A/N
I wrote this long back but didn't wanted to post it as i was feeling reluctant because of decrease in reviews.
Khair it's an apology from my side now for all my readers and reviewers whom i have kept waiting in a painful shell for so long. A sincere apology from my side guys.
And i am posting it in hurry today as someone really made me realize that how much painful waiting it is and i feel the person's angry with me so it's a big big sorry from my side. Waise hi i am not good in making friends aur jabh koi naraz ho toh i feel very bad.
I also apologize to my lil bro [;)] if he reads this, he knows why. sorry kiddo...
ACP sir with others reached Avinash's house. They were all feeling too much awkward with this special treatment but they felt tired too. Acp sir knowing this had not said anything further though feeling highly in debt of this man named Avinash, who saved his son and now trying to provide them rest and sooth too.
A man in his thirties greeted them with a warm smile.
Man(warm smile)- hello sir, mera naam vikram hai…(looking towards acp sir) aur aap yakeenun Acp sir hain..
Acp sir nodded with a smile while vikram continue to make them feel comfortable as sensing their uneasiness…
Vikram- sir waise toh main yahan kaam karta hun lekin main (proudly) avinash jee ka bahot acha friend bhi hun..(secretly) sir unhone mujhe dhamki di hai ki agar aap logon ko koi bhi problem hui na toh who mujhe zinda nahi chodenge..(irritatingly) aur sir aap toh jaante hi hain yeh doctor log toh bas…
Everyone smiles feeling relaxed a bit.
Vikram(slapping his forehead)- arre sir inn baton mein main toh bhul hi gaya…(inviting them) chalen sir jaldi jaldi ander chalen warna kabhi avinash jee ko pata chal gaya na toh woh toh mujhe injection laga dega…
All smiled again and now following the man inside.
They were feeling that the man shared some other…different relation with avinash as he using jee for him but later call him as dega, however right now their focus completely diverted..
They entered inside the house and getting a warm feeling as the decoration of house was so simple and sober. It sent a soothing feeling inside their hearts with a sensation so similar that they not be able to place themselves in Mumbai..or in this unnamed destination.
They moving forward and now coming to conclusion that what seemed so similar was the choice and taste of the owner. Everything from the Wall paints to flower vases resembled his taste. Though with a little more decency yet same. All of it resembled Abhijeet.
Daya in complete silence as he feeling his buddy around in these walls.
Vikram silent too after entering in as he knew that his "friend" shared too many things in common with his lil brother.
Vikram(calm)- sir chaliye main aplogon ko aapka room dikha deta hun…
Acp sir (again in soft tone)- vikram sach isski bilkul jaroorat nahi…hum theek hain, tum bas thodha paani pila do, phir humne nikalna bhi hai..
Vikram(soft tone)- sir abh aap humari mahobbat ko nazar andaaz kar rahen hain...(in smile) sir aap isse ek aisaan samajh rahen hain..(in dreamy tone) jabki humre liye yeh sirf humari mahobbat dikhane ka tareeka hai..
Everyone feel that dreamy voice so now quietly move behind him.
All moved forward and now vikram showing them their rooms though feeling their uneasiness from their gestures and hesitation but said nothing as knew it was natural and it was better to leave it upon them.
After showing them their rooms vikram asked them to call him if they needed anything and left to let them rest.
Here freddy, vivek and Daya were together in one room. All of them be quite. Vivek wanted to call his father so after excusing himself move out while freddy after looking at daya quietly left the room with…
"sir main zara paani leke aata hun.."
Daya after his exit quietly moving inside his room lost in some of his thoughts…
"yeh yeh shabd abhijeet...tum jaante ho abhijeet..mujhe yeh shabd kitna pyaara tha...par par abh mujhe isse nafrat ho gayi hai...nafrat...aaj aaj iss shabd pe thukne ko dil karta hai abhijeet...jaante ho kyun..sirf tumhaari wajah se...tumne iss shabd ko hi ganda kar diya hai...tum jaise dost se acha toh dushman hota hai...tumne itna ghinona kaam kaise abhijeet...kaise...tumne tumne uss aadmi ko yeh sabh bataya na abhijeet..hain na... tumne hi naina ke bare mein usse bataya tha na abhijeet…"
Daya sat down beside the bed taking its support… "I..i am sorry Abhi..mujhe tumpar…"
"nafrat ho rahi hai abhijeet...mujhe tumse nafrat ho rahi hai...tumhe saza milni chahiye abhijeet..ek aisi sajah jo tumhe jindagi bhar yaad rahe dekhna abhijeet...dekhna jab tak tumhe iss ki sajah nahi mill jaati na...main yahan wapis nahi aaunga…"
Daya silently closed his eyes as few tear drops escaped down his face. He had nothing to say more, he was not in that state to even apologize to his brother…he will never be.
u..tu mujhse yeh dosti aur yaari ka rishta toh cheen chukka hai daya...
main kehta tha na tujhse mujhe dar lagta hai akele hone se...phir se uss tanhai mein jaane se...aur dekh aaj mein phir se ek dum akela ho gaya hun...ek dum akela…kya sahi kya galat...bas itna pata chalta hai ki...
main inn sabh mein hi dab ke reh gaya yaar...inn sabh ke bare mein sochne bethun na toh saare teer mujh tak hi aa kar ruk jaate hai...dheere dheere apni noke mujhe chubhatein hain...bahot dard hota hai yaar...takleef hoti hai...
Mujhe aaj bhi tera intezaar hai daya...main abhi bhi sochta hun ki tu mujhe yahan se jarur le jaaye ga...ya phir mujhse milne aayega...aayega na?
He didn't knew when he entered in deep sleep while those words floating around him. It was the ringing of his cell that brought him back…
He answered in a tired tone... "Hello.."
The voice from other side made him smile… "kaha tha na thake hua ho tum log..(guilty) I am sorry daya maine tumhe jaga diya..woh kuch baat.."
Daya(in small smile while standing)- arre nahi doctor aisa kuch nahi hai, aap bataien kya baat hai? Abhijeet ko hosh aa gaya kya?
Avinash(trying to be calm)- nahi daya abhi toh woh so raha hai… (hesitant) mujhe bas tumse kuch puchna tha…
Daya(in confusion)- jee puchiye na…
Avinash(still hesitant)- daya waise toh abhijeet ke past medical records ke baare mein mujhe salunkhe sir ne aur atul jee ne bahot kuch bataya hai, magar mujhe kuch aur bhi janna tha (daya looking for water but after finding the jug empty sat on bed listening carefully) usske reaction ke baare mein jabh usse hosh aaya tha...aur bhi kuch cheezein…
Daya(taking a deep breath)- doctor hum logon ko abhijeet ek car ki dikki mein se mila tha (avinash closed his eyes in pain as from the time Salunkhe told him this the thing piercing his heart so badly every time he thought of it), woh hosh mein tha magar..(painful breath) sir ne usse mere aur apne baare mein bataya par ussne hume pehchanne se mana kar diya..usski halat bahot kharaab thi toh hum usse turant hospital le gaye.. usse 3-4 ghante mein hosh toh aaya magar.. (taking a deep breath again) who sabh kuch bhul chukka tha…
Avinash(interrupting)- ussne kissi ko pukara nahi? Mera matlab hai kissi ka pucha ho, sabbse pehli baar hosh me aane par?
Daya(shaking his head)- nahi doctor..(avinash close his eyes in pain while laying back on his chair) aisa toh kuch bhi nahi huya tha…woh toh maaji..mera matlab apni maa ko bhi nahi pehchaan paya tha, naahi ussne unhe pukara tha…
Avinash (undeliberately)- maa ne kaise react kiya tha daya? (daya in shock after hearing that maa, the love..avinash realize his mistake so correct himself) mera matlab abhijeet ki maa ne..
Daya(in pain)- woh toh bahot roi theen...aur phir jabh abhijeet ne unhe bilkul hi pehchaan ne se…(with tears) unhone apni jaan leli thi..(a tear fell down from avinash's eyes, he wanted to keep the phone but did nothing now, daya say further in tears) Abhi najane kyun..magar bahot roya tha tab..woh dard aaj tak bhi usske andar basta hai ki usski wajah se maaji…woh abh bhi uss haadse ko apni galati manta hai…(silently) halaki galati meri thi..
Avinash (in hurry)- daya mujhe kuch kaam hai..main..main baadmein phone karta hun tumhe..
Before daya could answer the line went dead. Daya looked at screen for few minutes and then taking a deep breath left the room to fetch some water.
Here avinash be in extreme pain, he placed his head back on his seat while whispering.. "galati meri thi daya..sirf meri..maine hi isse apne aap se..(his eyes became moist as he silently closed them) apne dil se juda karne ki koshish ki thi..(the tears fell from his closed eyes).
He be in same position for some time when heard a knock on his cabin door. He get back, wipe his tears silently and after the second knock, after composing himself say in his usual strong tone…
"come in"
Sister Sandriene entered in and telling to him about some patients. Avinash be attentive and now listening with care while replying when appropriate. After some time sister just look at him while moving her head up and ask…
Sister(silently)- will you let him go avinash? (avinash looked at her, she added in pain) again?
Avinash was silent he just whispered… "I was helpless in those days sister"
Sister(while moving out)- But now you are not avinash. (looking at him back) I have known you for too long now avinash, you can't hide it from me. (lovingly) bache iss baar please don't let him go.
She left the room completely. Avinash be in same position but said nothing and after few more minutes picked his things and moved to take a round.
Avinash's House.
Daya moved out of his room and then headed downstairs, he didn't meet anyone in between even freddy wasn't there. He was moving to kitchen when saw a door opened. He felt something so silently headed towards it and look inside when got that's it's the door to store room so leaving the place when heard something like a light scream that immediately shut up.
Now daya in hurry headed downstairs and moving forward easily as even that place was maintained so decently. He looked forward and found vikram doing something while his hand was bleeding due to some kind of cut. Daya moved forward with..
"vikram?"
Vikram in jerk turn back and immediately hide his hands behind himself and said in hurry in a loud tone..
"arre sir aap yahan kyun aaye? (calming himself) mera matlab tha sir agar aapko kuch kaam tha toh aap mujhe bata dete.."
Daya(in smile)- tum milte tabh batata na main tumhe…kuch nahi bas paani lene aaya tha(soft tone) tumhare haath pe shayad chot aayi hai, khoon bhi beh raha hai..
Vikram(nervous smile)- sorry sir woh main bhul hi gaya tha...
Daya(softly)- vikram haath dikhao apna..khoon kaafi jyada beh raha hai..
Vikram(nervous)- na..nahi sir..
Daya(same soft tone)- tum mujhe daya bhi bula sakte ho vikram…
Vikram(smiling in pain)- jee..woh sir..I mean daya jee (daya smile on that "jee")…
Daya(in question)- haath?
Vikram(confuse)- aien...
Daya(while shaking his hand)- acha.. (changing thhe topic) kaam hogaya kya tumhara?
Vikram(nervous)- haan..haan..woh bas..hogaya…(calming down) main bas aahi raha tha…
Daya (nodding)- acha toh phir tum kaam karlo apna, phir chalte hain saath mein..
Vikram- daya jee aap chaliye, mera kaam hohi gaya hai, main bhi aata hun..
Daya nodding left the store room. Vikram heaved a sigh of relief and took out the picture from his back and glanced at it, a smile crept on his lips automatically. Spreading his hand over it, he left the room after keeping the frame over a box.
When vikram moved out he found daya outside waiting for him. He moved towards him unaware about his own injury. Daya looked at him and ask… "vikram tum mujhe bata do ki first aid box kahan par hain warna yaar khud hi bandage karlo, (glancing at his hand) dekho kaafi khoon beh gaya hai.."
Vikram feeling so much care and concern in his voice so say in soft tone.. "sir..mera matlab daya jee aap chinta nahi Karen main abhi isspe dawai laga lunga, theek hojayega yeh..choti si hi chot hai.. (smiling) chaliye main aapko paani de deta hun.."
Daya(smiling)- pehle bandage…
Vikram(laughing)- jee usske baad…
First vikram take out first aid box from cabinet, bandage his own hand after putting some Mother tincture with a "ahhh" and then after wrapping up all say to daya in teasing… "abh chahiye daya jee aapko paani?"
Daya(shaking his head while smiling)- bilkul…
Daya looking around and feeling so much familiar in this house. He always said to abhijeet so much about his boring, serious choices, though he praised them in heart for their decency but just to tease abhijeet who always smilingly said…
"yeh serious cheezein mujhe najane kyun badha sukoon deti hain daya..."
Daya smiling after roaming around. Vikram look at him and easily feeling his thoughts from his smile and gestures. He took a water bottle out from fridge when daya asked…
"vikram kya avinash jee akele rehte hain.."
Vikram(pouring water in a glass)- jee nahi sir…(handing over the mug to daya, in sweet smile) main rehta hunna unke saath…
Daya (in smile)- aur bhi koi rehta hai kya? Unki mummy? Parivaar waghera? Aur tumhara bhi toh…
Vikram(interrupting quietly)- woh vikram jee ki mummy nahin hain…(daya down his head in apology)..parivaar bhi nahi (proudly) magar main hun (vikram said nothing further)
Daya sensing his silence over the other question so did not ask anything further.
After a while daya sensing his mobile ringing as got the specific ringtone so searching for it, he did not find it in his pockets when remember he may have left it down there when kept it on a carton to pick up something which had fallen down because of him. He instantly said to vikram…
Daya(in hurry)- lagta hai main apna mobile niche hi bhool gaya, (seeing the door still open) vikram main abhi leke aata hun…
Vikram(in hurry and tension)- Daya jee..daya jee rukiye main leke aata hun..aap yaheen…
Daya already entered the room and now moving forward. Vikram helpless as the path was narrow so he can't come in his front too, he just walking behind him with saying in tension.. "daya jee aap waheen rukte na…main laadeta…yahan itni gandagi hai aap bekaar mein.."
Daya already picked up his phone and show it to vikram with.. "lo mil gaya aur main ganda bhi nahi hua.." vikram smiled nervously.
Here daya look at something in front, he got it's a frame so silently move forward while vikram in order to take daya out already turned towards door but when feeling the silence turn back and saw daya holding that particular frame which he was looking at earlier.
He could just whisper… "Daya jee…"
A/N
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P.S. Regarding DILEMMA, now i will post the next chapter of it with the next update of healing as i have decided i will not completely post it before healing.
I want to complete both simultaneously now which will not be possible without your co-operation, so please review guys.