Lover of the moon Chapter 3, a percy jackson and the olympians fanfic

As I walked back to camp I began to think of what I should ask for with my wish. I didn't want to be a God but I knew there was something I could do to make someone life better. I pondered this question for what seemed like hours until it finally struck me. I cursed myself for being so stupid and not thinking of this before.
With new purpose I ran the rest of the way back to camp with a big smile on my face. I left all my worries behind me and just focused on my new objective.

Wait did I just call it an objective?

Great, hanging out with Nico and his stupid call of duty games have messed up how I think. I swear he's going to be the death of me one day.

Anyway I reached camp in less than 10 minuted, breathing hard as I crossed the magical boundary the gods had set up. They were trying to make this temporary base feel as much like home as they could I guess. Honestly I liked the original better but the gods do whatever they want.

"Yes they do."

I jumped in surprise and turned around expecting to see some one or something there.

But I saw nothing

I didn't see or hear anything. I must still be imagining things because it almost sounded like the voice was in my head.

I shrugged it off and started to walk to the pavilion that the gods had conjured up. I saw all the Gods and Goddess sitting around various tables, all except for Artemis.

She's probably just with her hunters, I thought as I entered and took a seat at the Poseidon/Neptune table. I tried not to notice that all the gods and goddesses were watching me warily, like I was a bomb about to go off. It was as if they were waiting for something, anything to provoke me.

I nodded to my father and Hades and smiled at Hestia, Apollo and Hermes. Strangely Hermes and Apollo avoided eye contact but Dionysus and Apollo kept glancing and each other and than back at me. As if they knew something about me and weren't telling me.

But why Mr.D?

Since I didn't understand what was going on, and it didn't look like I was going to get any answers, I decided to ignore them the best I could. I avoided looking at Athena and her children as much as I could, as it caused me too much pain that I just couldn't and wouldn't be able go through so soon after everything that had recently happened.

Zeus cleared his throat calling for our attention, everyone slowly stopped what they were doing to look at him.

He looked at Apollo and asked him to please go get Artemis so that we could leave. Then he turned back to all the demigods and smiled.

I, and everybody with a brain, could tell it was forced and that there was something bothering the king of the Gods but since I didn't want to worry about it, I didn't bring it to attention mentally deciding that I'd just ask my father later.

"Everyone, we will be leaving back to Olympus very soon. Please gather anything that you have left and meet back here in 10 minutes. You all may leave." he said with authority leaking into his voice.

So everyone slowly got up and began walking in different directions searching for their belongings. I, not having anything but my sword, just sat there waiting for everyone to return.

To say it was awkward would be the biggest understatement of the century.

The gods were all just staring at me the entire time, it really started to freak me out. When Artemis walked into the pavilion she glanced at me, a frown working it's way onto her face, but walked over to the other immortals in the room and started talking in hushed tones.

Thalia walked over to me and sat down next to me.

"What's up kelp head?"

"Nothing just seriously weirded out right now."

She looked at me funny and than started laughing hysterical.

"What?" I asked trying, and failing, to hid my growing annoyance. Here I am freaking out and she's laughing at me?Seriously?

"Wow you are dumber than I thought, I'm guessing your weirded out because of all the Gods and Goddesses keep staring at you, right?"

"well...yeah so what?" I replied, confusion written all over my face.

" Do you even realise what you just did? you just single handedly defeated Gaia the primordial of the earth, that's something that all the gods, put together, couldn't do. Your powerful and the Gods fear that, even if they won't admit it."

I stared at her for awhile before sighing and looking back down at the table.

"Great just what I need more negative attention."

All she did was smile but there was something else. Something in her eyes, an emotion that Thalia rarely allowed herself to show, it looked like a mix sadness and pity.

But why would she be sad?

I didn't understand it but I didn't have the time to worry about it because all the campers had come back holding swords, shields, books, bags, briefcases and everything and anything else they had could carry.

With everything going on I had forgotten about Annabeth and what she had done. But all the pain and grief came rushing back when she walked in holding hands with that worthless piece of shit Jake. When she saw me she turned away quickly avoiding making eye contact, but that didn't stop Jake from smiling smugly and leaning down to kiss her.

It took all my will power to not go over there and rip his head off but what good what that do? Who knows how long they've been a thing?

He's been at camp since the titan war, for all I knew they could have been together while I was in new Rome and she was just faking it with me the whole time.

That thought didn't exactly help my self esteem at the moment but it really didn't matter that much now. Not wanting to be depressed any more I walked over to Thalia, while ignoring all the glares the rest of the hunters sent me, and asked if she had her iPod. She smiled and said yes while pulling it out of her bag. She quickly shuffled through her music until she found one that she apparently seemed worthy enough and handed it to me, I put the earphones in and turned the volume up full blast so all I could hear was the music.

I checked the name and was surprised to find it was Hollywood Undead, I don't wanna die. I smiled and started singing along to the lyrics.

I don't wanna die, I don't wanna die
I don't wanna die so you're gonna have to
I don't wanna die, I don't wanna die
No I don't wanna die so you're gonna have to
Blood is getting hotter, body's getting colder
I told you once I'm the only one who holds her
I don't wanna die, I don't wanna die
I don't wanna die so you're gonna have to

I look inside of myself and try to find someone else
Someone who's willin' to die as to watch you cryin for help
I know that blood will be spilled and if you won't then I will
My grave will never be filled it's either kill or be killed
So let heaven be told that some may come some may go
Where I'll end up I don't know but I ain't dyin' alone
I keep on askin the question can I be saved by confession
You see this blood on my hands at least I still reach into heaven
I got to pick up the pieces I gotta burry 'em deep
And when you look in my eyes I'll be the last thing you'll see

Words turn into blood and the blood keeps on pourin'
From every poor I wipe it off cuz this just could be the moment
Now someones gotta die and I'm my only opponent
Cuz I won't watch my baby cry so I keep on just goin'
Am I a man or a beast it's mother nature at least
Watch humanity cease cuz it's our human disease
You gotta kill when you gotta kill yeah that's what they say
And I can't go against God's will you better pray
Cuz I'm an angel a demon yeah I'm hell and I'm heaven
I'm everything you couldn't be now you believe in the devil
I gotta Pick up the pieces I gotta bury them deep
And when the dirt hits the coffin just go to sleep

I see
I see you buried
Six feet Below

Another life goes into the knife
I couldn't let 'em breath 'cause I didn't wanna die

I see
I see you buried
Six Feet Below

It's not alright can you hear me as i cry
I couldn't let you live 'cause I didn't wanna die

(AN I don't own this song but I love it, and just had to add it in here. It's a sadish song so I figured it would fit. Expect many more songs to be in this story, cause I'm a music baby but I like strange music so got a problem, I don't care, just don't dis my music :) )

As the song ended, and I caught my breath, I opened my eyes to see many shocked faces all staring at me, mouth opened.

I groaned and looked at them

"What are you all staring at?" I growled.

It was Apollo who answered me

"Percy I didn't know you could sing! Your voice is so smooth, you sound almost as good as me!" he exclaimed, sounding like a 5 year old who was given a new toy.

Oh that's why they're all staring at me.

For some reason that made me mad, they only cared about me for my usage in their wars, they didn't know anything else about me.

That's right, they don't care about you.

They only want you to fight for them.

They don't care about you, they never did and never will.

"Yea.h" I thought.

"They never cared for me and they probably never will."

"that's right." the voice hissed.

I was seriously starting to doubt my sanity but I was too mad and hurt to care.

"yes, express your anger and pain show them how you feel." the voice whispered in my ears.

Rage began to consume me, I had no idea where this anger was coming from, all I knew is that it felt so good to let the rage take over and to let the madness show and consume me.

I noticed people beginning to back away from me shrieking in surprise and trying to run. I didn't know why, but it didn't matter to me.

They never cared about me why should I care about them?

I looked around at all the faces around me the voice still hissing in my head

"They don't care... they never did.."

The gods were looking at me in horror, my father looked as if he was being stabbed in the chest and the blade being slowly twisted back and forth.

But even that didn't calm me down.

No, at this point nothing could calm me down. I wanted... no...I needed blood, someone was going to pay for all the pain they put me through.

But before I could do anything I felt something hit the back of my head.

Hard.

I slowly crumpled to the ground, I felt the world spinning, my anger subsiding, I let myself drift off into the blackness.

A/N So i decided to do nothing except write until I got this chapter done.

I hope you like it, as it took all damn day to finish but I'm happy with it.

How'd ya like the ending? Looks like something is seriously wrong with Percy.

I know where to go off from here now so I'm happy with it but guess who knocked him out.

First person to get it gets a shout out and possibly a say in what happens in later chapters i wont say ;)

Happy new year!

Please review and don't be mad with the sudden change in direction from what most of you thought it would be but I'll just say there's going to be much much more stuff like this happening in this story. No one ever thinks that percy, after two wars and tragedy (and with more tragedy to come), may just be a little insane.

If you don't like, don't read. It isn't hurting me. If you like than please continue and help me where you see fit untill next time

sincerly

JREXJR

btw I'm posting a new story of just other stories that I personly love to read. If anyone knows some really really good ones, pm me the name and I'll read it ty :)

also there's a poll on my proile pleae vote and hint number ne A GUY NOCKD PERCY OUT

Quick thanks to my beta reader AfterHarshipComesEase for helping me out, you guys should go check out her stuff.