POC2: Why did Elphaba run at the end of Popular? This is the only drabble (so far) that includes a line from the play, but it seemed to fit.
Popular.
I've never wondered what it would be like.
I've never really thought about what kind of life I could have if people saw me for who I am, if they could see past my green skin.
I've never wondered if I would like it; never allowed myself to think like that.
After all, I've always thought…. No, I've always known that it would be quite impossible.
I've never thought about what popularity would be like, never asked myself: do I want it?
Now I'm thinking, and I'm asking, and I don't know.
And I'm scared.
"I have to go."
POC2: Next: Elphaba's POV after For Good.