I love you too much

It shows

all my emotions go

out of control oh whoa whoa

good for you bad for me

when I can hardly see

from the tears that flow oh whoa

"Gabby honey calm down!" how could I calm down? I was pregnant! And he was telling me to calm down and by that he ment stop crying, which I couldn't do. It was impossible, the tears were stopping me from hitting him in the balls that's how mad and scared I was, his sperm mad this thing in me and to be honest I wanted it out. I knew it was sick but I couldn't be a mom not at 16, I wasn't ready. He wasn't ready.

"Bella looks me please!" he said softly placing his hand on my damp cheek

I didn't want to look at him unless those blue eyes were going to get this thing out of me

But this thing was a baby, a baby we made together, but I still couldn't bring myself to realise that yet, I didn't want to believe it was 'our' not untill I was sure he wouldn't leave me.

"Why should I!" I mumbled I also didn't want to look at him because I knew if I did this might be the last time I ever did as he'd leave me and avoid me for the rest of my life

And if he did he'd be an even bigger dick than I imagined troy to be. Even though to me and his friends he wasn't but to some people he didn't like he was..

"Please!" he begged

I gave in and looked up at his watery eyes "What?"

"Everything will be okay baby I promise you!"

"Troy are you actually listening to what im saying I am pregnant!"

"Yes I know that Gabriella!"

"Then why are you being so nice to me?" I asked sounding confused

"Because I love you and I love our baby Bella!"

"but your not ready to be a dad!"

"I know and your not ready to be a mom but we'll get through it like we do with everything!"

"Really?"

He nodded "Gabriella of course your carrying my child and I love you so why wouldn't I love our child?"

"Because your Troy Bolton!"

"Gabriella that only works if you say 'im chuck bass'!" he smirked

"Ha ha Troy funny," I sighed "So we're going to do this then?"

He nodded and smiled so perfectly "Only if you want to!"

I nodded "I do if you promise to always be by my side!"

"I promise Bella!"

For the rest of the day me and Troy stayed in his room staring at the pregnancy test still in shock alittle I think it was for the best we didn't talk all day but who am I to say what's best for us sex didn't really work out did it?

Dear Diary

Im really scared and worried, firstly the results came back positive which I knew they would anyway but still it was still a shock to me. I really wish I wasn't pregnant at all. I didn't want to tell troy this because I knew the way he kept staring at my stomach and smiling that he was happy and excited about becoming a dad, even though he was scared he was still happy, unlike me who hates this thing growing inside of me. I want it out badly. But I wouldn't kill it, well troy wouldn't, isn't it the dad's that are supposed to hate the baby? Not the moms? God what's wrong with me I should love this thing that's growing inside of me, not hate it..

Gabriella x

Ps: im telling Sharpay now!

I closed my diary and put it under the bed

I looked in the mirror and placed my hands on my stomach and sighed deeply

One night and one more time

Thanks for the memories

Even though they weren't so great;

He tastes like you, only sweeter

One night, yeah, and one more time

Thanks for the memories, thanks for the memories

See, he tastes like you only sweeter

I suddenly heard my phone play, I walked over to it and saw it was Sharpay on caller ID I sighed and picked up my phone flipping it up "Hey Shar!" I sighed again alittle more dramatically

"Bella what's wrong honey?"

"Im pregnant!"

Okay so maybe I shouldn't of told her right away but Shar was always there for me no matter what and she would always understand

"Your kidding right?" she said sounding even more shocked than I was when I first found out

I lay down on my bed "No!"

"is it Troy's?"

I sat up "Shar im not a slut I don't sleep around unlike you!"

"Hey wait a minute Adam was begging me to sleep. Wait shut up gab's stop trying to change the subject doe's troy know?"

"Yeah he was with me when I took the test!"

"did he leave you?"

"No he stayed and said we'd get through this together!"

"Aww how sweet but that scares me, he actually said that?"

"Yep but Shar I don't want the baby, but he does!"

"What? You don't? I thought you always wanted a baby?"

"I do but not yet, im too young and so is he.!"

"But he wants it?"

"Surprisingly yes!"

"What's wrong with him!"

"What?"

"I didn't mean it that way honey I mean that's not the Troy we know!"

"Yeah I know Shar, im scared!"

"Okay im coming round!" she hung up before I could answer

I put my phone down and sighed "how fucked up could my life possibly get?" I sighed again and looked at my stomach "it looks so easy on TV!" I rolled my eyes

Teenage pregnancy wasn't what I had planned in my life, Stanford, teacher, husband, kids. Not Kids, boyfriend (untill reality actually hits him) Stanford (if I get in) then teacher

I don't think my mom or dad will be very happy.

20 minutes later Sharpay arrived with open arms I cried for awhile. And she told me that she'd be there for me no matter what and that I wasn't to worry.

But why shouldn't I worry? I mean I am pregnant! isn't anyone realising that yet?

I stepped out my car locking it then walking towards where Sharpay and Taylor were standing

Sharpay gave me a quick wave and Taylor smiled. Then I felt 2 strong arms wrapping around me. I looked up and saw troy, I smiled "Hey Daddy!" I joked without any humour

He chucked "He mommy.!" we both walked towards Shar and Tay "You look beautiful Gabby!" he commented

"Thanks I always do!" I joked

"Oh Gabster you know how Ms Davis told us to pick an assignment to do?"

I hesitated a nod and gulped "Yeah what about it?" I felt Troy's hands move over my stomach and stop at my stomach and he whispered "Baby Bolton!" in my ear

I couldn't help but smile when those 2 words were said

"Well she said she would pick for us cause we couldn't decide!"

"And what did she pick?"

"Gym for a whole day!" Sharpay giggled clapping her hands

The smiled suddenly faded from my face and I felt Troy's hands move away from my stomach

A whole day of gym. I couldn't do that. No not now. Not ever. I was pregnant. And I couldn't run. And why was she so excited about this she hates gym. but sharpay knew i was pregnant. why didnt she just say no?

I stuttered " d..id?"

Sharpay nodded still grinning "isn't this great?"

"Extremely!" I mumbled

"Shar don't you hate PE babe?" Troy spoke sounding even more confused than I was right now

She nodded "Yep!"

"Then why are you so excited about it?" Taylor propped up onto the wall we were standing by and brought out her phone

"Because Zeke's there, and im going to get back together with him!"

I rolled my eyes "Couldn't you do that another time. Rather than Gym?"

She shook her head "Nope Ms Davis asked me if we'd rather do Science for a whole day but.." she suddenly got interrupted

I chocked "Science?"

She nodded "But I hate that. And I figured we'd both like gym cause you'll see Troy all sweaty and topless.!" she winked and jumped down off the wall "Toddles!" and she quickly walked away

Chad ran over and jumped next to Taylor putting his arm round loosely Taylor his girlfriend of 4 months shoulders. She turned round and they both kissed.

"Well we'll leave you both to it!" I grabbed Troy's hand and dragged him across to the other end of the school ground

He tripped after me "Hey slow down baby!" he laughed without humour

"What the fuck was she playing at? I mean gym I cant do that not that im.." I suddenly stopped "You know anyway I cant do it Troy its impossible.!"

Troy's POV

Gabriella cried "hey look on the bright side baby you get to see me topless!" I winked but I don't think that covered how scared or worried she was feeling "didn't help did it?"

Her face turned from sweet to angry in a second "Ive seen your dick Troy Bolton so you topless isn't really going to cut it is it?"

I bit my bottom lip trying to hold back my laugh

"Troy don't laugh at me!" she wined and sat against the wall

"Im sorry babes!" he put his arm around me "Look ill talk to ms D.." I got interrupted before I could even finished the sentence

"No don't. its fine ill do it for Sharpay. She wants Zeke back then ill do it!"

"I could just send mine and Sharpays sex tape from last year to him that should do it right?" he smirked

"Cut it with the sarcasm Bolton!"

"Sorry!" he chuckled "Look I'll talk to Zeke about Sharpay then you don't need to Gym okay?"

I nodded and smiled "Thank you!"

He also smiled and pecked my lips "Love you Ella!"

"Love you to Troysie!"

Okay was it just me or had Sharpay totally forgotten that i was pregnant?