Sorry for night writing in so long so many things on my mind right now. Well here's chapter 3! Here's a shoutout to Diva3. I will put you in one of my stories, this chapter will be about different. I am going to show this chapter in both of their POV's. How it feels in their perspectives.

Chapter 4 Alex's POV

Okay Alex, just keep calm. So you liked three guys. No I only liked two guys. Justin was different. He was smart and protective. When I was with Dean or any other guy, for awhile, I completely forgot about Justin. I didn't know if that was bad or good.

"Alex? Are you okay?"Justin asked. The expression on my face probably gave away.I was worried and scared but I was scared because I probably cheated on Mason. I didn't mean, too though. Total accident.

"Why do you care?"I snapped. I hated having to be mean to him. Then I looked at him and I started to think. I loved the ways his lips curved and his smile. It was bright and warming.

"Because you're my little sister and part of my family."he replied. Those were such good reasons, but not the reasons I wanted. Because I love you Alex and I wanted to be with you but I can't. That's what I wanted to hear, but I knew he would never say that.

"Well, that's not how I see it. I'm not your sister and I don't want to be,"I harshly said. Justin face showed hurt. He started to back up and then I felt really bad.

"That's not what I mean Justin.I love you!"I blurted out. No that's not how I wanted it to come out. Good thing Max wasn't home. I didn't want him to hear this. Justin turned to look at me. He had this weird smile on his face before he came over to me. Then he kissed me. The way I'd always wanted to kiss him. We were like that for awhile until I broke it off.

"Justin this isn't right. Were related, by blood."I remind him.

"Should that stop you Alex? I thought you loved me."he said. I bit my lip and didn't answer. Of course I loved him, but he was my brother of all people.

"I really do love you but it is stopping me. It is wrong."I demanded. Like Justin listened.

"I love you, too. Can you just handle it for awhile?"he pleaded. That look was getting to me. His begging look.

"I have a boyfriend, remember. I can't just dump him and say hey I'm dumping you for my hot brother."I blurted. Great so now he knew I thought he was cute.

"So I'm hot."he came closer to me. I could feel him. His heat, him. He always smelled like nature, like when rain was about to come.

"Justin."I looked down, embarrassed.

"It's okay."he my chin, he softly brushed his lips against mine. I gave in, I didn't care right now. Justin put his hands on my waist and I put my hands on his the world slipped away.

Justin's POV

I was watching Alex, but not in a creepy way. She had this worried expression on her face.

"Alex? Are you okay?"I asked the expression on her face made me want to go over and help her. I hated to see Alex upset like this.

"Why do you care?"she snapped. She always pushed me away, that's how I knew she didn't love me, too. It was heartbreaking, but it was life.

"Because you're my little sister and part of my family."I replied. It sucked that she was. To be with her would be a miracle but this stupid blood related bond was blocking it. Forbidding it.

"Well that's not how I see it. I'm not your sister and I don't want to be,"she harshly said. So we had one thing in common but she didn't want to be related to me because she hated me. I get it. As I started to walk back to my room, she spoke.

"That's not what I meant Justin. I love you."she blurted out. I turned around to face her, a crooked smile spreading across my face. I walked back over to her and kissed her. She returned the kiss. It felt like the whole world was finally giving me what I wanted. After a while, she backed up.

"Justin this isn't right. Were related, by blood."she pointed out. I remembered and it haunted me every single day.

"Should that stop you Alex? I thought you loved me."I said. Alex bit her lip and didn't say anything. I wasn't trying to make this hard on her. Not at all. Maybe I was being a bit pushy.

"I really do love you but it is stopping me. It is wrong."she demanded. I really wanted to believe that she loved me now. If she thought that us being family would stop us then I should just forget about everything.

"I love you, too. Can you just handle it for awhile?"I pleaded. I gave her my begging look. The one that always made her give in.

"I have a boyfriend, remember. I can't just dump him and say hey I'm dumping you for my hot brother."she blushed at the end.

"So I'm hot."I walked closer to her. I could smell the warm vanilla sugar perfume she always wore and her heart was pounding. I could tell.

"Justin."Alex looked down, embarrassed.

"It's okay."I reassured her chin, I brushed my lips against hers. She gave in to me and I put my hands on her waist. Alex's hands were on my chest now. And then the whole world drifted away from me.

WOAH! The secret is out. Okay the song I was thinking about through this is Dirty Little Secret by All American Rejects. I don't know why but you should look it up. Anyways hit the button at the end. =)