Chapter 4

When we woke up the next morning we just stayed in bed for about an hour talking about everything. It was like I could tell her everything that I was thinking and she knew exactly what to say to make it better.

"Sel I have a question for you" I said before I could stop myself.

"Sure Dem ask me anything"

"The thing is I think I might be in love with one of my friends and I'm not sure if I should tell her."

"If you think you love her you should tell her, because you never know she could love you back." She looked up at me with a smile.

If only she knew what that smile did to me. Her smile lights up my world, and for the short time we get together my life is ok again.

"Your right Sel, thanks"

She looked at the clock, it said noon, "Damn I gotta go I am shooting a scene today at one."

"Ok text me later?"

"You know it! Bye Dem!"

"Bye Sel"

With that she left and I am alone again, I think I should get a dog or something cause being alone is not something I like nor is it something that should happen to me very often cause it just makes things worse.

I got up and went down stairs where I found my mom sitting on the couch watching Real House Wives. "Hey Mom."

"Oh hi hunny I didn't hear you come down the stairs, how was the sleepover with Selena?"

"It was good we watched movies and talked, then went to bed."

"Sounds like a good night, are you hungry?"

I wanted to say yes because I was STARVING but I knew I couldn't eat. "No not really I will grab an apple or something then I'm going back up stairs."

"Ok if that's all you want."

"Yea it is… Oh and mom can I get a dog?"

"You want a dog?" she asked wondering where that came from.

"Yea a cute little puppy… PLEASEEEEE"

"Um sure hunny do you wanna go to the shelter and pick him out today?"

"OMG YESSSSSSS! Thank you SO much mommy"

"Ok go upstairs and get dressed."

I was already running up the stairs to my room before she could finish, I was so excited I was getting a new dog and I wouldn't have to worry about being alone anymore!

About an hour later we got to the shelter and I found the cutest little dog and I looked at my mom and said "I want that one!"

I picked up my new baby and said to him "Hi baby your coming home with me little Oliver."

When I got home I ran upstairs with him and let him explore my room. After about 20 minutes of playing with Oliver I heard my phone buzz, I looked to see who texted me.

One new message: Selena

Hey Dems just finished shooting the scene wanna hang? XX

Of course I wanted to hang out with her; I wanted to spend every minute with her.

Yea, come on over. Just come inside I'm in my room I got something to show you! X

Not even thirty seconds later she answered.

One new message: Selena

Ok on my way be there in ten XX

I got up and ran as fast as I could to the bathroom and fixed my make-up I had to look good if she was coming over.

About ten minutes later I heard Selena coming up the stairs. I can't believe how excited I am to see her.