What am I supposed to say to him exactly, I know what he is going to do hit someone or worse, it's not the first time he would have hit me but I don't want it to happen again. Bertie has locked himself in the bathroom but I'm sure he will hear. What will he actually do to me? Poor Bertie he has no idea what he has got himself into.

"Bertie." I shouted "Stay in there and do not make a sound he will be here soon!" I could here the clock ticking I am seriously that nervous.

BANG BANG BANG! "Get out here you dirty little whore and bring your filth with you!"

I opened the door an he burst in. He slammed the door and pinned me against it. He smacked me, it's hurt like a bugger but if I made a noise Bertie would here. "Jamie I would never cheat on you, never. Plus we aren't even exclusive, you didn't want to be. And I know your with other girls I am not even that naive!"

"Who do you think you are Sophie you are supposed to be my friend you know I.. I like you, why would you even say that?"

"Jamie look calm down you know how I feel we are just waiting I'm not old enough for me to show you my commitment"

*Here is the thing I have fancied him since I was 7. When I was 7 he was 10 considering I'm fifteen he is actually 18 so it's illegal for anything to happen.

Jamie took a moment to consider the possibilities " Fine, but you owe me and you are going to pay the debt in some way I will pick you up tomorrow after school in my car and we can 'sort it out' then. I won't bother finding him just don't take me for granted, you know your not the only girl I can have." Then he ran out the door, I didn't call Bertie down till he was out of sight.

"Bertie come down he's gone."I shouted up the stairs. I knew he heard what was said but I don't think he knew that Jamie hit me see I told him a lot about Jamie just not that he hit me. He doesn't do it a lot but its embarrassing. Look at that freak he is 18 and beats her up you'd think she would just leave him. I thought about it the first time but I'm in love with him what can I do?

Bertie came rushing down the stairs to see if I was all right, he saw the tear stains on my cheek, then he saw the big red mark. I knew he saw it but he didn't say anything he just let me cry into his shoulder. I knew Bertie, I knew he would have tried to stop Jamie but we only just met he can still get away without a bruise and that's what I want.

We sat on my bed watching Bertie's YouTube videos him cringing while I try to imitate the faces that he pulls. I never knew anyone that had tried to cheer me up without trying to kiss me before, and I like it.

"Sophie" Bertie began to ask, "he says you owe him. What does that mean?"

"Don't worry he isn't going to do anything bad to me if that's what you're thinking, he knows I'm 15 but I don't know what I will have to do. ... It's not your fault though its because I told him I knew about the other girls see, he blames me cause I'm not able to give him what he wants.

"That's sick!" Bertie responded.

"I guess so but, he is nice it isn't going to be bad it just sounds like it. I promise."

My parents walked in shortly after, Bertie said hello but quickly excused himself, he said he would be outside my house when Jamie dropped me off tomorrow.

I texted Jamie, 'I am sorry, you know how I feel xx'