Hi everyone! Thanks for the amazing reviews:] I hope you like the direction this story has taken, because I seriously spend way too much time imagining that Patch is real so that I can write this story. I'm really sorry if I have grammar or spelling mistakes, I guess spell check doesn't catch everything:/ Blah blah blah anyways here is more tempted :D oh yea BF owns everything
He didn't respond, his face was void of all emotion. He just continued to stare at my eyes in the mirror. I couldn't keep eye contact with him for long, his stare was very nerve-racking. This is a little awkward and I keep wondering what he is doing here. My heart is practically jumping out of my chest with excitement, but in my head I know to be careful before I set him off again.
"What are you doing here?" I ask quietly.
"Vee couldn't make it, so I came instead," he said with a smooth voice. I breathed a sigh of relief that he was speaking normally to me. But wait? How did he know that Vee was going to come over? I turned around and looked at his face.
"Vee?" I asked, confused. "How did you know that she and I had plans?"
"She told me about them after she bitched me out at Bo's," He said, a humorless smile on his lips.
"Vee was at Bo's?" Omigod. She must've saw Patch's jeep on her way here and decided to intervene. And by intervene I mean probably cause a scene. "What did she say to you?"
He shrugged. "Well, to sum it all up, she said I was a selfish bastard, told me to stop acting like a stupid jerk, called me an asshole for hurting you, then she asked me for gas money," he said with a chuckle. He showed me an image of Vee charging up to him with her deadly scowl. I couldn't help but giggle at how funny it was that she thought she was going to intimidate Patch.
Wow, Vee stood up to Patch for me? She has got to be the best friend that anyone could have. She could have told me what she was doing of course so that I wouldn't have spent all night worrying about her. She probably knew that I would have stopped her though. She must have said something right, because Patch was here.
"Did she say anything else?" I just really wanted to know what he was here for.
"She told me to man up and come back here to talk things out with you," he answered slowly.
"And here you are…" I didn't know where this was going but I really wanted to hear his explanation.
He just looked at me then took my hand and led me to my bed. He sat down and pulled me down to sit next to him. His mouth was stiff like he had something to say but was thinking of how to word it. I waited patiently, just happy to be with him.
He let out a huge breath that I didn't know he was holding in. "Nora, why did you want to have sex tonight?" he asked, looking into my eyes.
I don't know what kind of answer he was looking for so I tell him the truth. "Because I love you."
"I know you love me, and you know that I love you. You know that I want to be with you, but what made you think that you were ready tonight?" He asked, his dark eyes piercing mine.
"I…I don't know," I say honestly. "We have been together for a while and I guess I thought that it was time."
"Angel, we have been together for a while. But we never needed sex because we had something much more important." He told me.
"Love?" I guessed.
"Exactly," He smiled, and then turned serious. "Nora, we were not ready to have sex at all and you know it. What were we going to do about protection? I know that you would be too embarrassed to buy them yourself."
He knew me well. "I guess I just figured that you would have a condom in your wallet or something," I mumbled. To be truthful, I hadn't even thought about that until now. My mind was a little to preoccupied by thoughts of his perfect face and body. Now to think of it, it was immature of me to not worry about protection.
"I'm a little to busy protecting you and keeping you safe then worrying about prophylactics," he said. "And you didn't even talk to me about it. If your ready to have sex, then you should be able to discuss it with me."
"You're right, I just thought that you would be happy," I said.
"Angel, it's my job to make sure that you're happy. You don't have to do anything for me, you make me happy just by breathing."
I grinned and gave him a kiss on the cheek. He was amazing. He cared about me so much but I wanted him to know that the reason I wanted to do this is because I desired him. I wasn't doing it just to make him happy.
"Patch, that is great to hear, but you need to know that I want to do this because I want to, not because I think that you want to," I told him.
"Nora, I want your first time to be special. That moment should be perfect for you," he said softly.
"It will be perfect because I'll be with you," I said.
He smiled and squeezed my hand. I spoke again. "Patch, I really want you to know that I never felt pressured by you at all. I know that you would never make me do anything that I wasn't comfortable with. I trust you completely."
His smile grew soft. "You have no idea how happy I am to hear that."
"Is that why you got mad before? Was it honestly because you thought that I was doing this because I thought I had to?"
"Yea, It just all seemed too sudden. It's like you wanted to go from pg13 to nc17 in one day. I came over and you looked so sexy. Wild hair, tight clothes, and a leopard bra? It just didn't seem like you. You think everything through and you don't rush into things." He said.
"Being with you is different," I told him earnestly, "It's not rushing into things when you know that it's right." I moved closer to him and put my head on his shoulder.
"Being with you is the best thing that I ever did," he told me quietly. "I guess I just want to keep you safe, sometimes even from myself." He ran his finger on my bra strap then hooked his finger around it, making my skin heat up from his touch.
He had his arm around me and was rubbing my arm softly. I turned my head up to kiss his lips. Once our lips met, I felt complete. I turned toward him and put my hand in his hair. He kissed me more urgently and I was more than happy to reciprocate. I pulled back slightly and looked into his lust filled eyes.
"Your guardian side has done it's job tonight," I said against his lips. "I think it's time for the boyfriend side to take over…"
Before I knew it, I was on my back with Patch straddling me, his eyes were blazing. His fox grin making him look irresistible.
Lucky for you, I came prepared this time…
Thank you for reading :D I really hope you liked it. I really just wanted to show a sweet, sincere part of Patch, a side of him that really cared about Nora. I'm sorry if it was not what you were expecting, I guess I stayed away from the supernatural side and focused more on a boy/girl relationship. Patch is so sexy, and I hope that I am doing him justice. Soooo thanks again! Please review! :D