Me and Emily

Chapter Four

Not Expecting It But Expecting It All The Same

Authors note

Sarah and Lizzy11120- here is the next chapter and I hope you enjoy it.

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Previously on Me and Emily…

She was sitting on the couch reading the latest James Patterson book when their was a knock on the door. She closed the book and looked down to see that the two girl were still sleeping peacefully in the play pen before going to answer the door. Rory open the door and lost her breath when she saw who was standing in front of her.

"What are you doing here, I thought your mom said you were living in New York with your husband," Jess said finally breaking the silence as tears started pouring down Rory's cheeks. "Hey, hey don't cry" Jeass said immediately wiping the tear that was falling down her cheek. As he brushed across her make-up covered cheek she winced. "Rory?" Jess asked unsure of what happened. She wiped the make-up off of her cheek knowing he would find out anyway. "What happened?" Jess asked as he looked deeply into her eyes.

"I'm sorry, I didn't mean anything please don't hurt me, I'll take my daughter and leave" Rory cried, scared of how angry his eyes were, Rory turned away but Jess caught her arm and brought the crying woman he still loved deeply into his chest. Emily started to cry and Rory pulled away from his loving embrace and looked in the direction of her crying daughter.

"Come on we'll get her together, lets go before she wakes up Julia" Jess said as he ushered her into the living room, Rory sat down on the couch and Jess went to get the smallest child out of the playpen, and carried her over to the couch and sat down with her. " She's beautiful Rory" Jess said as he stroked the now smiling baby's cheek, and then running his hand through Rory's hair as she started to cry.

"I missed you so much" Rory said as she gripped Jess's hand tightly.

"I want to be with you" Jess said as he gripped her hand tighter.

"I want to be with you too, but we have to take it slow for me…and Emily." Rory said as she saw her daughter drifting to sleep in her first lover's arms.

"We'll take it as slow as you want to, I'll wait for you forever" Jess said s he lay the sleeping child in the playpen next to Julia.

"So we'll take it slow" Rory said as Jess kissed her lips lightly. The door open and Lorelai and Luke came in bantering back and forth.

"But Luke please I really want to get a dog" Lorelai said as she gripped tightly to Luke's left arm.

"No Lorelai, we'll get it and then you won't feed it and then he'll die and you'll want to give it a … funeral" Luke paused as they saw Jess. Jess and Rory both stood up , and clasped hands.

"Hey Jess we didn't know you were going to be here" Lorelai said as she hugged Jess, she assumed he had told Rory his secret, " So where are little Megan and Will?" Lorelai asked she saw the blood drain from her daughter's face, and the room grow deathly quiet, Lorelai realized she had made a mistake.

"Umm… I ran into Sookie and she asked to take them for the night" Jess said as hr cleared his thought.

"Jess who are Megan and Will?" Rory asked as she pulled her hand and she pulled her hand away from her reunited lover's, Jess took his wallet out of his back pocket and pulled a picture of a little girl out of it.

"Rory, this is Megan she's my daughter and this is Will my son" Jess siad as Rory took the picture from him and stared intently at the little girl, she had black hair as dark as Jess's and the brightest green eyes she suspected she had gotten from her mother. Will looked exactly the same but had short black hair and the green eyes. Rory cleared her thought, wiped her eyes and turned to her mother. "You knew about this and you didn't tell me?" Rory asked as Lorelai nodded.

"It wasn't my place to tell you…" Lorelai said as Jess cut her off.

"It was mine, but Rory I was going to tell you…" Jess said as he tried to reach for her hand.

"Umm… I really need to be alone right now. Will you watch Emily" Rory siad as she looked up form the floor and met Luke's eyes.

"Yes, yes of course" Luke said as Rory ran out of the house and the other three stared at each other.

Twenty minuets later Jess walked out to the bridge knowing exactly where she was the entire time but wanting to give her some space that he knew she needed right now. He wasn't trying to keep Megan from her but he didn't want her to find out this way. He was going to tell her he was going to give her some time for them to adjust to being together first and then he would bring her to meet Megan and everything. He was not ashamed of his daughter or of Rory he loved them both so much he just didn't want either of them to get hurt like he had hurt Rory in the past. Running away from her like that was so stupid. If he hadn't of run away this never would of happened. She would have never met and married Jake and right now she wouldn't be running for her life. They would of stayed together and they would have been happy. But she wouldn't have Emily and he wouldn't have Will and Megan and his kids meant the world to him and he was already falling in love with Rory's little girl. His feet crunched against the leaves as he walked across the bridge. He knew she knew he was there but she didn't look up and he knew that she had been crying when he saw her wet cheeks and the red lines running down her face.

" Rory…sweetie…I'm so sorry baby…please don't cry… I love you so much… please…don't…I can't stand to see you crying…you know that…I know I made a mistake not telling you right away sweetie… but I was going to tell you… please believe me… I was going to tell you baby" Jess said sitting down next to her on the bridge and taking her small hand into his masculine one and breaking off after each phrase trying to keep his tears at bay.

"I know you were, I believe you Jess" Rory said as she finally looked up at him and wiped the tears away from her eyes and leaning her head against his chest, " It just hurt that I had to hear it from my mom and not from you. It was like you were afraid to tell me or something, you know I love kids right? I have one of my own and I tolerate her" Rory said smiling as he cracked a grin also. " So when can I meet them?"

"Anytime you want" Jess said as he kissed the top of Rory's head.

"How about now? It's about the time I take Emily for a walk anyway and she get fussy if I don't. So we can take a stroll over to Sookie's and pick them up. And I might even let you share my room with me tonight. We can lock the kids in the room that goes off of it" Rory joked.

"Actually that's my room, I usually sleep there but you are very welcome to share" Jess said dipping his head and giving her a slow passionate kiss that made her knees go week, good thing she was sitting down or she would of fell. "Okay lets go pick up the twins."

Coming up next on 'Me and Emily'

Rory meets the twins.

Megan gets upset.

Emily gets sick.

The person they were waiting for to call calls.