Chapter 4 of Twisted Feelings
When they reached the camp Kagome noticed that Sesshomaru was nowhere to be seen. She sighed wondering where the demon
lord could be. He's probably off sulking about kissing me. Why should I care anyways? All he's done is force himself on me
and act like a total ass towards me when anyone is near. Her thoughts slammed to a halt as she sensed two shards approaching
quickly. Before she could alert the others she recognized Kouga's aura and relaxed.
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When Kouga came into view he said "Kagome, you smell absolutely divine. Are you ready to become my woman now that you've
come into heat?"
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"Get the hell away from Kagome flea bag!" yelled the pissed off hanyou.
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"Make me dog breath." Replied Kouga as he ran and snatched Kagome up and fled. As he disappeared laughing he said "you're not
worthy of my woman dog turd."
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Inuyasha dashed quickly after them but was not fast enough to keep up as the distance grew greater by the seconds, he soon lost
them and sat there cursing himself for being so stupid.
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The encounter did not go unnoticed by Sesshomaru and he soon followed the cocky wolf demon. His inner demon was in an uproar
over the theft of it's chosen and it demanded speed. Hurry, I do not want to lose my future mate to that lowly wolf. I am in no
hurry beast so pipe down. I seriously doubt that the miko will let him take her as a mate. But she is in HEAT we must make
her mine, and we can't trust him not to force her. He cares to much for her view of him to do that. Besides I do not care for
the miko she is only mild entertainment to me. You lie to yourself, and can you be so sure that he would not take her? Yes
now behave beast.
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When Kouga stopped he set a very mad miko down and gave her a sheepish look as he said "I'm sorry Kagome but I had no other
choice. I need to speak with you without that puppy interrupting me."
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"What do you want?" she bit out angrily.
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He took a step back involuntarily at her anger and said "I need to mate soon Kagome and I would like you to be the one that I mate
with."
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"And you think that just because I'm in 'heat' that I will become your mate?"
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"Just give me a chance to prove my worthiness to you."
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"What exactly did you have in mind Kouga?" as she said that her attention strayed as she sensed someone approaching. BIG
MISTAKE!
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Kouga quickly took opportunity of her distraction and had his lips locked firmly to hers within the blink of an eye. He gentled the kiss
as he pulled her resisting body closer, trying to get her to join in on the kiss by swirling his tongue around her lips. But he was failing
miserably at gaining access to the inside of her mouth.
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Kagome was trying to push him away from her but it just wasn't working. As her frantic thoughts raced through her head, everything
stopped when a low feral growl was heard from the trees somewhere nearby.
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Sesshomaru was following the scent of the miko and wolf when he ran across a small clearing and spotted the……… THAT
DAMN FILTHY WOLF IS KISSING WHAT IS MINE!!! Shrieked his inner demon with so much force, that he found himself
growling in the most feral of his growls. It was long, low, and the most threatening that anyone would ever hear. His beast was ragging
for blood and when he saw the cocky smirk on the wolf's face and the tears in Kagome fearful eyes he nearly lost it. Within a flash he
had Kouga by the throat and said "MINE" in a deadly whisper that only Kouga could hear.
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Kouga quailed at the sight of those red eyes that were screaming for blood, his blood. He paled and said "I wasn't aware of her being
yours." He gulped as he felt the clawed hand tighten around his throat.
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"Sesshomaru stop it please. Let him go he didn't hurt me, please don't kill my friend Sesshomaru." Kagome was pleading for her
friends life. She sighed in relief when she saw Sesshomaru lower him back down and loosen his hold on Kouga's throat.
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"Why miko? Why beg for this lowly demons life? He forced that kiss on you I know this because I smelled your fear and anger."
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"Because he has been a friend for four years now and I don't want him to die." Turning to Kouga she said "Kouga know this, I am
sorry for never telling you that you were only a friend. I love you Kouga as a friend and always have as only as a friend. You are
meant to be with Ayame, Kouga don't keep breaking her heart."
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"So you love Inuyasha then?" asked Kouga.
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"No I believe that I only love him like I would a brother. He crushed me so many times because of Kikyo so I finally decided he
wasn't worth my time Kouga."
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"He hurt you that much huh?" asked Kouga.
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"Yes he did" she replied firmly. "I do not hate Kikyo anymore or bear any ill will towards her, for she was here before I was and
Inuyasha has always loved her. I was just a replacement because I looked similar to her."
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"Why is he not with her then?" asked Kouga.
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"I do not know, maybe he thinks inviting her into the group will hurt me."
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"Okay well I guess I better leave Kagome, sorry about what I did I wasn't intending on frightening you I only wanted to express my
feelings for you."
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"I know Kouga bye."
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"Miko it is time to go." Stated a still fuming Sesshomaru. Why did my chosen defend him, it was uncalled for he should have died
for his actions. He is a dear friend to her though and you don't want to scare her off with your blood lust do you? No I guess
that wouldn't do at all. So when can I have her? Never. Kill joy. I know, but get over it.
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"Thank you for not killing him Sesshomaru. But what caused you to lose it and threaten his life?" she asked already knowing the
answer. Because his beast wants me for himself and will lose it at the sight of another man touching me.
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"That is none of your concern. Are you unharmed miko?"
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"Yes I am unharmed but why won't you call me by my name?"
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"Good, then we shall leave on foot." he said while thinking Her scent is to enticing for me to keep my control, so I shall walk and
not carry her on my cloud. Awww…… why not?pouted his inner demon. Because you can not keep your hands off of her and
she IS in heat. But that's a good thing replied his beast with a toothy grin. Ask her what she meant about Inuyasha and not
loving him anymore. Fine. "Miko explain to me what my infernal brother has done to lose the love you had for him."
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"Well every time I turned around we saw her soul collectors and he would go running off to her. I happened upon them occasionally
when they were lip locked with each other. I have even heard him declaring his undying love to that clay pot abomination. So after
numerous times of being heartbroken again and again I just decided that he didn't deserve me because of the way he always hurt me,
insulted me, and went panting after her whenever she was near."
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Ah he thought No wonder she doesn't have love for him anymore. I doubt that she sees him very little as a brother even. Now
can I have her? I want to heal her broken soul and show her just how wonderful she is. Maybe later beast, once we have
slain Naraku and she has proven her worth to me. No Faaiirr…… I want her now, she needs us now. Just look at the sadness
in her eyes, and she didn't push us away when we kissed her either. No she didn't and yes I see her sorrow, but she is human
and I fear she won't turn if we mated with her. Yes she would she cares for us. Can't you tell by the looks she gives us
sometimes? She did kiss us back when we kissed her, you saw her fighting Kouga when he was kissing her. That's got to
mean something, right? Maybe, but I will not risk it for humans are too flighty for this Sesshomaru's liking.
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As they walked Kagome was trying to figure out the strange expression on Sesshomaru's face, it was obvious that he was in deep
thought or something like that. Every now and then she would she emotions flash through his eyes, and she was beginning to worry
after thirty minutes had dragged by and still no change. "Hey Sesshomaru?" she said trying to gain his attention. She tried several more
times with no response so she decided to do the one thing that she knew would grab his attention. She stopped in front of him and
stood on her toes and his lips walked right into her own and she kissed him.
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Walking deep in thought he was suddenly brought to by the feel of soft lips upon his own. Startled out of his thoughts he looked down
at the very flushed miko before him and said "What do you think you are doing to this Sesshomaru?" She reddened even more as she
replied "Well it's your own fault."
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"And how might that be?" he said intrigued by her actions and words.
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"Well I tried getting your attention by saying your name repeatedly and I tried a few other things. So when they all failed miserably I
kissed you, and here we are talking now."
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"Miko that was not a good idea for you to do to me. For now my beast is stirring again and will not quiet down now. He thinks that
you will accept him as his mate do to your careless display."
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"Well I never said I would or would not take an ice stick like you for a mate."
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"I do not appreciate being called names miko." He quickly had her against a tree as he said "Are you saying that you would take this
Sesshomaru as a mate?" his mouth barely hovering over her lips. If she was going to play with fire he was going to burn her lightly by
playing a little hard ball.
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She gasped as she was shoved against the tree and said coolly "It depends on how well you can prove your worthiness to me
Sesshy." A smirk played across her face as he took in her words and gave her a scowl.
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"I have nothing to prove to you miko if anything you would have to prove your worth to me." He shot back at her. He earned a
'HMPH' from her and let an evil grin spread across his beautiful face as he stepped back and acted like he was accessing what her
body had to offer. "Nope nothing special there" he said as he closed the distance between them and gave her a rough kiss. He felt a
little guilty about what he said to her when he saw her crestfallen face and the tears that were threatening to flow from her eyes.
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When a single tear slipped out and made its way down her cheek he bent down and kissed her lightly on both eyelids. Turning he
walked away leaving a very confused miko to follow behind him.
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Well that's it for chapter 4 I hope you enjoyed it. Please leave me some reviews, I'm beginning to feel unloved by my readers on this story. Till next chapter.