Chapter 4

Inuyasha POV……………………………….......

As those sweet lips pressed against mine, I felt peace but I felt my first build up as I smelt not only the sweet sent I had not smelled in so long but the smell of her blood but I choose to ignore it but all of a sudden a sharp agenising pain hits my back, I let go of the kiss although I did not want to but the pain was so bad and now my body felt weak from the pain it was hard to fight my first, for my sweet loves blood, whines came from my thought but when I heard kagome's voice say my masters name I became angry, "that will teach you, I knew you would be here, vampire demons cant be with humans and without me you would of killed this little bitch by now actually that would not be so bad" my anger built so much, I might of loved her once but kagome had always been on my mind, I visit the place where I had been turned.

one day because I couldn't get kagome's sent out of mind and I wanted to smell just one more time but I walked myself to that horrible place to find this grave stone with my name apon it about 2 years ago and she left me a note saying.

"oh my sweet inuyasha I miss you so bad, why did you go if you where here my lips would never let go of yours I would let them stay there for eternity till I stopped breathing"

after that I snuck away from my master every couple of days and visited it to find new notes I did this for two years but now I have put my kagome in danger and now my master wants her dead, how dare she, my reaction was to grab her leg, but my body was at it limit the first was to bad, I was losing control but I heard "kagome give one of your bows now!!!!!!" all of a sudden I could smell the strong smell of kikiyo's blood, I didn't like drinking blood not even hers most of the time if I was losing control I would lock my self in my room and never come out and when I woke up I would have kikiyo's blood around my mouth and the awful taste but this time she was trying to give me her blood while I was still me, I kept moving my head but I heard " drink or your going to kill someone without a thought and I know you don't want that NOW FOR FUCK SAKE DRINK IT!!!!!!!!!" I wasn't doing this for me or her but for kagome as I did not want to hurt her so I let the drops of blood hit my tongue as the drips of blood slowed I felt myself coming back but I was so weak my eyes became nothing but blackness, and all I heard was the sobbing of kagome………………………..

I awoke in my bed, back at the hut in the middle of nowhere, the pain of my back had gone and so was the wound. I picked myself up with an angry look on my face and started to walk to the living room where I smelt the sent of kikiyo next to a fire. I stormed up to her with a scorned look on my face, she just gave me a weird look "what is it my darling inu…….." I swiftly grabbed her neck and put it up against the wall and showed her my fangs the closed my mouth again "why did you do this to me, and you call me darling one more time and a swear to god…….." I realised what I was doing and let go and looked at my hand I felt so sorry I didn't know why, why should I be sorry, she turned me into this monster, she made kagome think I was dead, I filled with emotion and fell to the floor crying and felt kikiyo's hand on my shoulder but moved it away "inuyasha do you really want to know why I turned you and why you act different to a normal vampire like me" I looked her with a weird expression, how could she be saying vampires where normal, we are monsters, we suck innocent blood to keep alive "yes I would like to know why" she made me sit down the knelled beside me and told me"

"I was told by the vampire who turned me that if I was to turn you,…………. you are a vampire demon, because of the demon side within you, you first blood more than any other vampire and the only way to suppress it is to drink the blood of your master well the person who turned you… I took advantage of this I wanted you away from that kagome, I wanted you and when I was brought back by being turned into a vampire"

"wait you where dead I thought to be turned you had to be alive"

"before I died when I was human I was a friend with a vampire because I found him almost dead I took pity on him although I knew what he was, so I looked after him and healed him and he told me that if I gave him a small bit of my blood for him to keep then he would repay me someday, I found this weird at first but I agreed to it anyway. He gave me a vile and with a dagger he made a small incision and put the blood in a vile then when my ash's where found well you know that bit of the story when I once came back and I was a soul stealer but when I was destroyed once again he stole some of what was left of the ash and mixed it with his blood and the blood I gave him and preformed a ritual then I came back as a undead vampire but back to you when I knew the a demon vampire would need his master all the time, I found you in the forest and without a thought i bit you pumping some of my vampire blood into you but because you called for that bitch……………………"

I reacted so bad and slapped her round the face and dug my claws into her hand "ow inuyasha your hurting me" I smiled "good" all of a sudden I felt one of claws in my neck "I don't want to hurt you sweetie but you have giving me no choice" all of a sudden I felt the claw slide through my skin and I felt the blood drip down my neck "how dare you" she gave me a sad but powerful look "im your master and you do not hurt me or think of human girls………..look im so sorry I just don't want you to go hurting yourself by hurting other I care about you" I swiftly stood up so angry so upset "you should of thought about that before turning me into a blood sucking maniac" I put my hand to my neck to stop the blood and walked out of the door to find the one person who would comfort me and I would do the same………………………………...................................................................................................................

Next time: inuyasha goes to find kagome to tell her he loves kagome but Kikiyo isn't to happy what will she do………………………………...