A/N: Hope you enjoy

Ladybug and Cat Noir's

Secret

Chapter 4 :

' Motherly Love '

Adrien looked at Marinette surprised. Why would she bring up my mother. " Why Mari ? " he asked nervous to find out the answer. " Please I need you to tell me what you remember. It's very important right now. " She told him. " Okay but will you tell me why after?" He asked and she nodded. " Yes I'll tell you why after."

" When I was thirteen years old my mother was killed. She was an amazing person. She kept my dad sane. She was like both of our anchors. Well one day I left to school and I was so excited to return home, she had planned a special day for us because I did everything I was supposed to... b-but whe-when I g-g-got home.. My father said s-she was in a horrible car accident on her way to pick me up... he blamed me for her death... he told me that it was my fault for making her take me somewhere..." He said. Marinette looked at him, his eyes where full of tears... they streamed down his cheeks. " He told me that is I hadn't have been selfish she would still be here... She would be alive." He continued trying not to burst into tears but that didn't happen. He couldn't keep them back anymore. " It's my fault she's gone."He started crying.

" Adrien, that's the thing... You didn't kill her. She wasn't in a car accident. She left... not because of you ... she had to... She couldn't take you... but she isn't dead" She explained to him. " How do you know that" He asked confused. " I know who Hawk Moth is and... the reason I told you to let me stay is because Hawk Moth forced me to Kill you... to prove her love... " she said while she looked away in fear. " Adrien, Hawk Moth is your father... I couldn't let you be alone with him. He said he wanted you out of his way... I'm so sorry... I wasn't sure if I should tell you or not but... I needed to... you have the right to know... " She looked into his eyes with sympathy. " He's m father... and he wanted you to kill me as Adrien? " He said in confusion. " Adrien, he lied to you about everything. I didn't want to hurt you ... How could I hurt you... I love you ... and I still stabbed you." She panicked. She didn't know what to do. His monitor started to beep ... something was wrong... " Nurse... Doctor please someone... somethings happening. " She scream at the top of her lungs. A doctor finally came rushing in. " Get this girl out of here" He told them. She was being dragged out of the room and she shouted " I'm so sorry Adrien." She was taken out and Alya and Nino came running up to her. " I hurt him ... How could I do that . " She said crying. " Tell him that I love him but I'm sorry I hurt him... And that he shouldn't have forgave me. She grabbed her bag from Alya. Tikki went into her bag as the girl ran far from the hospital. " He shouldn't have forgave me Tikki... I love him but I hurt him... I could never forgive my self if something worse happened to him ... I shouldn't be allowed to live because of that...

She ran and ran. Until she ended up far from Adrien. ' I can't hurt him if I'm far away from him ... I love him to much to hurt him but I did anyways.

Adrien woke up. As he woke up he didn't see Marinette only Alya and Nino. They looked at him in such sorrow. " Whats wrong guys." he asked and looked around to see Plagg but no Tikki either. " Its been five months. You went into a coma for five months after Marinette had talked to you she was taken from room by nurses she ran out of the hospital. We hadn't seen her sense. Her parents finally ended the search. They declared her dead. Today's her funeral. " Alya said trying not to burst into tears so she didn't make them all sad. Plagg was sitting by the window. As he looked out the window tears were flowing down his cheeks. " Plagg took it harder. There has been no sign of Ladybug either... Luckily no akuma attacks either. But most of all no Tikki. If Marinette is really...gone... then that means Tikki had to find a new guardian right..." she said as a tears escaped her eyes.

They want you there Adrien. They want you to make a speech. Please, do it for Mari.

They left the hospital and arrived at the burial sight.

" We gather here today to say our goodbyes to our beloved Marinette Dupain-Cheng. She was a survivor and a warrior. We are not here to mourn the life she wont be able to have. We are here to celebrate the wonderful life she was able to live. She wouldn't want you to be sad, She would want you to live your life and be happy that she was in your life. She will always be in your life now, watching over you. Now Adrien Agreste would like to say something" the father had said." Hey everyone, I'm Adrien as you may know... I loved Marinette with my whole heart... S-She was my superhero... she had a way of making me fall in more in love with her every minute I spent with her. I just found out about her this morning. I was in a coma and now she's gone" He started to cry. Tears streaming down his face. " As I stand here I realize that the future I wanted us to have won't be a future, just a memory... She is gone and I can't tell her that she meant the world to me... I can't tell her that I would gladly take her place just so she could have a future. She left without becoming an amazing famous fashion designer..." He said realilizing e wouldn't see her again he fell to his knees.

Alya and Nino got out of there seats to get him but they seen something.

A Lady in Red. She was swinging on a yo-yo. " Ladybug" She said with a huge gasp. Ladybug landed next to Adrien. He realized someone was there and heard everyone gasp. He looked to the side. His heart skipped a beat. He seen two feet with red clothe with black polka dots on them. He slowly gazed up. Afraid it was a different finally found her face. She looked down at him with her sweet smile. Her bluish black hair in the same two tails as always. And then her eyes. Her big beautiful blue eyes that reminded him of the sky. He let out a soft sigh. Once he realized that she was not in the grave he was right next to, He felt stood up in an instant and threw his arms around her and pulled her into a warm embrace. " I thought I lost you" he whispered in her ear. " I'd never leave you" she said hugging him back.

He looked at her in confusion. " But you left for five months. So long people thought you where dead. I just woke up today and they told me you where dead." He whispered back to her. " I had something really important to do, I'm sorry" She whispered back to him. He was just glad to be able to hold her in his arms again.

Then she shouted " Tikki ,spots off" and a bright pink light surrounded her to reveal her true self. Everyone started to cry in happiness Mari wasn't dead. He gabbed and kissed her once again. " I have a very important surprise for you" she told him. " You can come over here now." She said facing a person standing behind a tree.

He seen the person walk out. As she looked up he seen her green emerald eyes and her long golden blonde hair. She looked the same form the last time he seen her. As she walked towards him. She looked at him in regret. " Wha-I'm so confused? Mari what ?" He looked at her in shock. " That day I left I was thinking about what I did and how to actually earn your forgiveness, and the Tikki gave me the idea... it took the four months to find her but half a month to get her and return." She told him with a smile on her face.

He looked over at the girl again. She was slowly walking towards him still. Afraid she would frighten him. Her hair. He finally realized she wasn't fake. She was actually there. She was now right in front of the two. He looked at her and whispered " Mom" ...

A/N: I hope you like it ... I was mostly struggling with this chapter.

Next chapter might be out in the next few days

Bye y'all

Hope you enjoyed.