A/N: I know that i said that i was going to change both of cry´s and felix's names, BUT i change my mind-again-. I hope you are ok with that AND I apologize if write something that I shouldn't about cry or anythithing, also for my spelling because i know it sucks. So, that means they will call each other by their nicknames
That's all for now, Stay fresh!
Pewds's POV
Why?. Why do I keep acting like a freak?, like... I don't know anymore. I don't know why do keep making things awkward, but things just keep happening, i mean, why do i lose control of myself? why, why, why...
Maybe I, kind of, like him. Right?
After what happend that day, Cry has been evading me sometimes when he gets the chance. I didn't like that, I need to apologize to him and fast. 3 weeks have passed and I was ready to finally apology to him again. The first thing that I did when I arrive to school was look for him. I couldn't find him anywhere. As my last hope I went to the rooftop and guess who I found...
"Hi cry" I greeted. He turn his head so he was now facing me. He look surprised, that means that he didn't expect me to find him here.
"Hi pewds". Now I was standing right next to him. We both remained in there looking at the sky for what it feels like forever but that didn't bother me at all, after all I was with him. I needed to control this feelings, this emotions. I didn't wanted to lose his friendship or lose him either.
"Look, cry, I am sorry for how weird I act the first day, I-" he put his index finger in my mouth interrupting what I was going to say.
"Pewds, friend, don't worry. I should be the one begging for an apology. I was the one acting like a child when nothing serious happended."
"S-so we are ok, right?"
"yep. As freinds?"
"As friends..."
Friends... With just hear that word I could feel my heart explouding and then sinking in the depths of sadness. I didn't wanted to be just 'friends'. But if to keep him by my side means to be stuck on the god damn frindzone, then fine. But I am not going to give up so easily, at least not yet.
Cry's POV
Things were normal now. Pewds and I are just friends, but the the though make me so uneasy. Like, do I really wanted to be just friends? Maybe I like him. No!.
Things are good as they are right now. But still. I needed to admit, I did miss him when we weren't together, I missed his touch... No!
Danmit it! Why am I so self-contradictory to myself!?
And even if really like him, I've just told him we were friends. I don't know how do I feel right now, I am confuse, really confuse. I need to think.
Today is friday and Pewds and were talking on the front yard on the school. School was already over but we didn't wanted to go home yet.
"Hey cry, the tour to the forest is going to be next weekend, are you going there?" pewds asked.
"I don't think so."
"w-why not!?, it could be exciting!" I could see the dissapointment in his eyes.
"Let's say I have bad memories from that place..." he looks concern, like if he have ask something that he shouldn't.
"But don't worry, You are not alone. I mean, you have Red, Scott and Russ."
"well yeah, I also met some guys while you were AVOIDIND me, ken and toby. They are nice. But..." Now he was facing me and looking straight into my eyes."It won't be the same without you."
I fell my cheeks heats. I blushed more and more- I don't even know if that's possible-. Thanks god I have my mask, otherwhise he would be able to literally 'read' my face. Suddenly he start to lean closer ans closer.
"Pewds, what are you" I whisper as he get closer and closer, and now I close my eyes while I feel his breath against mine.
But then... nothing happend.
"Okay, now you don't have anything on your hair." Pewds said as he moved off.
"Oh-oh, t-t-thanks." I stuttered.
We were in silence for a moment. This was awkward, I need to get out of here.
"O-okay, I think we should be going to our houses."
"You are right"
We both stand up and went to the entrance of the school.
"so, see you next week"
"see you"
He stroke my messy hair and walk away. I needed admit it, I like it.