thought his heart would break into thousands of pieces, but it really did, when he heard what Chris said next.
"Please... don't hate... me..."
Wyatt was close to tears now on his own. But he had promised himself to be strong for the both of them, so he wouldn't cry, he just wouldn't.
Still he couldn't stand it, that Chris was crying now because of him, because he thought Wyatt could hate him... How stupid this was... 'If he only knew,' Wyatt thought as he climbed out of his bed. But he also knew that Chris could never find out.
He walked over to his brother and sat down next to him, pulling the younger one into a hug. Chris immediately leaned onto Wyatt, sobbing into his chest.
"Shhh... stop crying Chris..." Wyatt whispered softly, "I could never hate you... I swear I can't! You're my brother for God's sake and I love you and I care about you..." He listened to Chris sobbing which was lessen slowly and added: "And that's why I need you to see that what we did was wrong... We need to forget it..."
Chris knew he was right, deep down inside he knew it. And he knew that this was the reason why they avoided each other all day, because they both knew it. And he knew that if their parents would find out they would look one of them in the basement - probably Wyatt - and the other in their room, and ground them for the rest of their lives... and even worse... they would bind their powers.
Chris remembered from his other life that he once had to live without his powers for a week, and that was horrible, he had felt so lost that time.
Or maybe their parents would even kick them out... No Chris knew Wyatt was right. Even if he wanted more from him than just a brotherly relationship, they could never do that. They would have to hide their whole life... They could no one tell anything about it... It wouldn't work.
So finally he freed himself from his brother's hug and looked at him. "I guess... as long as you don't hate me, I can live with that," he finally said, before he added a calm, "brother."
Wyatt smiled, relieved that Chris finally understood his point. He hugged him again and gave him a kiss on his forehead. "I told you, I could never hate you..." he said. "And now, go to sleep, ok?"
Chris nodded: "Ok."
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Note 4: I hope you all like this. If so, please be so kind to leave me a review. Every signed review will get an reply.
Note 5: If you have any situation in mind from those boy's life, which you want to read about in an one-shot, please feel free to tell me your ideas...
