It took me a good 10 minutes to come down from my high after our kissing session, I sadly had to go home today but Edward promised to come over tonight, I know he always stays but I needed the reassurance that he was there for me all the time. I looked up into his lust filled eyes and smiled happily "Happy about something there, my beautiful human" I blushed and hid into his chest "Umm Yes...you!"

He chuckled and kissed my head "Come on love, lets get you dressed as Charlie will be wanting you home soon" I sighed frustrated "I really don't want to go home, Charlie has been in such a bad mood since we got back together.." I looked down playing with the sleeves on Edward's top "Sweetheart, your dad only wants what's best for you, Charlie is worried that he's loosing his little girl again"

I didn't think of that, I have been so wrapped up in Edward that I didn't think of the effects it was having on my own dad, he had been there all through my dark months, then I drop him like a hat the second Edward came back. I felt guilty, I needed to make it up to him somehow, Looking up at Edward I could see the worry in his eyes, which meant he sensed my guilt. "Love it's okay, your Dad is happy to see you smiling again, he just feels your growing up too fast" He pulled me into his strong embrace slowly lifting me off the bed and on to the floor,

" Am I moving to fast Edward,...Is..is this all too soon" I regretted that straight away, he's going to push the wedding aside now.. which will kill him inside " I can always postpone the wedding, there's no rush Bella" I stopped him straight away "No!, I want this, I am just very nervous and don't want to upset my dad" He smiled reassuringly "Let's just forget all of this for now and get you home, we will talk more about it tonight, okay?" I nodded and went off to get changed.

I went home a few hours later and spent some time with Charlie, who seemed to really appreciate seeing me " So Bells I ordered us some take away and rented a film so we can spend a bit more time together, is that okay?" I smiled happy"Of course dad, i would love too" We spent the evening together, I looked over at the time to see it was 10:45, Edward would be here in 15 minutes...

"Umm dad I am going to head to bed as I am kind of tired" I hated lying to Charlie, but if he knew Edward was in my room every night he would never let us get married "okay Bells, see you in the morning" I ran upstairs to get in to my pjs and sort myself out before Edward got here.

Bang on 11 a breeze swept through my room and when I looked up Edward was standing at the foot of my bed with the same worried expression he had when I left this morning " Hello love" he slowly sat down on the bed, taking my hand into his " hey" I moved over for him and he sat back wrapping his arm around my shoulder "Love we need to talk" I started to freak out...he cant back away now all I want is him... "Bella calm down, it's nothing bad...there's something I want to try with you..while I am in control, Alice said tonight was the right time as Charlie will be called into work" As he said that the phone went and Charlie groaned walking up the stairs and knocked on my door "Bells, I need to go to the station, Ill see you tomorrow"

"okay dad, love you" Edward smiled and kissed my head " Love you too kiddo" he ran down the stairs and out the door with his cruiser taking off quickly "Is it bad Edward, will he be okay" He nodded and kissed me

"So..what did you want to.." I was cut off by his lips on mine, the kiss was so different, full of passion and lust, more so than this mornings and last nights kiss, it was one of the first signs he had shown that he wanted me sexually. He pushed me onto my back gently and hovered over me "Please let me take this at my pace okay, please don't push it further when I stop, I don't want to hurt you" I nodded understanding that this was a huge test on his restraint and always respected he just wants me safe. He kissed me deeper and gently opened my legs with his knees, pressing his hips against mine, he took a few deep breaths before kissing my jaw all the way down to my shoulder blade. This caused an involuntary buck of my hips earning a deep groan from Edward, his usual deep golden eyes were now black, full of lust. He pushed his hips up against mine creating friction between our intimate parts for the first time, I shut my eyes drowning in the pleasure he was giving me, kissing me he wrapped my legs around his waist bucking his hips into me deeply. My eyes snapped open, catching his lustful gaze which was watching me intently

" I love you so much Bella" He bucked harder and faster against me, causing a quite groan to leave my lips, which only deepened each others lust. I pulled his mouth to mine and kissed him deeply, he groaned and held my hips tighter as he bucked harder into me, his erection clear in his jeans, the feel of his manhood against me sent me over my peak in seconds. He chuckled and stilted as he reached his. Once we calmed down Edward sorted out his boxers and jeans and pulled me into arms tightly.

"I love you too Edward" I melted into his embrace " I love you more, and cannot wait to show you how much I love you, my beautiful wife to be" He kissed my forehead

"Talking of that, and your question earlier, I don't think you are moving to fast love, I really think you are ready for this, as am I, I cannot wait till I can call you my wife" I smiled happily

" And I cannot wait to be yours forever, my husband to be" I put my hands into his and drifted off into the a lust filled but peaceful sleep.