Xander's POV

" Have a great day Dawn, and remember... If the other's don't like you don't worry, we have a bunch of girls who can kick there ass, and with some nagging I'm sure that our little goddess here will also help you out" I could see in Dawn's eyes that she wasn't looking forward to her first day, but hey, what kind of normal teenager would look forward to dive into a poor filled with sharks? That would at least be one of the ways to look on it.

" We are leaving now, Andrew... What was it that you wanted to show us?" Giles looked behind me, at Andrew who sat on dinning table with a little screen in front of him.

" To seconds... It's almost ready" Andrew answered and got up, and headed to wards us.

" I have come up with a new system, since the last one, eh.. Kind of got screwed up" Andrew spoke up, screwed up was one way to put it, it didn't let anyone it or out.

" Look, I've set up cameras all over the place, the garden and the gate, and I have installed a new system so the gate can only be open up from the inside of, so we can't have any vampires on visit"

" Andrew... Have you forgotten that we can't have vampires on visit anyway?! We have to invite them in... And besides, IF a creature would want to come in, I don't think your little tool would have helped that much" I answered rolling my eyes, I still couldn't get why we just couldn't throw him out.

" Xander, thats enough... As long as we can get in and out I guess that it's alright" Giles spoke up, and looked over at me giving me a warning look, before continue talking to Andrew.

" It will..." Andrew walked of, probably to his room or something.

" He is a part of us now, give him a break Xander" Dawn said and reached for her bag, I had noticed how Andrew and Dawn had become friends lately.

" Well, bye.. See you later" She continue and headed out of the door, with Robin after while Giles waited until they were out of before looking on me again.

" I've spoken to Willow... But I am saying this to you too... Hold an eye on Buffy okay?" He was serious, and I was going to come with a joke, but then again... You don't mess with serious Giles.

" I will" I looked at him into his eyes, as that would be enough he left, I could hear the car starting and driving up to the gate, and then out on the streets, I guess Andrew's gate worked.

I could hear the girls in the wing of the house, and I guess Willow was in here room doing something, she had changed... She wasn't just a witch now, she was a goddess more or less.

What she did that night was incredible, and she knew now how to manage with magic with out getting black eyes, it was like she connected to a spiritual site of her.

I walked up the stairs and looked on Buffy's door, and decided that it was it, she had been in her own little world ever since we got here, no ever since we left Sunnydale and this was it.

We had all lost some one there, and she couldn't continue this, she would never get over it... I opened her door and saw her laying on the bed, curled up, she was about to turn around, but I continue to wards the curtains and pulled them apart before walking over to the next site of the room and doing the same, weird how a room gets a different look when there is actually light there.

" XANDER?! What the hell are you doing?!" Buffy screamed almost over at me, I could see that it was totally unexpected.

" This is enough Buff... You can't continue like this" I answered standing on the middle of the floor and staring at her, with my arms crossed.

" You have no Id..." Buffy's sentence ended there, I saw her getting of the bed and running over to the bathroom shutting the door behind here, I could hear her throwing up.

" Buffy... You could have just told me you were sick... I hope it itsn't something going " I pictured the whole house getting this, and it wasn't a pretty sight... I heard some one standing behind me and knew instantly that it was Willow, I turned around and smiled weak, she was probably on her way to try the same as me.

" Xander... It's not what you think" Buffy's voice was weak, I could hear the sink and saw her coming out of the door, pale.

" Will.. Xander... I'm..." Buffy couldn't really look at us, she was fumbling with her hand, Willow walked over to her.

" I know Buffy... I know" Willow said and cached Buffy as she broke down and sat on the floor holding her as she cried, I didn't understand anything... What were they talking about?!

" Okay, what am I missing here?" My voice was low, and I sat down on my knees next to them and stared at them, Buffy whipped her tears and stared at me straight into my eyes.

" I'm... I'm pregnant Xander"