I gaped. The Queen?! Last time I saw her, she accused me of having sex with.
Dimitri. He must have told. He was one of the few who knew about that conversation with the Queen. I shook my head, I never thought someone like him would stoop so low! I sat crying for a couple minutes, because now I knew my world was about to end.
Once I regained control, I looked at Eddie. He figured out what my thoughts were and pointed me to where the Queen was. On the way there, I remembered my last meeting with the bitch.
"Umm...Your Magesty, there's been some kind of mistake. Theres nothing going on between Adrian and me." "Do you think I'm an Idiot?" she asked me. Yes. As a matter of fact I did. "No Your Magesty." "Well, thats a start. Theres no point in lying to me. People have seen you together, here and at school. I saw you myself in the courtroom." Adrian had choosen that time to give me a quick hug. Smart one. "I've heard all the illicit details about whats going on and I'm going to stop it right now. Adrian Ivashkov is not going to run off with some cheap dhaphmir girl, so you might as well rid yourself of that dillusion right now.
Rid yourself of that dillusion right now.
That dillusion right now.
Dillusion
Was that all my life was? Some big giant dillusion gift wrapped and sent to me in a pretty package?
"Miss. Hathaway! Watch where you're going!"
I looked up. There in front of me stood a guardian, and it took me a minute to registar there features.
"Oh! Sorry Yuri!" I tried to walk past her, but she stopped me. "The Queen wanhts to talk to you. She is staying over there." Yuri gestured to one of the nearbye cabins and I walked over there.
I knocked on the door and the Queen opened it.
"Miss. Hathaway. Or are you Mrs. Ivashkov now?" She sneered. I gaped, this was hardly fair!
"What do you mean, Your Magesty?" I asked innocently. I was starting to get good at that.
"You know exactly what I mean Miss. Hathaway. I excpected better of you. But now everything has changed. As I said before, I can't decide if your a gaurdian or not, but I can decide whos you are. Rose, you may no longer become Vasilisa's gaurdian. Goodbye." And with that, she left the room.
I don't know how long I stood there, but I know it was a very long time. Adrian came and took me too my dorm, and I was reminded of last time, when we went to his dorm. That made me cry harder. That day, I cried harder than I ever have before.
When I was done, I looked up at Adrian. "I have to tell them." I was suprised at how small and hoarse my voice sounded.
"Tell them what Little Dhaphmir?" Adrian was suprised.
"EVERYTHING!, EVERYTHING! Don't you get it?! I have to tell them everything. And Lissa... I have to tell Lissa I'm not going to be her gaurdian." My voice suddenly grew feirce and I stood up. I was angry. Ruined. Devestated. Terrified. Depressed. All theese emotions were swirling around me...I couldn't control them.
I was breathing heavily, and crying again. Everything was going wrong. I couldn't help it. I ran over and hugged Adrian as soon as I could. He tilted my head up and kissed my, it was a deep passionate kiss. And I thought I knew where we were going...Which I did NOT think was a good idea when we were in the Queens bedroom. But he pulled away. I was calm enough now to walk back, but I knew I was still going to tell them.
When we got back, we headed straight to Lissa, who, for some reason, was in my room. When we got there, she wrapper her arms around me. "ROSE! Are you OK? I was so worried! I thought something happened!" She said this all very very fast. I glanced at Adrian and started telling my...tale? "Lissa...Something I have to tell you. Me and Dimitri...before he left, we kind of..." I tried to think of the right wording for this. "Had a thing for eachother."
Ok, I lied! sorry don't kill me! The next chapter will be short, than the one after that will go forward...i think =P leave me reviews!!! I lufs em :) so press the green button, its calling to you!
~Keli~