Trigger warnings - severe homophobia/bullying/beating

Firstly, Thankyou Konako for the awesome fanart, found on her tumblr.

Thankyou again, and I won't deny it, I kinda hope for more! Secondly, Thankyou Anon "Yep" for your kind review, I shall continue writing this for you and your love of this ship! Thirdly, I somehow have gotten onto a Regina/Ruby/Belle love triangle of somesort, I am going somewhere with this and the werewolf subplot, this maybe a long one, rather then the minific I was originally going for! RedRobin90

Ruby sucked in her breath, and tried to unscramble her brain.
Regina Mills.
Fucking Regina Mills.
She was dancing around Rubys head like a bad dream. A bad, naughty dream with full lips and a far to ample bosom and leather pants and - Ruby shook her head hard, almost like a wolf shaking off water from her fur. Her black hair flopped across her face and she felt her shewolf grumble unhappily. It had been more then happy to have Regina dominate them, leading the kiss and the hand roaming, been more then happy to be dragged into a store cupboard, shoved against some shelves and kissed so furiously that Ruby was sure her lips where bruised. It wasnt so happy when Regina had just left, she'd pecked Rubys lips, thrown her that smouldering smirk, then she was gone. Leaving Ruby stood in the store room, trying to collect herself.
Since then, a good four hours ago, Ruby was still trying to collect herself. She was currently sat right at the back of the library, hidden deep in the stacks, right where the dusty books lived. Ruby was sat on thr floor, knees drawn to her chest, forehead pressed to her knees. "Fuck," she muttered to herself for what seemed like the 100th time.
"Ruby?" a quiet, yet familiar voice crept around the book cases making the girl sat on the floor jump, so much so that a thick, dusty book fell from the upper shelves and landed hard on Rubys head. The raven haired girl groaned in agony and Belle rushed around the corner, dropping to her knees and grasping her friends head between her hands.
The brunette quickly searched for any sort of wound on Rubys head, while revelling in the feel of Rubys silky tendrils running through her fingers. Belle had to mentally shared herself when she realised what she was doing. She scooted back, dropping onto her but opposite her friend.
"You okay?" she asked softly, barely over a whisper. Being the library student assistant she took the 'Silence within library wall's rule very seriously. Ruby grumbled a reply, rubbing the stop on her head where the book had landed,
"I didn't know you where a ninja," the taller girl muttered, raising her emerald eyes to meet Belles baby blues,
"Huh?"
"You know, ninja, sneaky and quiet, making people jump...oh never mind," Ruby trailed off, hanging her head again slightly,
"What's up Rubes? I haven't seen you sulking in here for months," Belle whispers again, prying out the truth from Ruby. The last time Ruby had been sulking, well hiding in the library stacks was a week ago, after Reginas cruel and blunt outing of her, but Belle hadn't been about then, so she didn't know.
"Just, I dunno, confused I guess. With everything that's happened lately, my heads just all over the place," Ruby shrugged and ran her fingers through her hair, feeling the bump from the book again. Her stomach twisted in turmoil, her shewolf flopped about within her, restless and grumpy. The shewolf had ridden a euphoric high for awhile after Reginas kisses, making her stomach jump and twist, as if filled with butterflies. Regina could still smell Reginas sweet scent within her nose, still feel her skin under her hands, her lips against her own, and it was driving her nuts.
She felt so unsettled, so jumpy, so uncomfortable in her own skin. She needed to shift forms, it would make her feel better, to run, to distract herself, to get away from her very human emotions.
Ruby jumped as Belle touched her arm lightly, as if an electric current ran through her suddenly, her eyes shot up and met Belles eyes once more. Ruby couldnfeel her control over her shewolf slipping, felt her green eyes bleeding to golden. She stood quickly, throwing Belle back in the process and darted away from the other girl, disappearing from the library as quickly as Belle had appeared.
As Belle watched her friend go, she sucked in a breath, shocked and somewhat upset, she didn't know what she'd done, but clearly it wasnt something good, else Ruby wouldn't have reacted that way. In a heartbeat, Belle decided on the foolish idea of following Ruby. She wanted, no needed to know what she'd done wrong.

As Ruby fled from the library, intent on heading straight out to the park, even though it was close to midafternoon and probably filled with dogwalkers and students heading off campus, she wasn't thinking straight, just running, trying her hardest to get away from the thoughts in her head.
The thoughts of Regina, of the electric spark she felt from Belle, from what the student body of Storybrooke University thought of her, what her friends thought of her, from her deep rooted fears. Her shewolf was going crazy, biting at the inner cage Ruby had built around it, she could feel her fur brushing against her skin, her inner beast wanting to break free. She already knew her eyes where no longer green but blazing golden, she could feel her ears becoming more wolf like, her skin crawling ad her change threatened to burst free. She mostly had control of herself, the moon held no sway over her change from human to wolf, her emotions didn't rule it, she was in control. Or so she thought.
With her emotions running so hight and being so turned upside down, her change was threatening to break free, right then and there as she pelted across the quad. But she didn't get far, into Graham's chest she ran, bouncing off his hard body and landing flat on the floor.
"One time too many Lucas," Graham growled, so wolf like himself that Ruby growled back, feeling the shewolf snap within her. She snapped her head up, locked her wolf the boys and launched herself at him. They fell to the ground in a heap, punching, scratching, lashing at one another. Oblivious to the people around them. Ruby roared and growled low in her throat, her fists hitting every square inch she could, while Graham returned the favour, he didn't seem to care, nor remember that Ruby was a woman and ALOT smaller and agile then himself.
Ruby just forgot she was human and continued to wail on the man she pinned down, until several hands yanked her up and off him. Then she was pinned down, held in place as Graham was helped up. Ruby struggled and squirmed against the hands that held her,
"Fucking crazy dyke,"
"Men hater that what she is,"
"Need to teach her a lesson," Ruby vaguely recognised the voices of the football team members and some of the cheerleaders squad, but she recognised Graham's. She locked onto his voice as he gave the command to sort her out. The permission to beat on her. And so they did. Five on one. Five football playing men against one skinny werewolf girl.
For awhile Ruby held her own, till the cheerleaders started yelling their slurrs and derogation insults, and for a moment her concentration turned to them.
That's when things when south and Rubys mind began to go blurry. She was aware that she hit the grassy ground of the quad and felt the fists and feet hit her body. At first, then it began to fade, all feeling in herself, even her shewolf gave up fighting and she lay there, as the football team, Graham and the cheerleaders beat her till she bled.
At something she closed her eyes and begged the gods to let her fall unconscious, it felt like hours passed and the pain went numb. Her world went numb. Everything went numb.