Last night, Laura didn't come home until later that night at around 11:30pm. I still don't know why she took such a long time looking for a job, but I'm pretty sure she was doing way more than just that.
When she came home, Austin went ballistic! He was yelling at her, hugging her, yelling at her again, kissing her, and yelling at her a little more, then they had another one of their disgusting makeout sessions in the middle of the living room. Gross!
Now, I know you're probably wondering what's going to happen next between Austin and I...
So, let me just make it clear...Nothing! Nothing is happening between me and Austin. Okay? After him and I kissed, yeah I was totally into it and I'll admit I wanted more, but NOTHING and I mean NOTHING more can happen with us.
And before you ask, yes Austin knows nothing else is going to happen with us, We both made it perfectly clear. How did we do that, you ask? Well Let's look at the flashback, shall we?
*FLASHBACK*
He placed his forehead against mine and whispered "That was amazing" Without a word, I bit my lip and nodded in agreement... finally realizing that what I just did is completely wrong.
Officially pulling away from me, Austin walked over and sat down on my bed with a wide smile on his face. He patted the empty spot next him, gesturing I fill it up. Slowly walking over, I sat down next to him except I sat farther than where he asked me to.
Austin scooted closer, but I moved farther, he scooted closer again, but I moved farther, he scooted even closer to me and I moved even farther until I was pinned against my bedframe. Quickly getting up, I slapped my hands to my side and stood in front of him.
"What are you doing?" I asked.
"Trying to get closer to you." He chuckled.
"Don't do that." I said. Austin knitted his eyebrows together and moved his eyes left and right before setting them back on me.
"I'm s-sorry did I miss something?"
I rolled my eyes and shook my head. "Seriously? You're dating my sister! Me and you, you and I, we, just kissed. Do you not feel guilty about that right now?" I glared.
Austin scoffed and got up from my bed. "Of course I feel guilty about it, but in my defense it takes two people to kiss and last time I checked you were kissing back and enjoying it too."
Slightly raising my voice, "Oh please! I was just in the moment!" I lied.
He looked to the side and dryly chuckled. "No no no, What happened at the bowling alley was "just in the moment", what we just did a few minutes ago was totally real, we knew exactly what we were doing- you knew exactly what you were doing."
Rolling my eyes and pointing at him, "No YOU knew exactly what you were doing, I was just in the moment." I lied.
From the looks of it, I could tell that he was growing angrier and angrier by the second, but I didn't stop. I couldn't. "You should be ashamed of yourself! Coming over here spending time in my house, flirting with me, kissing me, knowing that you have a girlfriend who is MY sister!"
At this point, I was full blown yelling. I seriously don't know why I'm so angry right now, I mean I know what I did was wrong, but I'm starting to believe that I'm mad at a lot more than that.
"I mean, why did you even bother dating my sister if you can't even be loyal to her-."
Cutting me off, Austin moved in closer to me and started yelling. "Now don't talk to me about loyalty, okay! You don't know anything about me, and you definitely don't know anything about me and Laura's relationship! What about you?! Huh?! You're not so innocent in this situation either, you've been flirting with me too and let me not forget to mention that you've also kissed me, so please Ally do not talk to me about 'loyalty' and please do not ever question mine!"
Austin's breathing started to increase from how angry he was and his face turned slightly red. I felt my chest rising from anger too, but my breathing slowed down and my glare slowly softened when I realized not only did I overreact, but I also realized everything that he said was true.
His breathing slowed down and his face switched back to its regular tanned color. He slowly backed away from me and then walked over to my door. Putting his hand around the doorknob, he twisted it and opened up the door. He made his way out of my room, but before he completely left he turned to me and said. "Lets just forget this ever even happened, okay? I'm sorry I even kissed you in the first place." With that, he finally left my room..
*END OF FLASHBACK*
Yeah so that happened... and we haven't spoken to each other since. Not that I really care... (I do). But anyway, after him and Laura left I went up to my room and slipped into bed. I tried falling asleep, but the events that happened kept playing in my mind. From the bowling alley, to the kiss, to the fight. I couldn't get it out of my head no matter how hard I tried and even 15 hours later, I still can't!
I woke up this morning with him on my mind, I ate breakfast, with him on my mind, I took an afternoon nap and woke up, with him on mind, I took a shower, with him on my mind, I checked the mail, with him on my mind, and now I'm sitting on my stupid couch watching stupid cartoons with AUSTIN STILL ON MY STUPID MIND!
I was suddenly snapped away from my thoughts by my mother standing in front of me, snapping her fingers. Shaking my head, I blinked a few times then looked up. "Huh?"
"I've been calling you for three minutes." She said. Placing her hands on her hips and raising an eyebrow, "What's on your mind?"
"N-n-nothing just thinking about what I should do today." I lied.
Knowing my mother, I could easily tell she was unconvinced by my response, but thankfully, she brushed it off. "Well whatever you do don't be long. Your sister is coming over for dinner." I rolled my eyes and tilted my head back.
"Again? Doesn't she have her own house? Can't she cook over there?" I whined.
"Ally, we both know your sister cannot cook at all."
"So what's that mean? Her and her stupid boyfriend are gonna have to come here for every meal?"
"First of all Austin is not stupid, he's a very nice boy." I rolled my eyes. "And second, they're only going to be coming here just until Laura or Austin learn how to cook on their own." Mom assured.
"And what happens if that never happens?"
"Well then." She shrugged. "Guess your sister is gonna just have to eat here forever."
I cringed. "Oh god, I hope you're joking."
"Of course I am." She said as she made her way out the living room. Rolling my eyes, I turned off the TV and leaned back into the couch, letting myself drift away back into my stressful thoughts.
-5pm-
"What time are they coming?" I asked my mother.
"I told your sister to come at five. Her and Austin should be here any minute." My Mom said as she sprinkled some salt in a boiling pot of, I dont know what.
"What are you even making?" I asked.
"It's a surprise." She winked.
"Can you at least give me a hint?"
Covering the pot with the lid, my mother wiped her hands on her "BEST MOM EVER" apron and turned back to me. "Nope."
With a frown, I opened up my mouth to say something else, but I was cut off by the sound of the doorbell.
"They're here!" Mom squealed. "Open the door!"
Letting out a breath, I slowly walked to the front door. When I got to the door, I braced myself to open it. "One...two... two and half... th... three." Letting out a quick groan, I opened up the door with a wide fake smile. "Hey gu-Oh.."
When I opened up the door, instead of seeing a happy couple eagerly waiting for someone to let them in, I saw a disgusting couple making out with their bodies disgustingly pressed together. Austin and Laura.
As I usually did, whenever this happened I felt a sharp pain in my chest as I watched the couple have their hourly makeout session. I still don't know exactly why I feel that pain whenever I see them kissing, but all I know is it's a feeling I hate to feel.
I cringed as I heard their lips disgustingly smack together. Deciding to stop this horrifying sight, I cleared my throat as loud as I could.
Breaking apart their kiss, Laura looked and glared at me while Austin just looked everywhere except towards me. "Way to kill our mood!" Laura said.
Rolling my eyes, I let go of the door and turned back around to head in the living room. I heard the door close and then footsteps travel from the kitchen then into the room I was in.
Austin took a seat in the chair on the other side of the room and, instead of getting her own chair like a normal person, Laura decided to sit on Austin's lap. I watched in disgust as they both whispered things to each other and occasionally kissed.
Rolling my eyes, I faced the TV and just stared at the black screen.
Why does this bother me so much? It's so annoying! I can't even look at Laura and Austin talking to each other without getting mad... Is it because I'm single? Am I just mad that they're together? But I mean, I dont get upset when I see other couples.. so why do I get upset with them? Matter fact, am I even mad or am I just jealous?... but wait jealous of what? Jealous of their relationship? Or just jealous of Laura?
"You do realize the TV is not on, right?" Laura said. Quickly turning my head to her and Austin, I simply rolled my eyes then turned back to the dark screen.
"I know that."
"So why are you looking at it?" She asked.
Shrugging my shoulders, "Because I want to." I replied.
Getting off of Austin's, (probably very warm) lap, she mumbled "weirdo" and then left the living room.. leaving Austinand I alone...
For a moment the room was filled with an uncomfortable silence, it was so uncomfortable that I actually started making me nervous. My leg started bouncing and I started fiddling with my fingers. I licked and bit my lips constantly and I actually felt myself starting to sweat. What's going on with me?
"Are you okay?" A gentle deep voice suddenly asked.
Looking over at Austin who was looking at me with a concerned expression, I simply nodded my head. "Yup." I lied.
He got up from the couch and surprisingly walked over to sit beside me. This only made me grow even more nervous.. He placed his hand on the knee that kept bouncing and grabbed my moving hands with his free one. Instantly, I started to relax under his touch and mentally smiled at the electricity that rapidly flowed through my vains.
"W-what was that f-for?" I stuttered. Slowly letting me go, he let out a soft chuckle.
"To calm you down, you looked p-pretty nervous.."
"Why do you care?" I softly mumbled.
"Because I care about you?" He said, but it sounded as if it was more of a question instead of a statement.
"Why do you care about me?" I asked.
Looking down at his lap, Austin whispered something, but it was so quiet I couldn't make out a word he said. "Huh?" I asked.
"Nothing!" He immediately replied. Now, it was Austin's turn to get nervous. His leg started bouncing and he started to play with his fingers, like I did a couple of minutes ago. Mimicking his previous actions, I placed a hand on his knee and placed my other hand on his.
Austin tensed up and then gently pushed my hands away causing me to frown. He got up from the couch and then walked over to the doorway that leads to the hallway. "I'm gonna see h-how are the girls.." He said. Without waiting for a response, he quickly left the living room leaving me to gather my final thoughts and finally realize why I act the way I act around him..
From the first day I met him, to the first moment we had, to the first kiss with shared, and to our first fight... As if it hit me like a ton of bricks, I finally realized that I, Allison Marie Dawson, have a crush on my sisters boyfriend, Austin (I dont know his last name).
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- Sierra