Ch.4

After an hour of crying I decide to order in and watch movies. He was totally not worth the tears. Yet here I'm all alone crying, feeling sorry for myself when I had done nothing wrong. A knock at the door brings me out of my thoughts.

"Logan, what are you doing here?" I ask surprised for him and Finn were hanging at the pub.

"Well Steph told me Dean was coming over, and I wanted to make sure he didn't hurt you."

"Why is it that every time you hear Dean is coming over you think he automatically will make me sad?"

"Because Rory, he does it every time you're with him. He always has something going on in his life and that rarely ever includes you."

"That's not true." Rory said insulted.

"Rory…" Logan said in his stern voice that always reminded Rory of Logan's father.

"Okay fine maybe it is true. But it doesn't matter anymore, we broke up."

"Jerk." Logan muttered.

"Logan I broke up with him. So wouldn't that make me a jerk."

"I'm sure you had a good reason Ace. So tell me, what did he do this time?"

"Nothing." I lied, for I really do not want to get into this right now.

"Nothing huh? Then why do you look so hurt? He must of done something to take that smile off your face."

"Maybe. But it doesn't matter anymore so can we not talk about it?" Rory asked with a sigh.

"It doesn't matter Come on Rory you can tell me anything! What did he do?" Logan begged.

"He just…he chose Lindsay over me and the baby." Rory said, hanging her head in shame.

"He what!? But I thought he chose you over Lindsay months ago! And what baby?!"

"He came over here and told me Lindsay was dying, and that he felt like he needed to take care of her. I told him I was pregnant and he still chose Lindsay. But he has every intention of being in the babies life."

"You're really pregnant?"

"Of course I am! What you think I would lie to Dean and tell him I'm pregnant? I didn't know he would tell me about Lindsay."

"Hey, hey, look at me." Logan said, lifting Rory's chin with his finger. "I'm sorry. I just can't believe Dean would do this to you! Well actually I can, but Rory his baby is growing inside of you and he still doesn't care?"

"Logan he just found out! It will take him some time for him to fall in love with the baby. Right now he just wants to take care of Lindsay, then he will focus on the baby."

"Yeah whatever. I'm glad you broke up with him though. I think it would hurt more if you two were still together and he was always with Lindsay and never you."

"That's what I thought too. So I decided to end things and now it really hurts. I know I did the right thing, but it doesn't take the pain I'm feeling away." I cried

"I know. Come here its okay,' Logan replied as he pulled me in his arms. "It will get better Rory, I promise. I'll make sure you have smile on your face from morning till night." Logan soothed as he gave me a kiss on the head.

"Thanks Logan, I can really use another friend right now." I smiled looking up at his eyes.

He smiled then held me tighter as a spark went through our bodies. How is it that when I'm in Logan's arms I feel so safe? Wow Rory, don't go there you can't allow yourself to fall for Yale's biggest playboy.

"I'm here for you Ace. Just one question have you told your mom yet?"

"No, and honestly I haven't really thought about it."

"You haven't. I thought she would be the first to know."

"Yeah but Mom and I have not been getting along lately. Actually things haven't been totally normal since she found out about Dean and I. I mean we did make up, but our relationship is different. I just feel she wants things her way, and her approval of everything I do. But you know what? She can't control me and she can't always rely on me. I know that's sounds harsh but I'm past eighteen and I just want to experience the stuff I was too scared to do in high school. I always worried about what my mom will say if I make the wrong decisions. If I never would of met you or the gang I probably never would of experienced the thrill of jumping off that scaffolding. I wish I met you in high school." I laughed through the tears.

"So do I." Logan smirked. "Look Rory maybe it is time to put the past in the past and make up with your mom. I'm not saying you should apologize if you don't regret the decisions you have made in the past couple of months. Just talk to her, and tell her how you feel. Then listen to her and if you feel that its right tell her the news. Maybe she will be happy for you. You never no Ace until you try,"

"But she will be so disappointed in me Logan. I'm too young to have a baby, I had all these plans to travel across the world. She will tell me how I could make such a mistake too…"

"Wow, wow, Rory stop right there. This baby is not a mistake, sure it came unexpectedly but this baby inside of you was meant to happen. Trust me. Let me tell you a story of one of my older sister's named Alyssa,"

"You have sisters?"

"Yes two older sisters and one younger sister." He smiled then shushed me. "So anyway Alyssa had just turned twenty and was on her second year of Yale. Sound familiar?" I nodded not wanting to interrupt. "She had slept with two guys, one was her ex who left her for someone else, and another was her best friend. She got pregnant but was unsure of who the father was be. Was it her ex's or her one night stand with her friend's boyfriend? So anyway she knew the only way to be with her ex again was to claim the baby as his and that's what she did. But really the baby was the other guys. Of course her and the ex were about to get married when Jake, the other guy, came in and claimed the baby was actually his…"

"Logan how exactly does this help me?"

"I'm getting there Ace just feel like giving you background information. Think of it as a bedtime story," I laughed and ushered him to continue. "So then the ex named Theo, who is Finn's brother by the way, and Jake is my other sister Honors boyfriend. They ended up not getting married after all, and Alana, Jake's girlfriend, who is Finn's older sister decided to break up with him. So anyway they eventually got back together and Alyssa was over her ex. Alana and Jake allowed Alyssa to come live with him, so Jake could be around the baby he didn't even want. Three months later my mom started to get very sick and Alyssa and Alex, who used to hate each other, grew closer. Alex is Colin's brother just to clear that up. He also has a sister, Sarah, who's ex left Alyssa for.

"God I'm getting a headache." Rory said.

"Okay I'll get to the point." Logan smiled as we lay cuddled on my bed.

"The point is when my mom got sick Alyssa used her baby as a bone marrow donation for her mom. For a little while she didn't think the baby would make it. But the baby did and stayed there for a few months until she was due, in the car by the way. Jake and Alan helped deliver her. Jake eventually wanted to get to know the baby when Alyssa was four months and Alana supported him either way, but she wanted the baby in his life. Alana, Alyssa, and Sarah were friends again. The miracle baby the named Alexis Faith Richmond, Alyssa and Jake share custody and are great friends."

"How heartbreaking that year must have been for everybody involved." Rory cried.

"It was for everybody. and you know what? I would never want to go through that again."

"Wow you really just made me appreciate the ones I love, and I know now this baby was never a mistake. I guess I always knew that I just needed a story like that I guess to fall even in more love with this baby. How come you guys never told me you had siblings?"

"I guess it never came up?"

"So have any pictures of Alexis." Rory smiled.

"What you think I made this story up?"

"No I just want to see for my self on how such a little girl could have such a impact on everybody involved."

"Sure I have some." Logan said and whipped out his cell phone.

"Aww how cute carrying around pictures of your little niece." I smiled as Logan flipped through his pictures on his cell phone.

"Well how could I not when Alyssa sends me photos of her everyday?" he smirks as he shows me a picture of Alexis.

"She's beautiful Logan." I smile as I look at the little girl with bright blue eyes and blonde curly hair. "How old is she now?"

"She is three years old and will be having a sister and brother pretty soon,"

"Aww I bet she can't wait."

"She can't. I went over there the other day and she said 'Unca Wogan my baby come soon.'"

"She called it her baby. That's so sweet." I smile then rest my hand on my stomach. "Are you sure you're Yale's biggest player."

"I'm sure Ace, got my little black book to prove it." He smirked as he moved me closer in his embrace.

"Yeah yeah." I smiled while having a strange sensation in my stomach.

"I assume you have a date tonight?"

"Yep and I'm looking right at her."

"Logan really you don't have to be here with me I'm fine really. You made me smile your mission is complete."

"I want to stay Rory, I can care less about those brainless girls when I have you." He smiled at me but had a serious tone in his voice. "You're much more entertaining to be with by the way."

"Yeah I'm sure." I replied for I knew he would rather have sex with those brainless girls then be here with me.

"I'm serious Rory. When I'm with you I can actually talk to you and not feel like I'm talking to you." We laughed as I gave him a smile. "I believe you for that." I smiled as I gave him a kiss on the cheek.

"What was that for?"

"For being a great friend." I smiled as I closed my eyes and drifted into a peaceful slumber.

AN: Sorry for taking so long I was busy. But I made the chapter longer and put Logan in this chapter. Oh and it will be awhile before they will be in a committed relationship.