That Sunday I was practically bouncing around the house. I couldn't wait till I got the text from Edward. When it finally came threw I think I must of accidentally screamed.

"Jesus Bella, calm down it's just a date.

"But Rose, it's a date with Edward. And it's our first date."

"You two are practically already a couple, everybody knows"

"Oh I don't care, I'm just excited, let me enjoy being happy"

"Whatever get outta here or you'll be late"

I skipped out of the house and into the car, gave the driver the address. Sitting in the backseat of the car was the worst thing I've ever had to do. I could not sit still. Most of it due to the anticipation of seeing Edward again, and it was going to be just us two. God I had a lot of questions to ask him. I just have to make him promise to be honest first.

When I got there the place looked shut. There was nobody inside and no lights on. I double checked the address and this was definitely the place. I walked in and what I saw shocked me.

There were rose petals all over the floor; the table had a silk white table cloth with a trident candle holder in the middle supplying the only light in the whole café. I was literally speechless, I heard Edward come up behind me I turned around so I was now facing him. He was smiling his to die for crooked smile, until he saw my face and his face dropped as he misread it.

"I'm sorry Bella, it was meant to be romantic, and I must have gone over the top, lets just go to a maccas or something."

I still couldn't find my voice to tell him he was being stupid. So I just reached up and kissed him instead. I curled my fingers in his hair and lightly tugged forcing a ferocious reaction out of him. His hands slid from the top of my back down to the bottom of my waist. I could feel him clawing at the skin there but I didn't care. I was trying to figure out why we were here in such a perfect space, and then I remembered the perfect lunch and the perfect man that organized this for me. I pulled away.

"Edward, lunch remember?"

"Forget lunch"

I wiggled out of his grip with much difficulty.

"I don't want to forget lunch Edward"

"Right sorry, take a seat" he said, he scratched the back of his head before proceeding to pull out a chair in front of me.

I sat down and waited politely for him to sit opposite me. I picked up the menu and pretended to look it while stealing looks over the top at Edward who was still staring at me.

So much for secrecy.

I was just about to make a smart ass comment about taking a picture when the waitress came over and asked what we wanted to eat

"Umm mushroom ravioli please"

I looked at the men and it was the first thing I saw

"Nothing for me at the moment thanks"

The waitress was looking at Edward appraisingly. But he didn't seem to notice, he was still staring at me. If this slut didn't back off my date I was going to smack her one.

"Excuse me, we've ordered you don't need to be here still" I retorted letting some acid into my tone and face.

The bitch finally got the idea and backed off towards the kitchen.

"Well my Bella the bad ass, I haven't seen this side of her before"

"I just don't get some people. You put this lunch together for… whatever I am and she stands there ogling you like some boy toy"

"Wait back up…what do you mean whatever you are?"

"Well, am I your girlfriend or that girl you've seen a few times or a friend?"

"Okay well first that kiss we just had proved you weren't really just my friend, 2nd I know this is kind of our first real date but I want to see a whole lot more of you, so I guess that leaves us with one option…. Bella Swan do you want to be my girlfriend?"

"Oh my god" I whispered under my breath

Edward was still staring at me waiting for an answer; he obviously hadn't heard my oath to god.

"Oh Edward…. Yes of course I will, but I need you to answer a question for me first"

"Okay shoot"

"Who is Tanya? And why does Emmett seem to remind you of her every time were together?"

"Well Tanya…. That's a long story"

Our meals arrived then, well my meal did.

"I don't have to be back till late"

"Well then Miss Bella Swan, I have other plans for you"

"Edward! Answer my question!

"Okay Okay, eat something first though"

I got a massive forkful of ravioli and shoved it in my mouth chewing purposely.

"Well Tanya and I had a thing back at my other school. It was kind of like we were perfect for each other. We hanged out in the same group our families were best friends, Tanya and I were best friends. We were all hanging out one night when one of our friends had some how gotten a fake ID and brought alcohol. We were all pretty drunk but Tanya and I were defiantly the worst. I don't remember much apart from Tanya claiming her love for me and going into a mate's bedroom. And yeah well we had sex that night. We both decided to pretend nothing happened and keep being best friends. It wasn't till a couple of months later Tanya came to me in tears claming she was pregnant. I would never leave my baby. So I told her once we hit 18 we would marry, and be together. So around school people began to get used to the idea we were a couple and got over it. Tanya was about four months pregnant and still not showing, and then I became suspicious of her. I went and spoke to her parents and they clarified that Tanya was not pregnant and that they were so happy we were together but had no idea why I thought she was pregnant in the first place. I knew I had to get out. I went and lived with my dad for a while but then my dad moved back in with my mum so I moved out here and started to live with Emmett. Em is so cautious of what I do because he knew how much Tanya lying to me hurt me and he just doesn't want me in that situation again."

Wow, I was not expecting that. What cruel bitch would do something like that? I mean Edward was stunning duh. But to be that cruel well that was really in a league of its own.

"Edward… that's horrible. I'm so sorry."

"Don't be sorry, If she hadn't done that shit to me then I wouldn't have moved here and met you would i?"

"Okay true. But still don't you wish your past was different?"

"No not really, I mean if it was different then I wouldn't be here and I wouldn't know half the things I know today"

I was speechless. This guy was really an angel. I didn't realize I was staring until I noticed him staring at me funny. I quickly looked down shaking my head trying to hide my embarrassment.

"So are you my girlfriend now?"

"Yeah I guess I am"

"Ha-ha, so girlfriend, how is your ravioli?"

"Wow, it is so strange to here that! Sorry to say but I'm not really eating it. I think its gone cold. Sorry."

"No problem love. I didn't exactly eat much myself"

"I noticed any reason for that?"

"To nervous, wanna take a walk with me?"

"That sounds so good right now, but I should get home, I didn't tell mum I was going out"

"Alright, let me walk you to your car"

Sitting in the back of my car I was so happy. I had the most amazing boyfriend in the entire world. True I had only been officially dating him a few hours but I felt liked I loved him already. He was absolutely perfect!

When I was home I ran inside leaving my bag on the floor. Someone would pick it up soon enough.

"ROSALIE!" I screamed, I couldn't wait to tell her what happened.

I ran upstairs and into her bedroom. What I saw shocked me. She was sitting there with mum in her lap and was stroking her hair. Renée's eyes were red and puffy and had black mascara running down the side of her cheek. She looked like shit.

"Mum, what's wrong?"

"Get away from me you stupid slut"

"Renee what has happened!"

"You want to know what's wrong! I have one absolutely perfect daughter who gave up a date with her boyfriend to comfort me and the other one is a stupid skank who doesn't give a shit in the world about me and leaves me alone to go have sex with what ever guy she can get her hands on!"

"Do not talk to me like that! I had no idea anything was wrong I left before you were even home. And Edward is not some guy. He is my boyfriend and I love him mum! Do you know what love is? It's when you would do anything for them and they feel the same about you mum, not just getting into somebody's pants."

"I will not be talked to like that in my own house. Get out and never come back!"

I ran out of the house with tears streaming down my face. I hate her with a passion. I never wanted anything to do with her ever again. I felt bad for leaving rose alone with all of that, but she was strong she would look after herself.

Suddenly I realized I had nowhere to go. I could go to Edward's but he would make me go home. I needed to get away from here as far as I could. There was one place I could think of. Somewhere I would always be welcome. And 10,000 miles from here. I got into the back of a car a whispered the address to my fathers house. I hadn't seen him in about 10 years. I was curious about what he had to say about me just showing up unexplained. Just then my phone lit up and started buzzing round the back seat. It was from Edward.

Beautiful are you okay? Rose told me most of what happened. I am so sorry I am always here for you if you need me.

What I could I say to that? He was perfect, I was going to have to break his heart as well as my own it was for the best I had to keep reminding myself. Fresh start and all that.

Edward,

I am so sorry, were over. Please don't be angry at me or rose. This is no one's fault apart from my mums. I needed to get out of there. This whole town just isn't my thing. Edward I am so sorry. I will always love you.

Bells.

Xo

It took me a while to hit send but eventually I did it. It only took him 3 seconds to ring me. I couldn't talk to him. I couldn't hear his perfect voice and stick to my decision. I hanged up the phone. Almost straight away I had another text from him.

Bella,

I completely understand what you mean, I never want to force you into being with me. Just letting you know, I will never stop till I find you. I honestly believe we are ment to be. Bells, you're the girl for me. I love you.

Edward.

And I just gave him up. Of course I wanted to believe everything he just said was true. But it wasn't. He would find someone else and would be happy. Just like I hoped to do. I couldn't do anymore thinking today. I laid down in the backseat and just slept.

I was woken up with a sudden taping at the window. I looked around me and saw rain everywhere. I knew I must be in Forks. We never had rain like this in Seattle. I Slowly got out of my car and looked around a bit. I knew this is what I needed to do.

I got out and shakily walked to the front doorstep. I knocked and waited. I looked up and realized that I remembered this house. I grew up here and mine and rose's bedroom was upstairs. I was so distracted by the house I forgot I was waiting for the door to open so when it did I jumped about a foot in the air.

A nice looking man stood there like I owed him $10 just for knocking on his door.

"Bella? Is that you?"

"Yeah it is dad. Can I come in?"

a/n. Kind of cliffy maybe? Anyway can you please review! I kind of know where I'm going with this story but I really want to know what you think thank you! Review it now!