Hey guys! Long time no see. So I owe you all a giant apology! I know I said I would update a lot and I know I haven't. I had totally forgot that it was testing week at school so I was super busy. BUT after this week is spring break! Which means I will be free to update A LOT! And that week the secret circle comes back on! Anyone else super pumped? So now that that's said on with the story! Enjoy and review! Oh and yeah I don't own the secret circle sadly…oh well maybe one day….but probably not. Poor me…

These past few days have been hard. And hard is saying it lightly. So far I haven't seen my dad and neither has anybody else. He hasn't tried to contact me at all. Not that I would've talked or listened to him anyway. For awhile I thought that maybe he would apologize for what he did, but as the days went on without hearing a word from him. I gave that thought up and pushed it to the back of my mind.

And to top it off Adam hasn't been in a good mood these past few days. One word can sum why though. Jake. I had been spending a lot of time with Jake, but not because I wanted to. It was because we were researching that crystal that my father kept talking about. I figured if anybody knew about it it would have to be Jake. But Adam wasn't thrilled.

So I decided to go see him at the boat house they would probably be closing up by now since it was 8:00 p.m.

When I finally got there I slowly walked up to the door. But when I opened it my heart stopped. Adam was there but…with Faye and they were kissing.

Tears began to blur my vision as I ran out of the boathouse and I was gasping for air. How could he? I ran past my car and decided to just walk I needed the air. The tears by now were flooding my face and the cries that escaped my lips were coming out faster. I couldn't breathe. I couldn't think. So I just kept walking.

Adams P.O.V

I had finally finished cleaning up and was just about to go see Cassie when Faye walked in. I sighed "what do you want?" I asked

"why do I always have to want something?" she asked crossing her arms over her chest.

"because your Faye."

She rolled her eyes "true"

I shook my head "seriously what do you want I need to go see Cassie."

She smiled and before I could do anything she grabbed my face to hers and locked her arms around my neck kissing me. I tried to pull away but she kept me there for 5 seconds before she let go. I backed up and ran my mouth across my arm in disgust. "what the hell?" she laughed "you know I don't know what they see in you. But I think you got some explaining to do."

She said pointing out the door. My eyes finally saw what she was pointing at. Cassie. She was running away from the boathouse down the street. Shit She saw. I turned my attention back to Faye. "are you trying to ruin me?" I yelled at her. Before running out the door.

Cassies POV

I still couldn't think. My mind couldn't process what had just happened.

As I continued to walk I heard my name being called behind me. I turned around and it was Adam. I quickly turned away and continued walking. But eventually he caught up to me.

"Cassie please listen to me! Let me explain!" he said trying to make me look at him. I stopped walking and looked at him straight in the eye. "explain what Adam? How you were just kissing Faye? How could you!" I yelled before continuing to walk away. "Cassie please just listen. I didn't kiss Faye I was getting ready to come see you when she showed up and when she knew you were standing there she kissed me I didn't kiss her." he hollered but I just shook my head and looked forward. He then grabbed my hand whirling me around to look at him. "I cant lose you," he whispered "you are my everything. You're my world. I cant lose you. I wont lose you. I love you Cassie more then anything. Without you I…I'm not much of anything. The best part of me will always be you." a single tear then slipped over the edge and made its way down his face. And as I was looking at him I knew he wasn't lying. About any of it. I nodded and locked my arms around his neck and brought his lips to mine. "I love you to Conant" I smiled against his lips. He picked me up then slowly finding are way back to the boathouse.

He pushed open the door with his back and made his way to his room. Sitting me on the bed. I pulled his lips back to mine. He leaned forward hovering over me his hand on my hips. His lips traced a path down my neck, as my hands pulled his shirt over his head throwing it on the floor. I trailed my hand down his rock hard chest. He then took my shirt and began to move it over my head. I decided to make it easier for him and pulled it the rest of the way and then threw it by his revealing my black laced bra "your beautiful" he whispered looking at me. I smiled. His lips then kissed every part of skin that was exposed then his hands made there way to my jeans I shook them off and threw them with the rest of are clothes that were now piled on the floor. Then I slowly removed his jeans. As he kissed down my chest I arched my back and a moan escaped my lips. He looked up "no regrets right?" he asked, I nodded "no regrets. I love you" I whispered. He smiled "I love you to"

I knew this was something I wouldn't regret.

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