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So let's begin (Big chapter BTW so be ready for a 12pm read, Ive been there too don't worry, haha)

Italic and Bold are thought's

Bold and Underlined are Leos thoughts.

Ignore it Leo, your better than this! Your strong, kind, caring. You're not alone, you're not a burden. Master Splinter would have died even if you could have prevented it. But if you did that would mean you would be dead.

Thinking to himself Leo stared at his bedroom wall and looked at the sharpness of his Katana blades. The anger he felt inside was not needed, the pain he felt the emotions running in his blood needed to be free. It was midnight, no one would know if he was too well…. Go now. No one would miss him the voice kept shouting.

It was another sleepless night; this was the tenth in a row. He had only been home for nearly a month, but slowly he felt he was going mad.

"AH GET OUT OF MY HEAD YOU STUPID VOICE, I WILL NOT LISTEN TO YOU!" Leo screamed whilst grabbing his head and pulling at his mask. Tears fell from his eyes and he slowly begin to hyperventilate.

"Leo? LEO!" Raph shouted but with no answer from the room above he knew something was wrong. He ran to Don and Mikey and shook them til they awoke.

"Leo is having another nightmare; I'll take this one but your next Mike"

Mikey grunted, half asleep on Dons shoulder. And Raph walked away. It was like a routine by now for him, he was always the one to check on Leo and he always stayed up late to make sure he was okay. Little did he know this time would be different from the other times he checked Leo….

In his room he sat

Footsteps, they're getting closer. If your gunna do it, do it now you fool!

He ran to his Katana in a state of madness and drew it from its holder. He placed it onto his wrist and the blade dug into his skin.

"Leo are you crazy! Stop!" Raph got there just in time, to a sight he never wanted to see. His brother crying his eyes out and blood dripping like a murder scene.

Leo looked at Raph before slowly closing his eyes and collapsing into his brother's arms.

"Im… sorry, the voices… they told me to" Leo stuttered out the words before his eyes shut. Just managing to hear Raph call for his other brother's assistance.

"What happened Raph?!" in a panic Donny looked around at the scene in front of him. Shocked he ran to Leos side seeing him unconscious was not a good sign. And though Don was no Doctor he knew that If his brother was to live he needed some serious attention.

Mikey looked at Raph, this was the first time he had seen him cry and beg at the same time.

"Leo open your eyes; Leo listen to me…. Stop messing Leo come on bro I need ya to come through." Raph's face was soaking from his tears and his words wouldn't even come out near the end as he watched his brother start to go into shock. His body shook and his eyes fluttered.

Don raced to his lab to find bandages and anything to use to bring is brother into a stable condition. Carrying him to his bed Raph placed him gently down and stood back whilst Don worked his magic. Raph and Mikey left the room after half hour as the thought of losing Leo was something nor of them could bear.

Hours seemed to pass by before Don came from the bedroom with a pale face, looking at his brothers his face seemed to lighten up.

"I did all I could for him, it's just a waiting game now. In other words, it's up to him if he's going to live or die…." Don looked at Raph as his face turned pale.

"But he told me… voices made him do this. What if they tell him to not fight?" Mikey looked at Raph shocked at what he heard.

"Im sure Leo will pull through Raph, despite the voices he heard he's got to make it? Right Don?" Mikey looked at Don for some reassurance but all Donny could give him was a small nod. Depp down they all knew how Leo had been acting at night was probably down to these voices. And to take it this far, to try and kill himself they all knew deep down the voices might actually try to take him from slightly stable, to dead.

Raph went into Leos room, before he turned to walk in he looked at his brothers.

"Im going to take first watch over Leo. I can't leave him alone tonight."

He shut the door behind him before sitting alone side Leos bed, Don had done some amazing work with what he had. Tubes, fluid and bandages. It was incredible. But Raph just felt it shouldn't have been needed.

Part four is complete, it'll be a while before part five and sorry if this is a bad place to end it. Because we all want to know if the fearless leader now has found his fear.

And for someone who is a Leo fan like myself writing this is difficult…. Though I know it's only written haha.

Be back soon my lovelies with the dramatic part 5!

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~~~~Leoraphdonnymikey