Hello again! Thank you very much for the follows and favorites. And thank you again Midnightsky0612 for the review. This is chapter 4, a long chapter with a new song, dark thoughts, and we will finally know what happened with the cellphone and know a little about our dear Yuuri. Sorry for ending with a cliffhanger.
Well, the ending is comming soon. I can only hope everybody like it. Please leave a review and check my other Y.o I. Fanfics.
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"I'm sorry…"
Victor did not expect her to apologize to him. And then he realized that it was he who should apologize. But seeing her panting and frowning, he does not know what to do.
"Yuu-chan, your headphones!"
Victor sees Phichit rise and put the earphones in her ears, completely confused by what was happening.
"I'm sorry, Victor," she says, again.
"Victor, can we sit down? We're hungry." Phichit asks him, making him smile.
"But of course. I was waiting for you. "Victor lies, and sees Yuuri bite his lower lip. "And it's okay, Yuuri. I'm the one who should apologize for deciding to pick up a table without letting you know.
Wow, Victor realizes. He lied twice because he did not want to see that strange lady sad. He hoped she would smile and say that everything was fine, but all she does is search with her left hand for a chair and when she finds it, she sits down. And she does not smile.
"Yuu-chan, what do you think of sandwiches? Coffee is good for you?" Phichit asks, being watched by Victor.
"Yes please. And thank you, Phi." She says, turning her face to him.
"Okay." Phichit steps away from them, and Victor sees him blink at him, leaving him in surprise.
After moments of silence, Yuuri is the first to speak.
"Victor, congratulations on the first place yesterday."
Her words make him smile. She's really different, he thinks, staring down at her with his face down and leaning on the table with his right fist.
"Thank you so much, Yuuri," he replied, making her smile. "So you accompany figure skating?"
"Yes. Because of Phichit and my idol. "Yuuri responds, and Victor notices that her cheeks turn red.
Wait a minute ... She has an idol that skates?
"And he's here today?" He asks, crossing his legs and looking around for the Thai skater.
"Yes," she answers, and he feels a tightness in his chest.
Why?
"I hope he's all right. Yesterday he was stressed because of the competition. "She says and he smiles.
She's so cute and so pure. How can anyone be like that? Maybe it's because she can not see. Or is something of her own ...
"Hey, Yuuri," he says, looking back at her. "You're from Japan, are not you?"
"Yes?" She asks, surprised.
"Can you tell me a good place to take a vacation?" He asks her, raising an eyebrow.
"Hmm. Maybe Hasetsu. That's where I come from, "she says, laughing. "It has an inn with hot springs, an ice skating rink and a ninja castle."
"Ninja ?! Really?!" He exclaimed, and she was scared.
"Hm? Christophe Giacometti's voice comes up, and there he is, accompanied by Otabek Altlin, Jean-Jacques Leroy, Emil Nikola, Mila Babicheva, Sara Crispino, Michele Crispino and Phichit.
"Good morning, guys," Victor says, with his cell phone in his hand and typing the name Hasetsu in his cellphone .
"Good morning." Yuuri bows to the voices.
"Yuuri, I invite then to join us. It's all right? "Phichit asks, and she nods.
"Do you really listen to us with those headphones?" Mila asks Yuuri, staring at her.
"She has keen hearing, which makes up for the absence of her vision. The headphones help her muffle sounds that are harmless to us, but dangerous to her. "Phichit explains, to her surprise and everyone present.
"How terrible." Christophe begins to make drama. "How terrible this world is to allow a lady as beautiful as you ..."
"I'm sorry to interrupt," Yuuri says, and Victor realizes she's shaking. "I have an important appointment and I believe you too, so please join us for breakfast."
"Oh, let's get the tables together."
"That's weird. Usually we never get together like that in championships. "
"Truth. Well, we could do that more often. "
"I agree."
Yuuri just smiled, taking a deep breath. Victor looks at her, worried.
"By the way, Phichit. How did you get K.Y. to do a song for you? "
The waiters serve the skaters and Yuuri, who starts eating a sandwich immediately.
"She's my friend," Phichit replies. "A very important friend"
Yuuri opens a long smile, and Victor looks surprised.
"By the way, I was surprised to see that she did a cover of Victor's song and lyrics." Phichit continues.
"Really?"
"I want to listen."
Victor, still with the cellphone in hand, accesses Youtube and opens the video with the song [For You], to the surprise of all but Yuuri. And Victor does not notice it.
"Is beautiful."
"I like the lyrics."
"She's never done this before. I wonder the reason for this now. "Phichit says, and Yuuri stops drinking his coffee.
"Maybe she wants to send a message," Otabek says, silencing the table. "To Victor."
Surprised to be the center of attention of almost everyone, Victor sees himself playing the music again and paying attention to the lyrics. And finally, he realised. She's singing to me. To cheer me up.
"I hope he's all right. Yesterday he was stressed because of the competition. "
"Yuuri ... the idol you told me before is... me?" He asks, looking at the girl who chokes on her coffee.
"She confessed ?!" Phichit exclaims, making her frown.
"What?!"
"That's it, Victor! You got a really cute fan. "
Yuuri gets up, silencing the table
"I'm not cute, not pretty. I do not even know what I am. If you'll excuse me, I have to go. Thank you for the pleasure of having breakfast with you. "She speaks, bowing to them." Good-Bye. "
She walks away, toward the exit of the hotel restaurant.
"Damn, I screwed up," Phichit says. "I hope she does not have an attack."
"Attack?" Victor asks, finishing his meal.
"Of panic or anxiety. She blames herself for being blind and making her dependent on others. She told me when we were in Detroit that she ran away from Hasetsu, her hometown, because of bullying and the comments she heard when she was at her house, which is a inn. And though difficult, I tried to do my best to help her. Dammit, remembering that time always makes me depressed, "Phichit says, running his hand through his hair.
"What do you mean, 'she blames herself?'" Victor asks, wide-eyed, like almost everyone there.
"She was already bullied before she was blind because she was able to put on weight easily. You women should understand a little. "Phichit looks at Sara and Mila, who nod. "And since her family owns for a inn, they barely had time to care about her. And when she became ill, it made everything worse. She went to Detroit not to have to be a burden to her parents and to deal with. In fact, it was because of you that she began to smile, Victor. And I'm glad I was the one who introduced her to figure skating. "
"Did you show her something mine?" Victor asks, surprised.
"Stammi Viccino. Gran Prix two years ago. "Phichit responds. "Remember I said she has keen hearing? Well, it was not only the song she was enchanted but her rhythm as she danced, saying that your joy caught her. "
Victor remembers the performance, and remembers that he was happy to win Makkachin from Yakov, his coach, and that it was the eve of his 17th birthday. But no one had noticed that in the championship.
Yuuri realized.
"Hey, she's blind, is not she?" Chris asks, frowning.
"Yes," Phichit says.
"Is it okay to leave you alone?"
Suddenly, Victor and Phichit rise, and run out of the restaurant.
~ X ~
Rain_lover: [Live Video Streamming]
RoseLiz498: Kyaaaaa! It's Victor Nikiforov!
VityaS2me: My God! That body!
Rain_lover: Shit! I want to be that chair. Sit down on me, Victor!
Fleurs4you: Hey! Who is that bitch touching his shoulder? Take his hand away!
VityaS2me: Who does she think is to play on my Vitya?
Ciaolyn: What? Phichit Chulanont? Why is he putting headphones in her ears?
Rain_lover: No, no, no, no! Get away from him! Do not sit down! Nooooooo!
...
Rain_lover : Wait, why did other skaters join them? Damn, I could take the perfect picture if I did not have that black sheep in the middle.
VityaS2me: Why does not my Vitya look away from the bitch? No, he's falling in love with this ugly!
...
Fleurs4you: Wait, she got up and is leaving.
Rain_lover: I'll talk to her. Then, let's talk about that magnificent K.Y. video singing the music of our Vitya?
VityaS2me: Of course! Her songs came back to Youtube. I'm happy.
Cyaolyn: But first, kill that bitch!
~ X ~
Victor lied. Twice. I could tell immediately by the tone of his voice. I bite my bottom lip so I do not cry and decide to leave the conversation in Phichit's hand until he offers to order breakfast and leaves me alone with Victor. I decide to congratulate for yesterday and we ended up talking a little about myself and ice skating. He asks for suggestions of vacation spots and my mind quickly remembers Hasetsu, and I point out my hometown to him and even to my parents' inn. And when I talk about Hasetsu Castle, I get scared to hear his cry.
With the approach of other skaters, soon came the first question that troubles me, coming from Mila Babicheva. Phichit answers for me, making me grateful. But the words of Christophe Giacometti bother me, and make me lie to them, feeling calmer with Phi's words. When they change the subject to KY, I'm afraid and when I hear Otabek talk about the reason for the cover, I get scared, thanking them for looking like they were fixed on the video, not me. But when Victor Nikiforov asks if he is my idol and Christophe Giacometti calls me cute, I end up exploding.
"I'm not cute, not pretty. I do not even know what I am. If you'll excuse me, I have to go. Thank you for the pleasure of having coffee with you. "I speak, bowing to them." Bye. "
And with that I move away from them, quickly, using my stick in a hurry to try not to bump into objects and people. In vain, and I find myself apologizing countless times. I grab Minako-sensei's cell phone and follow the elevator, shaking.
No, please. Calm down, Yuuri! Breathe deeply! You can! Do not Cry.
"Bitch, why do not you die? Leave Vitya alone! "
I laugh, not bothering if the voice I heard came from another person or from my mind.
"True ... Nobody would even bother ... thank you for telling me the obvious ... One more song ... and it will all be over ..."
And I enter the elevator, going up to my floor and my room, where I listen, Minako-sensei still snoring. Touching the window that opens to the river that runs beside the hotel, I open it and play her cell phone, which falls to ... splash.
I grab my backpack and put my things inside, leaving my cell phone on my bed and I leave the room carrying her and the guitar case, going to the elevator.
Hold on, Yuuri. Hold on. Just a little more. And finally, everything will end. And finally the world will be free of the weight called K.Y. Katsuki Yuuri.
No. I can not take it. I need...
I throw my backpack on the floor and open my case, removing my acoustic guitar.
"Yuu ..."
"Phi! Record, now! "
"Eh? Okay. Wait ... ready."
And in the middle of the same hallway, she starts playing the guitar agitatedly and starts singing loudly ... a love song.
Spring flowers dance with the wind
To the sound of my love song for you
With all my heart full of feelings
So that the words can give your message
Tomorrow I will experience little by little
I wish you were in it with me forever
And slowly we will build our futures
It is a wish that I want to be fulfilled
I love you, and I believe you feel the same.
The way you look at me, the smile printed
In this face that is very precious to me in this life
It tells me that this feeling is special.
I want to be your only soul mate
I want to be your only special person.
Will you allow me to be by your side until the end?
I want to make you happy just to be with me.
Tomorrow I will experience little by little
I wish you were in it with me forever
And slowly we will build our future together
It is a wish that would make me happy if it happened.
The tomorrow that I want to witness at your side
I want to make it magical, special, perfect.
So that every day I am able to love you more
Will you allow me to be by your side until the end?
"Name it [by your side] and send it to Kenjiro and Sora, along with all my cloud files that we share. They will take care of the rest of the arrangements and then pass the full version to Victor Nikiforov with my apologies for doing without knowing what theme he intends for next year. And…"
"Yuuri, this was beautiful ..."
No. No. NO. I sang a love song and Victor heard? Did he find out I'm K.Y.? No no no no no…
And off the acoustic guitar on the floor, I put my hands to my head, and I scream.