Temporary Sanity
I don't own Kuroko no Basket
Gezze guys I'm very terribly sorry for not updating in like two...Three months? Anyway I'm on Summer break so expect more from now on!
Akashi sat in his house thinking.
Perhaps life was to be more valued than lost.
He chuckled like a mad man.
"Who am I kidding with the world like this who would want to live?" He asked himself.
He looked outside if he stared long enough the clouds and sky looked like a fake painted picture moving and changing.
He turned his direction to a drawer where he held all his blades and scissors.
Ah how Tetsuna would be disappointed in him.
He opened the flick blade he had.
He touched the tip, a tiny stream of blood came out.
'How sharp.' He thought.
He ran his tongue up his finger licking up blood.
The metallic taste was satisfying.
Closing the flick blade he stepped outside and made his way to a certain somebody's house.
Tetsuna sat in her reading one of here novel she bought when she heard someone knocking.
"Ah Akashi-kun." She slightly surprised.
"Hello Tetsuna." Akashi said.
She stared at him for a while. 'Why is he here' She thought
"Like what you see?" He said smirking.
She blushed. " C-come in."
They walked inside her house was always neat and organized just like his.
"So Akashi-kun what brings you here?" She asked him.
"What, I can't just drop by and talk with you." He said.
"Akashi-kun never comes here without a reason or plan." She said stating the facts.
He sat down and rested his head on his hand. " Is that so."
"Yes." She replied.
He smirked. "Ah, you know me to well."
She looked away. "Most people consider it bad."
"Mean." He said pretending to be hurt.
"Never said I was nice Akashi-kun." She said bluntly.
He chuckled.
"Well why are you here?" She repeated.
"I'll leave then if you don't want me here." He said getting up.
She turned away embarrassed. "I never said you had to leave."
"Then don't pester me with the question if you want me here." He said sitting down again.
"Why do you have your flick blade here?" She asked.
"Protection we all need right, in this world." He said.
"You need protection to get a house barely 30 steps away." She said.
"Ah, but I took 25 steps so it was pretty close." Akashi said.
' Okay now he's just messing with me.' She thought irritated.
"Whatever you say Akashi-kun." She said giving up.
"Sorry Tetsuna I'm just in a mood to snap back playfully." He said.
"I know it just happened." She said while getting back to her book.
"Ah isn't that the book I gave a while back." He said noticing it.
"Yes." She replied.
"And your just reading it now?" He said.
"I didn't have enough time and since it's summer break I can read it now." She said.
"I finished all my books." He said.
"Feel free to look on the bookcase." She said.
"Matter of fact I will." He said walking towards it.
Akashi's P.O.V
I looked through the books most of them I read most of them looked boring until I notices a blank one with no title on its spine. I pulled it out.
'Seems normal.' I thought
I opened to the first page.
January 4, XX84
Everything's like a masquerade party all mask no-show until you reveal your true self, what if you take off your mask to find more underneath? Lie after lie until you put yourself into a deep dark hole. Nothings never right until you shatter the mirror. So many pieces, is there someone who will be willing to pick them up a glue it back together? Imperfection...At least I'm not fake...Right?...Or is that something people want me to believe. - Kuroko Tetsuna
Her diary perhaps or her dark thoughts. These were during middle school, I didn't meet her until December 11, XX84 that when I realized she was the manager but she was working with third stringers.
February 14, XX84
Valentine day...It's annoying so many people bumped into me today and as Basketball club manager it's quite annoying with all the girls crowding in here I heard from Natsuki that it worse in the first string. Poor boys in there but they are the top guys in school Generation of Miracles huh. But I did get Chocolates from Natsuki which was nice but...They look inedible too me I hope he understands.-Kuroko Tetsuna
'Let me just skip ahead.' I say inside my head.
December 12, XX84
I met someone very interesting yesterday someone who's like me but they say different is better so why do I feel attracted to this person is it because his red fiery hair or his mismatched eyes that see every move you plan. Whatever it is perhaps we'll be on good terms for now I did move up to working with the first stringers and that is where he'll be playing alongside with Aomine-kun and the rest of the Generation of Miracles maybe just maybe this year will be better than I thought.- Kuroko Tetsuna
' Well apparently we thought the same thing back then I remember saying similar thing also' I remember
I quickly put it back as I hear her approach the bookcase.
"Find something?" She asks me.
"Nothing...Well I guess I should get going now." I reply.
"Well I'll see you to the door." She offers.
"Thank you." I say.
"Goodbye Akashi-kun." She says.
I wave my hand as in saying goodbye also...Goodbye for good perhaps.
Akashi sat on living room floor by the window.
'Perhaps I'll end it here.' He thought to himself.
Slowly pressing the blade to his wrist as soon as he hit the flesh blood came out.
He moved down an inch putting in another. Another inch tearing it open blood ran down the side of his arm.
His hand all red and bloody he brought it to his mouth licked some of the blood off.
' Well my eye sight is getting blurry that's one sign of dying.' He thought.
But soon everything was clear again.
He brought the blade to his neck slowly moving it to the side when.
He heard a bang and thud.
"Please don't." The person whispered softly.
And CLIFFHANGER...Sorry.
(Who's the person can you guess?)