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Bella's true love Ch. 4
Bella's POV
"Plan of action anyone?" Laurent asked to no one in particular.
"We could always rip him to pieces," Victoria offered. "All in favor?" Everyone voiced their appreciation.
"Yea, but that's not going to embarrass him enough," I wanted him to be humiliated to the core. As humiliated as Tanya and I were. That reminded me of something that has been bothering me ever sense I found out about all of this. "Why would the rest of the Cullen's allow him to be with me if they knew about you?" I asked directing my question to Tanya.
"Well, Edward practically rules that family, and they never knew." Seeing my reaction she continued. "Edward thought the family wouldn't approve and I agreed. Carlisle's a friend of our family, he's only ever met my mom, my sisters and I, which would explain why he didn't recognize James. Even though he loved my mom and my sisters eh hated me for some odd reason, so we both thought it'd be best if the Cullen's never found out."
"So if we were to call Esme, the beloved mother that he cares so much for, and tell her that her favorite son is a liar and a cheat, how do you think she would feel?" I saw the wheals turning in everyone's heads as my question registered.
"Okay, but I'm not sure that's enough. I mean I want to be when all of this happens, and I want to do something, be a part of it. You know?" Tanya said and James nodded in agreement.
"What, you guys want to go there and tell her yourself?" Laurent asked not holding back his distain. I don't think he liked the Cullen's very much.
"If you guys go I get to be there," it wasn't a question; Victoria was coming with us which meant that Laurent was coming too.
"You can all come but on one condition, we don't do anything until I'm ready. I have to crush him." I said nonchalantly as if it was just an everyday thing. That's when I realized I had finally come to terms with everything.
James looked at me funny but he didn't say anything, so I just shrugged it off. "Okay, let's get going then."
-Time lapse-
Once again I was in a plane with James that once we got to our destination my life would change drastically.
Throughout the flight I kept thinking of things to make Edward pay. I looked over at James and he was smiling down at me. "Do you think Tanya would do something for me?"
He turned his body towards mine putting his hand on my knee. "Sure she would, just don't let all of this go to that pretty little head of yours, okay?" I was a little confused but nodded anyways. He continued, "A dead guy once said 'revenge has no more quenching effect on emotions than salt water on thirst.'"
I understood what he was trying to say; that revenge wasn't the real answer it wasn't going to solve anything. But I knew I could do this without getting carried away, salt water on thirst I thought to myself, I could do this.
Tanya POV
This was it; I would finally do what I should have done after the first tine. I'm finally going to settle things. My mind was reeling with possibilities of what may happen, what this will mean for my life afterwards. Subconsciously I think I've always known that the reason I didn't do anything before was because then I would be alone, and it just dawns on you how much you'll have to do by yourself. Not that Edward's ever here anyway, but it's just the idea of having someone. I was afraid of being a lone, and it was probably the stupidest thing in the world. Other people have real fears while I'm afraid of being a lone. Pathetic.
Bella POV
I knew what I was going to do now. James had asked, that once we got to Seattle if we could stay in the city for a day or two, and I, of course, agreed.
It would be good to stay in the city with James for a couple of days. I had never really been to Seattle. The only time I would ever go there was when I would come down to see Charlie for the summer, and of course, when I came down here this year.
Ever sense I found out that everything that James had said was true, I've let the anxiety of my feelings for him subside. Now, I was just allowing myself to feel whatever came naturally.
"What do you want to do once we get to Seattle?" James asked holding both of my hands in his.
"Can we go shopping?" Victoria and Tanya asked simultaneously.
"Way to just intrude on our conversation," James said not really seeming bothered by it.
"Um…no shopping for me thank you very much." The two girls looked at me like I had somehow just grown an extra head, "What?"
"What do you mean you're not going shopping? I promise you'll like it. We won't make you try anything you don't want to. Except maybe a few dresses." Tanya added the last part almost too quietly for me to hear. Almost.
"I'll go but on one condition," I paused waiting for them to agree. Once they nodded I continued "we go to a bookstore before and after we go shopping."
"Yeah, we can do that!" they both shouted in unison.
"You guys really have to stop doing that, it's starting to freak me out." That whole say-everything-together crap was really giving me the creeps.
"You should get used to it babe," Laurent said. This kind of thing probably happens all the time.
Once everyone was once again talking amongst themselves James turned to me and asked "What about 'me' time?"
I thought it was so cute he wanted to spend time with me. "I promise we'll have 'me' time. We could stay for an extra day, and then we could spend that day together. Just you and me for the whole day." I couldn't wait to spend a day with him, only him and I. "You're planning everything, and I wont have anything to do with it." I wanted to see what he would do for our own private day together. I know I've always said that I hated surprises, but that's just because I didn't trust whatever Edward had planned. I mean I liked him and everything, but we just weren't the same, so I never knew what his idea of perfect would be.
I trust James and can't wait to see what he has planned. Whatever it is I finally want to be able to do something together and forget the rest of this mess.
James POV
I had no idea what we were going to do on 'our day'. But I knew for certain I had to do something about 'us.' I couldn't just let her go back to Edward without us being something first. What if she goes back to Edward does her little payback thing and decides that all she needed me for was to help her figure out what to do with the whole Edward thing and then she left. I think that would just break me. At first I thought it would be best if I did something after everything with Edward got dealt with, but the last time I took my time I almost lost the girl of my dreams. I won't let that happen again.
Bella POV
I laid my head on James's shoulder and allowed myself to fall asleep thinking about today and the days to come, hopefully with James.
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