You're
gone
So there ain't enough
to keep me here that long
It's been a month since the last time we saw each other. Its 9pm, I'm in my office. Not too many people left just, Pablo, Jimmy, Cherie and me… I'm here almost 20 hours a day just in case, but… I can't find her… the police can't find her, and… I'm starting to think that it's the end. The end of us… It's for the best. 3 weeks ago I was on the bathroom and I heard Lara and some other chick talking about Carmen. They said… they said that, if they found her, they where going to give her death sentence. When I came back to the office the next day Pablo told me… it was true… I cried for two weeks trait, I didn't eat, didn't sleep, I got in fights, I couldn't do anything. If they found her, they where going to kill her… So I hoped… I hoped that she would never come back. Because if I have to watch her die, I would kill my self… I wish that night would have never happened… I wish she would have just staid in home.
(FLASHBACK)
Shane/ house/ guns/ a dead person on the floor/ a woman dress in black/ darkness
Fuck. I pointed the gun at her "Put your hands in the air, you're under arrest" I knew she was a woman because I could see the figure trough the darkness… very good. She turned towards me… I couldn't see her face, it was too dark. She started going towards me "don't move any closer lady" she didn't listen to me, so I grabbed her hand and pined her to the wall "listen to me you-" …Carmen… what… "Carmen..?"
"Let me go Shane" fuck, she…
"You killed that man…"
"Long story… let me go" so I let her go. I can't move. "Listen Shane, you don't understand" I was crying now
"I thought you where at Alice's"
"… I'm sorry" I fell down… I couldn't resist my weight any longer. Then we heard the sirens of the police "I have to go" I still couldn't move… she went towards me, she kneeled and kissed me. "You will understand soon enough" She got up and left. The guys came in
"Shane!!! Shane are you ok?"
"…."
"Shane!!!... Did you see who it was?" I looked at him
"Carmen…"
How
could you take his life away?
How could you be so full of
hate?
And when I heard you let him die
And made the world all
wonder why
I sat at home and on my own,
I cried alone
(END FLSHBACK)
I don't mind the flashbacks any more… that's all I have from her…memories. That's all I do now, remember… Like when I found her on Rubies Night Club.
(FLASHBAC)
I knew she was there, but I didn't tell the guys for 3 days. I just liked to see her dance. Every night for 4 days, they said she was the New girl. By what she's wearing, lot's of assholes are coming on to her. Each night seems like it's getting worse, I just wish she'd take the night off, so I don't have to fight off every asshole coming on to her. It happens every night she works. They'll go and ask the DJ what she would say, if they all tried coming on to her. Don't they know it's never going to work? They think they'll get inside her with every drink they buy her. This time somebody's getting hurt. And the ladies, they're cool but twice as crazy. Each time she bats an eyelash, somebody's grabbing her ass. I'm hating what she's wearing. Everybody here keeps staring
(END FLASHBACKS)
(Shane was crying) I wanted her to stay, cause I needed to hear her say…that she loved me… but she never did. I miss her so fucking much. I wish I could see her for the last time so I could tell her…That I love her, that I have loved her all along, and I miss her, been far away for far too long. I keep dreaming she'll be with me and she'll would never go. Because ill stop breathing if I don't see her anymore… I've been listening to Nickelback for far too long….
She came along and tore this wall down and that's something you don't forget just like that. But she never did say she loved me… No matter what she said or what she didn't I loved her… she was my angel. So I'll ask polite if the devil needs a ride because the angel of mine ain't hanging out with me tonight.
(The lights go off) Just great. Just, what I needed. (She gets out of her office)
"Guys!!"
"Shane I'm here"
"Where is Cherie and Jimmy?"
"Right here"
"Here"
"It must be the breakers" (Shane got her lighter and could see just 4 feet to the front , but the guys could see her and went towards her)
"Let me call the maintenance guy"
"He won't be able to help you" (a voice came in the room. Shane pointed the lighter in front but was useless, she couldn't see anything)
"Who was that?"
"…Carmen"
"Aww that's so sweet… you recognize my voice" (she said sarcastically)
"Wait, Carmen, Your ex, The psycho killer?" (You could hear Carmen laugh)
"Cherie shut it!! Guys call the police"
"So this is Cherie huh?... I gotta tell you Shane I expected someone prettier… I mean if you where going to betrayed me like that, look for something better"
"My cell phone is dead Shane!!"
"You can't even see me bitch!!"
"Oh I can see you don't worry. And your cells are not going to work so..."
"AHHH!!... She touched me!!!!!!" (Carmen laughed)
"Carmen, leave her alone…"
"I just having a little fun Shane" (They heard the sound, when a gun was ready to shoot) "and I'm not the one with a gun …"
"Guys, you can't see anything, so what are you doing with the gun?"
"Just in case Shane, don't worry"
"You like guns huh Jimmy?"
"… I guess I do"
"LISTEN Carmen … she slept with me ok, get over it …now let us go"
"Cherie, SHUT UP!!!!!!!!!!!!"
"Yea Cherie, I would listen to Shane on this one… me being a psycho killer an all… but Shane tell me… was she better than me?"
"Carmen…"
"This is ridiculous, what the fuck do you want bitch"?
"Jimmy shut up"
"No Pablo you shut up, I'm fucking sick of this bitch and Shane story. I just want to get it over with so they would kill her already" fuck don't say that asshole
"…shut the fuck off Jimmy or I'm going to kick you ass"
"Don't worry Shane I know" she knows…she knows what?... does she mean her death sentenced? But how? "You haven't answer, my question Shane… is she better"
"Oh please…"
"No"
"WHAT???"
"She doesn't come close to you…"
"…..Good"
"But…what are you doing here Carmen?" (Like in a second Carmen was in front of her)
"My job" (Carmen blew the lighter off and now everything was dark.) And then I could hear everything and nothing at the same time. I heard screams coming from Cherie, I heard gunshots, I heard the guys screaming but I couldn't move…I was just there standing like a complete loser, scared for my life….
(FLASHBACK) SHANE/
CARMEN/ KISSING/ BED/ SEX/ MORE KISSING/ EYES/MORE SEX/ SWEAT/
FINGERS/ SOUNDS OF : FUCK's, GOD's/ GUNS/ GUNSHOTS/MOUNS
"Domino!!!! "
"Now you know… what do you think?" ///
"You're the only one that can understand me" ////
"Fuck you Carmen!!!" ////
"Fuck me Shane" ////
"what if you don't find me?" ////
"I didn't do it" ////
"Get away from me" ///
"Do you believe me?" ////
"..what good is a mystery if you don't try to solve it?"///
"... Carmen" ////
(END FLASHBACK)
Then it's stopped and everything was silent. The lights turned on, but I closed my eyes scared of what's in front of me. All I was thinking was, she killed Cherie, she killed Cherie… but then I opened my eyes and a few feet's from where I was, was Cherie and Pablo on the floor knocked out , that was good, cuz they didn't have a bullet trough their hearts, but…where is Jimmy.
(FLASHBACK)
My office/ two days ago/ Jimmy
"Guess what?"
"What?"
"I got a secret admirer"
"You do?"
"Yes but don't tell the wife… she left me this with a card that said TO JIMMY" a rose…
"How do you know it's a 'she'"
"Shut up"
(END FLASHBACK)
Shit… fuck!!!!!.. (She turn to her back and their it was… Jimmy with a bullet on his heart and a note) A note... she kills my friend and all she lives is a fucking note (she grabbed it and opened)
You where looking for the killer of Chris Barkley?, well there you have it… Chris was with Jimmy's wife, he found them the other day and he killed him… ask his wife. He wanted to make it look like I was the killer, by putting the red rose on the body. But that's not the only thing that makes him an asshole… he gets violent with his wife and kids. He took advantage of her daughter… Don't believe me?... Talk to his wife… His fingerprints are all over Chris. I guess you're surrounded by bad people Shane.
PS: Words are not meant to be kept from others.
C