Chapter Four: First Mistake

When Anakin and I got home, Anakin went and fell on the couch. I looked at him. I was really worried. He normally is very active, usually outlasting me, but not today. I lifted Anakin and carried him into my room and laid him on the bed. Honestly, he looked really handsome.

WHACK!

What was I thinking? I couldn't possibly get Anakin into trouble with Padme, or …could I? …Not to mention the fact that I'd be in a boatload of trouble, myself. NO! My brother trusted me and I couldn't betray that. So I went to my study and decided to relieve my stress by playing my favorite game: "Battle Ground Heroes." My character is an Elf Jedi and what is really cool is I can play with anyone in the galaxy - and that includes the bad guys. One of my allies in the game is count Dooku. Later that night, just as I was having a conversation with Dooku, Anakin had walked in.

"Hey, Lance, got to go, but trust me – we will meet again. If not in the game, then on the battle field," I said to the Count.

"Yeah, likewise Xanter, tell young Jesce that I wish him a quick recovery from his injuries," was his reply.

"The Count again, I assume," Anakin said, making his presence known to me.

"Yes, Anakin, do you have a problem with that?"

"No, just that fact you and I are friendly with the enemy – and if this place was searched that would be discovered."

Anakin had a point. Once in bed I did something that to this day I regret; I know I should not have done it. I attempted to have sex with Anakin, and while he was asleep, no less! He woke and I had barely enough time to get off him.

He yelled at me "OBI-WAN WHAT ARE YOU THINKING DOING THIS TO ME, YOU LITERALLY VIOLATED ME; HOW CAN I FORGIVE YOU?"

"I-I-m sorry Anakin, I-I really didn't mean it you-you're just so irresistible I can't help it… I'm sorry," I carried out my brother, and wished it had never happened.

He angrily yelled, "Obi-Wan, I can't believe you! You stripped me of my clothes, you violated me – and I'm your brother! How could you do this to me?" Then there was a loud crash, and in came the Jedi! They yelled, "In the name of the Galactic Republic, you're both under arrest for sexual contact with each other… but get some clothes on first."

They walked Anakin and me through the Jedi Temple to be judged for what I did to Anakin, my half brother.