Chapte 4 is pretty short, and kinda angsty- I have little punctuation for a reason.

I'm all alone, and I cry

I cry because it hurts

It hurts to see you

To see you so happy, and me so sad

On the outside I look fine

On the inside I am dying

Even when you too, just want to be left alone

How do you do it?

It hurts to know I can't

But, maybe one day

Maybe one day I can trust you with my heart

Like I want too

Maybe one day you can tell me too

Your secret

But right now, I hurt.

Right now, I cry.

Right now, the memories pour forward, and I can't stop it.

I know I can't change the past, but, I just wish

I just wish I could forget it.